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Yeah you're mommy's little dei hire

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the scary thing about dark woody is that when he says "not this time bo" you can tell hes really in a lot of pain and conflicted and woodys still in there deep down but then when he sees andy dark woody (sadistic urge) takes over again and hes gone possibly forever

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>be an 8th grade English teacher

>have an asocial student who draws on all her tests

>hey at least she doesn't do it on scantrons

>start leaving compliments towards her art when i grade her papers

>fast forward a few months

>notice she's drawing on her test as I'm doing my rounds around the class

>ask her what she's drawing

>this thirteen year old emo girl looks up at me with the wettest eyes I have ever seen

>"you if you were in Family Guy."

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Hi we're radio head and we have zero songs about fat girls because we suuuuuuuckkkk

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AI shit makes me wanna fucking go Ted Kaczyński mode and live off the fucking grid in the woods ngl

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Nawww thats literally me loll

I feel like the thing thats really different about the polish trans experience is that because the language is heavily gendered and asking about a persons gender is very much not normalized, now that my body looks mostly androgynous people started referring to me with grammatical forms that have never been uttered by human tongue before. Last week a woman couldn’t decide what gender I was so after trying several she settled on speaking to me in plural and infinitive

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my nightmares are like this, no i wont elaborate

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hi everybody :) i recently put out an album :) second pic describes it, but i would also say you could describe as being something swirlies would have made if they were instead a t-girl who came of age amidst the mid-2010’s internet culture…lol

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goes abt as as hard as this album cover

Change of scenery

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can i just say how much it drives me crazy how trans women keep being told how every term they use is actually from 4chan (thus using it means they're evil) when everyone and their mother makes creepy or wet and chad jokes. are 4chan terms bad only when associated with trans women? so its fine when everyone else uses them, but trans women must be saints who know the origins of every online expression

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Rest in peace Tony Soprano, you would love goth girls with bpd and opioid addictions.

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me and my wife just watching anime and farting at each other

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me and my wife just watching anime and farting at each other

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i’ve been having rlly bad bouts of dysphoria lately so i took all the feelings swathing me and in one of my worst moments tried to sonically depict how they would sound (if they could) thru a drone/experimental/noise/(post-rock?) song. this is what birthed itself from me in that moment:

lyrics:

rip me from

him

run love,

rip him

hide the g*n

rip him

rip.

him.

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i know i posted this pic of him already but SHUT UP

lammy and kurt are both left handed, guitarists, creative, and most of all

have crippling anxiety

you are welcome