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I will never listen to excuses about pedophilia get the fuck away.

If you call pedophilia a kink please unfollow me and never talk to me again

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Keep the flame going for those we have lost to suicide. 

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somewhere out there right now is a kid with curly hair being raised by people who have wavy hair at best and those people are giving them 2-in-1 shampoo and conditioner and telling them to dry brush it. and that kid is gonna spend all of middle school and high school hating their hair and moping over the flat iron. they're being told right now that if they don't dry-brush their curl pattern into oblivion every morning it means they're unkempt and gross even though they naturally have the kind of ringlets that a thousand bridezillas would commit horrible murders for every june. it's happening right now it's an absolute epidemic and a tragedy every time

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don’t lie jokingly I am dumb I will believe you

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Reblog if you support squishy bellies, have a squishy belly, or have the desire to summon satan

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I NEED MORE OF THIS IN MY LIFE

wip, recently discovered Epic the musical, the story, drama ,emotions, all....was kinda epic haha

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I mean, fuck, I like bed. I like sleep. I like cozy blankies I like napping, I like to eep. I like Z catching and wink catching and counting sheep. I like doing beddie bye shit. Snooze it? Honk mimi

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Ok yall update from work. Recently at work we got 3 new hires. One of them I have one sided beef with cause he makes me feel like a mom being ignored by their child.

NOW the other 2 are both married (not to each other) and I love them dearly they’re amazing.

MORE ABOUT THE LITTLE BITCH THAT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE MY MOM. He legit gave me the “in one ear out the other” look. I didn’t know that it was an actual look but dear lord he gave it. Also he lived in a major city by me for a good couple years and let’s just say that it explains A LOT about his attitude.

Do Not give me that look when I’m the one training you and have been doing housekeeping for longer than you. I was trying to correct a little mistake you made and you already decided that since I’m younger that I don’t have the experience. I am not afraid to yank your lanky ass down to my height and explain to you in detail what to do in every room and I’m not afraid to explain the different routines all my long term coworkers have.

He just has a punchable face. I’ll leave it at that.

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Another coworker of mine that I’ve had problems with in the past and have told my department head about has decided to be petty. And I mean petty

That fuckhead decided that since I told on him to my boss that he wasn’t going to strip and set my rooms properly.

A little side note I have low iron and more often than not it effects me more than I like to admit and I need to set up a doctors appointment about my legs.

So today I was working in our second building where we have a closet downstairs for the linens. I was working upstairs and I got there early so I expected to at least have to go up and down the stairs for a couple of my rooms while our housepeople start catching up with us housekeepers.

I get to my first room and I am a little surprised cause it’s already stripped and set so I just get to work cleaning. With my routine I dust the bedroom then clean the bathroom then I make the bed. After I get damn near done with the bed and I just need the decorative top sheet I go to look for it. It’s. Not. There.

Ok fine that’s ok. So I go downstairs to grab it and I finish the room. I get to my second room and I continue my routine. I go to put the towels in the bathroom. It’s not the right towels and then I also notice, No Linen For The Bed. Not fine but I go down anyway and grab what’s needed.

I get to my third room SAME FUCKING THING. At this point even with compression socks (which have been working) my legs hurt and I’m only an hour into work. I’m pissed at this point. But I continue to clean cause wtf else am I to do.

This has been an almost consistent thing so I’m about ready to grab him and shake him. I won’t cause that’s mean but I am going to put the fear of god into him like my mom did to me. Cause clearly he fucking needs it.

All I ask is for someone to strip the room and replace the cups and I can do the rest but nooooo that’s too goddamn fucking hard. If he can’t strip and set the room properly then clearly he needs to talk to my boss cause we’ve hit busy season it’s time to pick it the fuck up and get it together before summer.

I’ve dealt with people just not stripping and setting the rooms and I do it and you know what I didn’t complain then. It’s the fact that he makes it look like he does his job when in fact he did it wrong. AND HE ONLY DOES IT TO ME.

I’ve legit asked my other coworkers and he strips and sets their rooms properly. The way he did it for me before I snitched on him (it wasn’t really snitching and he also didn’t do anything bad just made me a bit uncomfortable).

Like bro you’ve somehow gotten worse than our longest houseperson and that dude sucked before this summer.

Anywho I realized awhile ago that I have somehow become friends with 2 married couples and it makes me feel old.

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If you don’t like it then don’t read it.

Ao3 does not need an algorithm, you're just lazy

Ao3 does not need a 1-5 star rating system, you just want to bring down authors writing for FREE

Ao3 does not need automatic censorship, it is an archive, therefore anything can be posted

Writing or reading about something illegal does not mean the author nor the reader condones it, if that were true, you could never read a story involving anything negative

Purity culture is ruining fan culture and you all are fucking annoying

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Making this post feels like stating the fucking obvious at this point, but as a trans creator in the marauders fandom I feel so beyond unwelcome, so beyond unsafe and at this point I feel stupid for even trying to raise awareness to the fact that this is how fandom is making me feel.

I know I'm nowhere near the only trans person in this fandom that feels the same way, but I also know that so many, like myself up until now, feel like it's talking to a fucking door every time we try and bring attention to it.

This fandom claims to be diverse and welcoming and it's all a fucking joke. Genuinely. I entered this fandom not even a year and a half ago and in this short period of time the complacency but also the blatant transphobia has gotten so much fucking worse, it's absolutely ridiculous.

People will put fuck JKR in their bios but they'll still buy her merch because "oh well she won't even notice cause she's already got so much money". Which is a thing I've actually been told when calling people out for buying her shit.

It shouldn't fall on me or any other trans person to police what people do, or even to remind people that they shouldn't be supporting JKR but it sincerely feels like if we don't say anything then people will continue to give her money because people can only be an ally to trans people when it's convenient.

The amount of times I've gotten into fights with people in comment sections because I've been "too harsh" with telling people off is insane. If me telling you that you should be ashamed is making you so uncomfortable then perhaps it's because you actually need to look inwards. Being called out for being complacent and downright transphobic is not supposed to be a comfortable experience. If you didn't want to be called out then maybe don't give us a reason to do it.

Even as I'm saying all of this, it feels utterly pointless. The fandom no longer feels the same for me. With the rise of people falling for every bullshit queerbaiting tactic the reboot is pulling and with how blatant people are being in the fact that they just don't care about making trans people feel safe—not even when the political climate around trans people is so fucking terrifying for us right now, not even now can we just relax and enjoy fandom—it's hard to be a trans person in the marauders fandom.

The amount of guilt that follows with enjoying this fandom is overpowering, and just about everything trans creators do for this fandom is taken for granted, whether it's our fics that get called fetishistic or our headcanons that are too woke, there's always something. The fact that me making this post was inspired by one of our bigger trans creators having their deadname outed is insane. How can this fandom claim to be inclusive and welcoming and a safe space for trans people when this happens? How can SO MANY people ignore stuff like this? I don't understand how everyone in this fandom isn't absolutely pissed that this sort of people are in our fandom. But then again, if these people are your friends, your favourite creators, etc, it's much easier to be complacent.

I don't know what the point of this post fully is, I've not really posted much on my account lately, and it's because of stuff like this.

This fandom needs to get their shit together and they need to put their money where their mouths are. You cannot call yourself an ally to trans people while giving JKR money, no matter how little you give her. She might not notice it, but trans people do, because each cent given to her is being spent on anti trans bullshit and she's said multiple times that if you give her money then you agree with her.

Going to Universal Studios or buying a jegulus build a bear or some stupid game should not be more important to you than trans people feeling safe and welcome and accepted.

Maybe you'll finally start to care about trans people when we start leaving the fandom, but it really shouldn't be like this.

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pro-abortion. pro-divorce. i believe we have the god-given right to give up

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trans women belong in women’s spaces. women’s spaces are made better by the presence of trans women.

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i love you trans women i wish you weren't forced to be so strong but i'm so so proud of you i love you

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No safety. No food. No aid. No water. No healthcare. No education. Is this what it means to live? Is this what world accept as life?

If a group of animals were trapped, starved, and cut off from the world like this, people would be outraged. But because it's us—human beings—somehow, the world looks away.

These are unbearable days. Everything feels heavy. Each hour presses on my chest like I’m being suffocated.

My family needs urgent help.

Basic survival has become nearly impossible. Bread—just bread—now costs over $25 a day to make.

We are not asking for luxury. We are begging for life.

Please, if you’re reading this: help. Reblog this post. Talk about us. Donate if you can. Even a small act can mean everything right now.

#crisis #humanrights #emergency #donate #pleasehelp #tumblrcommunity #survivestories #reblogtohelp #signalboost

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I could really love you. If you gave me the chance at life with us together. I don’t think I could ever let go.

Having the chance to memorize you and all the little things that make you real. I’d look for you at my side.

There’s so many images in my mind of our future. I want to make it real. You are the stars that fill my sky. I want to look at you one day just to realize that we have aged years and I still love you with my entire essence.

I wrote this and I can’t tell if my hand writing is just shit or if I have niche hand writing.