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they’re not even subtle with the way they’re presenting buck and eddie and chris as a family unit. buck and eddie taking turns with the grocery shopping and having couples fight in the kitchen and snapping at each other and hurting each other. then they make up. eddie once again cheering buck up by bringing him chris. and it works. of course it does. pepa said finally someone is cooking in the kitchen. they’re gonna be living together. all three of them. okay. oh my god.

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I just saw someone compare mustache Eddie to Freddie Mercury and now i can't unsee it.

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he gave Buck a family meal :( in an episode where Buck started it off mourning the loss of family meals :( they love each other so, so much. Eddie doesn’t even KNOW that was a particular point of hurt for Buck :( he just intuited it with their soulmate, brain connection.

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sometimes a song is good because you saw it on a fan edit for your favorite ship like ten years ago

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concocting a world where bobby lives and the baby’s name is daniel lee han. imagine everyone saying “danny lee!” to a little baby in a singsongy voice. i think we should go here instead

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tbh in retrospect i think bucktommy was the funniest relationship in the show. two grown men spend six months dating each other because they both really want to fuck some other guy but can't admit that this is the guy they'd rather be dating. the kind of behavior you might expect from like. the only two queer teens in a bigoted small town. not two men in los fucking angeles with whole ass careers. and mind you the whole time said other guy is completely unaware that this is going on and is just kinda thinking "my best friend and his boyfriend :) time to hang out with my best friend and his boyfriend :)" while carrying out an emotional affair with the doppelganger of his dead wife that will unbeknownst to him result in him spending a month living in el paso working as an uber driver.

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MAY 2024 BUDDIE -> MAY 2025 BUDDIE

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buck gets drunk one night and starts telling eddie “you shouldn’t have been in texas. you should’ve been here.” and eddie sighs “i know, buck, i shouldn’t have moved, i should’ve brought chris home” and buck says “no. before that. you should’ve been here.” and eddie says “hm? before that i was here.” and buck says “NO. before THAT. you were in texas for so long, you were keeping chris from me for so long. for seven years.” he’s getting all weepy now. “did you not want to know me yet? i wanted to know you so bad. i missed you.” and eddie’s looking at his tearful little face, giving into the urge to lay a soothing hand against his cheek. he says “buck, you weren’t here yet either,” and buck says “i would’ve been. if you’d been here earlier, i would’ve felt it. would’ve come home. to you.”

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buck gets drunk one night and starts telling eddie “you shouldn’t have been in texas. you should’ve been here.” and eddie sighs “i know, buck, i shouldn’t have moved, i should’ve brought chris home” and buck says “no. before that. you should’ve been here.” and eddie says “hm? before that i was here.” and buck says “NO. before THAT. you were in texas for so long, you were keeping chris from me for so long. for seven years.” he’s getting all weepy now. “did you not want to know me yet? i wanted to know you so bad. i missed you.” and eddie’s looking at his tearful little face, giving into the urge to lay a soothing hand against his cheek. he says “buck, you weren’t here yet either,” and buck says “i would’ve been. if you’d been here earlier, i would’ve felt it. would’ve come home. to you.”

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those gay firefighters are making me realise what it must have been like to be a non-supernatural watcher on tumblr in 2014 like brother i don't know which one of these men is which but for all your sakes i hope they kiss

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Oh ok so it turns out ive been borrowing grief from the future ! it turns out ive been preparing to lose the things i love rather than basking in the light of them while they last. Maybe i should nt do that

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#buck being ocd coded, recovery, 6.12

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Does it ever drive you crazy…

…just how fast the night changes? 🙃

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you killed the second chance at happiness of a horrifically traumatized woman that fought so hard for both of their lives (Athena)

you killed the pseudo father of a man that everyone leaves and who can't rely on his family despite his parents being alive (Buck)

you killed the best friend of a man who's going to blame himself for the rest of his life every time he thinks of him (Chim)

you killed a step dad of a girl that recognized him as her second dad that saved her and her mom's life multiple times (May)

you killed a support system of a deeply repressed man that could and always did turn to him for advice and help (Eddie)

you killed a beloved superior and friend for a woman that finally got all the recognition she deserved working under him (Hen)

and in an of itself you killed the actively suicidal character that even tho he took all the "right" steps to an actual happy ending he always wanted and made him the ultimate (unnecessary) sacrifice for everyone else.

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I just really like them :(

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Eddie back in the confessional booth

Eddie: I need advice Father, I lost my captain. Hot priest: *hesitates after last time when he said this about his son* And by lost you mean ...? Eddie: He's dead. Hot Priest: Okay, good. I mean, not good, but good to know. Continue.

A few weeks later, Bobby and Eddie walk into the church together after Bobby's resurrection.

Eddie: I was wrong, he wasn't dead, he was actually just lost.

Hot Priest: *over it* You are all banned from churches.

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