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You're Not Happy and We Know It!

Gone is his conscience,Lost is his care.Refusing to see a love so clear.Unguarded, unguided, unprotected—Every attempt to get close is rejected.Pushing away any and all who care, even the slightest.That witch of yours isn’t the whitest;And you, my dear? Not exactly the wisest.I wish I didn’t still care as much as I do.But being that I do—This is my last attempt to help you.If this doesn’t…

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All the Way Me

Head in the clouds, turn it all aroundLiving never sounded so loud.Resound are the breaking hearts—why aren’t we all crying out loud? These times are strange, trying to rearrange.Let’s set the stage;dying shouldn’t be our best round. Sights and feelings shift—not solid.Our stories? Not ingrained.Outside, it starts to rain. No stain left behind,we slosh on—not enraged, but enlightened. Might…

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Until You Stopped Us

Wanna act like you made the right choice? That’s alright.You’re only mad ’cause I’m right.You let it all fall without so much as a fight,Probably tried to replace me that night.I’m well aware you’ve been at it ever since.You should know firsthand—no one will ever fill my shoes.No one ever got you the way I had you.At least I know, without a doubt, you know I’m not like the rest.You wanna push me…

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Invisibility Seen

I don’t know what you expected from me.Thought it worked that way—until it didn’t.One day, I stopped doing shit for you,Realized there wasn’t shit you could doTo make me fill those expectations. Not those exceptional boots,Not covering my roots or nails in shiny colors.Distractions are just that—Taking away from actions, not inciting them. Money is, for many, the fuel that drives their…

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Unpacking the Pain

Betrayal of oneself—so hard to unpack.How did I look forward while stabbing myself in the back?How did I tell myself everything was all right,When I was sabotaging everything in sight?How did I let go of the reins and end up caught in this rain?How do I numb this pain, knowing it’s self-inflicted?How am I so insane, as if I chose not to see all I had scripted?Seems that not taking responsibility…

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Blinders and Binders

Used to be all that mattered to me was what you thoughtUsed to be what you thought was that I was everything you wanted, tho you knew I was exactly what you neededNow I know you’re nothing of what I expected nor am I anything you can handleYou thought you could make me change my ways I shone a light on thoughts and intentions of those who surrounded you till y’all parted waysFunny how many I saw…

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Darkmess

One tiny little slip .Oh just an itty bitty fall.That was the beginning and the end of it all.All wrapped up.No bandages, no ties.No need to cut us free.Here it is just you and me.Nothing to hold on to.Nothing to let go.We came together so fluidly.You poured yourself right into me.While I poured myself all over you.Spilling past those lips and hips and on to the floor.Spilling far more than you…

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Love Flame

Thinkin’ ’bout what makes you so hyper aware, What makes you tick as time tocks Drinkin’ down my mistakes like air, to prove you’re there As feelings stick, your line locks Refusing to acknowledge the desire for anything of depth Claiming to only want instant gratification Choosing not to walk off the ledge so onto the wire you step In the water you wade in the depths seemingly equal to…

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Lawnmower

Truth be told it was the one thing you could never holdStranglehold on every other shaped realityNot scared nor freight only running in flightGrasping at anything in sight that could let you fleeNo reason to feelNothing for you was more real than the insatiable urge to break what’s healedTo raise the bar on what I could takeJust how much could u ask me put at stakeEvery millisecond more…

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Bite of the Apple

For those who see this as some sort of status symbol, let me take you to the start when times were simple The first bite of the apple as most well know was the very first sin The first crack in the perfection we’d thought we lived in Weather the Serpant, Adam or Eve truth be told it don’t matter what you believe, it’s all in what you know Some believe a simple handheld device has the power to…

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Dive

When I think back to that look on your face, those tears in your eyesThey weren’t for my painI realize tho they may have been inspired by your sicknessThat sickness is defined a lil differently between you and I thoIt’s one I often used to witness When you bounced back and forth so freelyWhen you barely even tried to see me I was just the side bitch thenOh, how much has changed now?No, really…

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The Mess of You

Not too recent lol just sayin! xo ❤️🍀

The lack of respect shines thru every single thing you do!From lies to borrowing with or without permission either way there is no appreciation shown let alone care for what isn’t yours!The same goes with my heart tho it could be yours instead you’re refusing!Like most things in your life you continue using.Never fearing one day you might lose it!Entitled!You believe you deserve the world.That it…

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Root

How is paper so improperly imposed? Pushed down the throats of any and all and it shows Evil and vile the seekers behaviour. Yet none stand trial More money means meeker the saviour. Walking on water or so they’d have you believe. Meanwhile paying the very you deceived. The rule makers and breakers so often one in the same. Whoever holds the funds decides who takes the blame Just watch…

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Within, It's What I See

Within, It’s What I See

Did I actually believe you every time you said I love you and goodbye? Do you wonder if I believed every single lie? That’s like asking if I believed blue is the colour of the sky, Or if rainbows really are the sun’s way of shining beauty thru the tears the heavens cry. I believed because I believed in you, Becaise I saw the good thru all the bullshit and thought I could help it shine…

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Are You Game?

Exciting sights Biting sounds Tingling touch Tightening feels Breathless taste Every sense has been heightened Dark be enlightened Apart? Fight it! Spark ignited Flames blushing cheeks Blood rushing, weak Tear, ripping sheets Stare, facing fate Care, no mistakes Daringly baring Naked emotions No potions Nothing to hide here No need to lie Sharing the ride Come on inside Take…

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Unable

Every one of us walks around pretending every day Like we don’t ever feel the pain Like there’s no rightful reason to feel it without shame As if all the wrong was self-inflicted Should not those who have wronged us be the ones convicted? Why we torture ourselves with the blame I can’t even begin to explain Why do we feel we must prove our selves to no one but ourselves as we push our way…

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Not For Anyone, For Everyone

The ability to look forward to open-heartedly The Optimist clearing the the Mist of the pessimist to see clearly Waiting only to witness the universe in it’s infinite instances Experiencing all the appearances Seeing only Beauty in all it’s deliriousness The dizzying feeling of taking flight Grounded, still reeling from that falling feeling so fleeting Sitting, standing or walkin be proud…