clowdybear

[clowdybear]

Dear,

My Antares,

How does it feel to hold my hand anyway?

For me, it feels amazing when you hold my hand like this. Even somehow my world getting crowded and feels like about to fall down, but there you are, as my safest place to lean.

I know, and probably you also know, how we fight for each other until this day has come. It's not easy right? but thank you so much for not easily giving up on me, still wanna make up everything even we've a small argument.

I also probably sometimes too childish over something, but as we walk more together, I learn something new a lot. So, I also won't easily giving up on you too. Everything is hard to describe with words, but your existence beyond everything for me.

I hope, you will keep your promises to me, 'cause you know, I put my trust in you. As like what you've said, mari ciptakan bahagia kita sendiri, ayo kita bahagia sama-sama; and I will do it sincerely. So, let's meet again on another #5, eung?

I love youuu,

Happy #5 for 10 times, my star!

[clowdybear]

All the thing is just about how we make our own happiness.

She's in a hurry in the hallway, 'cause there's a duty that need to do on the weekend. Something she waits for; that make her day automatically become the greatest one.

"Guys, sorry, I'm late."

She's speaking while trying to catch the air, glad that everyone understands her reason. Well, she's using a bicycle to her college, but that's not a her reason to be late. It's just because the sky makes her in awe. The sun with her orange that colored the sky at that time, make her stop pedaling her bicycle.

"The d-day about to come, are you guys ready?"

There's her line asked her friend(s) which is they are ready or not to face the festival on their college in the corner of their eyes. They answer it with excitement, in short, they already prepare all of the things to make the festival alive. Who knows, that she is the vocalist of the band, except after the festival.

3 hours long during the practice, she and her friends decide to end it, because the time shows the moon. She leaves a warm goodbye with her bicycle, leading somewhere to the place she wants to visit before going to home.

It doesn't take too long to reach out the place, but she wants to make it faster before her mom calling her to get a home asap. She walks straight to the book store, and pick one book that she wants to own. She's going to the cashier to pay it, glad that there's no long queue.

"Time to go home, sweetheart."

She's so happy during her way to home, can't wait to read it before time to go bed hit her. She's pedaling her bicycle with smile on her face, she also sometimes fixes her cap to prevent it from falling from her head.

People might feel life is just run of the mill, but she, as a human; also has her own decision to choose what she wants. Life, music, and book, those are the things she loves and wants. So, she hopes, from now on, everyone could make and find their own happiness by doing something they love.

ㅡ Fin.

[clowdybear]

1. ohhhh this question 😭 can't imagine it... but... if I have to... I think I would date myself *giggles*

2. for me, it's like a sister-hood that bound with warm and kindness. we live in a forest full of flower that accompany with fairies. I could heard myself run door to door to hug the Reiners one by one cause I feel comfortable

3.

4. probably someone who write or speak without think first.

5. J a.k.a my bf

6. he's just too cute to describe... in short, we has the same energy and he really being pro to balance my energy.

7. Totoro

8. Cat

9. "been so lucky to have you, to be yours, to be able to gain happiness with you, as always. "

10. eummm... I take it as a lesson, so I don't have any regret

11. dramatic person

12. there's not.

13.

14. Minjuuuu

15.

16. huggie wennie eonni, kiss baby iceoo, date ning eonni

17. BSHDHDHSNSJJSH?!?@?,#*&#^#&#,*#

18. no

19. I had ㅎㅎ

20. the reason was because my college friend tell me about it 🤡

21. watching drama

22. yup! I lose my best friend, and I still miss her :(

23. ever, so I stop :D

24. while we have an event and sending each other letter

25. Jisung *it happened a long long long ago, ... but I still remember how the way he treated me like 🤡

[clowdybear]

Birthday meoww~~

henyoo my dear, baby! welcome again to clowdybear page, where I used to talk a lot here, about everything, and you :3

what a good morning, and a good day to start, which is today is your day, so I hope you woke up with smile, promise?? I can't say much words, since you know it well how I can't gather my words well, but I need you to know that I do cherish all of the things we go through; as I know 'us' is also one thing you wish for.

do please remember that you are on a right path now, which is you are on your way to pursue all of your dreams. one by one may happen, but some may push you to go forward. but, that's okay! all of the things still counts as the result of your good move to make it happen, and I still proud of you 🥺

I wish, on your new phase today, it will bring so much luck and happiness around. I also do hope that the harder one will shooo-shooooo awayyyyyyy 😠 cause I want the best for my baby <33

happy birthday, my star!

[clowdybear]

[clowdybear]

A razzle-dazzle in the cozy morning!

The sounds of her alarm become the first thing to woke her up this morning. She hardly opened up her eyes, and chose to shut her alarm down while drowned herself on the cozy blanket. Tick-tock-tick-tock, the clock is ticking, but nothing could wake her up. Seconds and minutes changed, the alarm rang again probably for the third time. Blame her because she wide awake and slept late last night.

Gladly, the third alarm managed to wake her up by opening her eyes but still have no urge to shut it down, probably the whole house could hear it too. 10 minutes passed, then her hand swung away to take her phone with the purpose to shut down the alarm, but something that has written there made her jump out of the bed and ran herself to the bathroom without shutting her alarm.

"Aaaaaaaa!"

"Why I can't remember that today is family trip?!?!"

The note that she had written to remind her succeeded in making her screams out of her lung in her way to the bathroom. For a god sake, she relieved that she already packed out her things before she went to the bed last night. But guess, not only her who got lost this morning but also the whole members of this family. Yup! The Leclair's siblings who currently busy to prepare themselves, cause this is the first time they do a family trip after a while. Guess! Probably that's a reason why everyone already busy and loud at this morning.

After dealing with herself, she didn't have to wait any longer, because she's ready to go out of her room while bringing out her suitcase and small bag by herself using the stairs. Her eyes start to explore the room, and found out the siblings on the living room. She counts 1,2, 3, and 4ㅡ the oldest being so fast like usual.

She went down the stairs panting for breath, then she leaves her things not too far away from her; for just in need to throw herself to the sofa because she was running out of energy.

"Today's gonna be so fun."

[clowdybear]

[clowdybear]

ㅡ Spill or Drink with @WeTheHybe

Warning ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ All the things that have been mentioned here are only based on the writer herself. None of them relates to the real muse, so please be wise! Xoxo<33333

obviously, Kim Minji!

tih 😛

okkay, I take yes! 'cause I don't want to drink 😋

YES.

Totoro~~ and I'll tag my own bf @jjungwoen

hello? excuse me? the child is prohibited to drink?? I only consume milk 🥛

easily accept.

my boyfriend.

go on a trip to the place I'd like to visit

currently the song that stuck in my head is 3D by Jungkook senior

Haerin? cause she can't live without me hehehe :3

Attached on the head tweet!

Star by Nadin Amizah

I called someone with 'eonni', in fact she's having the same age with me.

Criminal Love by Enhypen senior

Rei

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[clowdybear]

ㅡ It's Bingo day of Cherub!

First. Actually there are so many in my head if we talk about this, but for me there are some CupidMess' fellas who haven't talked each other with me. Lemme mention those who I considerate the most after we meet on the CupidsMess. There are Kihyun oppa, Winter eonni, Jeno oppa, Yena eonni, Father Sen, Zzioung eonni, Chaeryeong eonni, Karina eonni, Hanni, Jennie eonni, Ryujin eonni and Nayoung eonni. Those people are mostly having a conversation with me, so I feel so comfortable with them. I just wanna let you know that I'm really grateful for meeting with you. I hope we can be a good friend until thenn<3

Second. Gonna let the world know that me myself also own the pink color hihihi... However, this is from a long time ago, anyway, but I still find it amazing how I can suit with the pink. Should I add pink color on my favorite list color?!

Third. Hello my fellow Cherub! I'm so happy to know and meet with you guys, this is something unexpected to have a family and friend like you. I am wanting to have a talk or short conversation with you, 'cause I think, what's the point if we are on the same roof but never have a talk each other. So, I hope the chance really come to me, so I can jump right up to talk with you.

Fourth. Hello cupids, mom Elle and mom Lily! Thank you so much for accepting me, and provide me a safe place like Cupid place. You really did well until right now, and I also love you so much. If I allow to make a wish, please held some games for members, so we can blend and solid each other. I really wanting the games well heheheng.

Five. Dear, me! thank you so much for trying and hard working for everything you need to reach out. Please, do hear me now, if you get tired lets get some rest and treat you with something sweet you deserve, such an ice cream. I know you love ice cream that much, right? Go get them and lets have enough rest. If your energy is full enough, lets start again to do the best to reach your dream. Also, do not forget to thank yourself every night before going to your bed, 'cause I know, you really did well to handle everything by your own hand. Good luck!

Six. #Prompt: A finest day with me on valentine!

The clock ticking right on 4.00 pm, there, she did an on-time like usual at the place who she really wanna visit the most; amusement park. The scream of happiness inside her, probably wanna explode. She stays still, and looking around how every soul wraps with the smile and happiness, make her unrealize how the one and only of her lover stay there in a minute to look at how precious the girl is.

Their eyes meet, the time is stopping. By looking at it, everyone will know why the boy in front of her right now is her universe. "Lucky to meet you!"ㅡ They both said it while looking at each other. The happiness is still around, they are ready to collect the stars today, the stars which contain of smile, laugh, and joy.

The hand hold each other, today marks as the finest day for them. As a result, they find so many stars which consist of a happiness; a happiness jar that filled with the joy of notes, quotes, and memories that bring smiles and grateful to the person who owns itㅡ "Now, the life feels easier to live."

[clowdybear]

BeepㅡBeep! I bring a lot of loves today, YIPPIE YAY🌹

1. The pretty smile from Chaeryeong eonni, look at that pretty smileeee >w<

2. my Kitty Kang who always be there for her eonni <3 gonna send her a lot of kisses

3. and the next is Nay eonni who looks cute there like a baby puppy hihi

4. Daegal's Appa also help me a lot today for giving the sign loveeee to the bucket

5. Another sign love has been added from Kihyun oppa, the big brother also life saver of mine!

6. Ryu eonni, who really cuter more than her looks like! everyone agree with me right? cute eonni with cute love sign

7. Jeno oppa who looks iike a baby here hihi

8. pretty, pretty Karina eonni with love in the air and her hand! I'm full<3

9. Exy eonni with her pink ribbon there, she is the hello kitty in real life

10. my anti-fragile eonni, Yunjin eonni who I love the most, pretty, mwahh💋