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How the fuck am I supposed to explain chronic fatigue to someone??? Like I need at least one nap a day to even kind of function in addition to going to sleep earlier than most people might. I am constantly exhausted, I wake up exhausted and I end the day absolutely drained and then I’m expected to do it all again the next day. How the fuck do I explain that sometimes even doing nothing is exhausting? How do I explain that I can’t do things sometimes because I’m so far past tired that I’m essentially not functioning? How do I explain to someone who says they get exhausted but can still function when they’re at that point that my exhausted is completely and utterly different?

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✨ Things I'm insecure about because of my disabilities ✨

Being unreliable

Having a messy room

Abdominal bloating

Not being 100% on top of my hygiene

Having to excuse myself to the washroom more often

Using my mobility aids

Random bruising

My chicken (weak) legs

Having to explain myself to strangers

Taking the accessible seating on the bus/train

Tripping over myself

My brain fog (I used to have a fantastic memory, I feel like I come off as stupid now)

Being super sweaty

Not being "good representation"

Leaving functions early

Sitting on the floor in public

And so much more. This is a reminder that you're not alone in feeling gross or undesirable, it's also okay to feel that way.

Sometimes you need to feel the feelings before you deal with them.

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im simply a dog. thats all. nothing more. am dog. no better than a dog.

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this belongs on the main. sorry not sorry

normalize being pet

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Hypermobility culture is having the urge to stretch but stretching does nothing.

No matter how you twist and turn.

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sorry bro, all out of spoons. we’re relying on the napkins now

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chronic pain diagnoses are all like yeah we don't know what this is or why it happens. we also don't know how to treat it. good luck out there soldier

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my bf has to go home tonight:((((

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ⓘ This user would do a trick for a little treat

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sometimes i feel like the mutt that’s been chained up in the backyard at his dog house, forgotten about, cause i didn’t turn out to be the dog they wanted me to be. the weight of the tether around my neck is something im used to. tired eyes and and given up hope of a soft bed and a loving touch again. i was a good dog once.

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chronic pain

c: x canis-infernalis

this NOT my original art, this is a redraw of my interpretation, all credit goes to canis-infernalis. This is NOT monetized.

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so fucked up that "most comfortable position" and "least painful position" are Not the same.

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i want to go on nature walks and take pretty pictures of him </3

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“Go slow with weed” Too late I’ve taken three edibles and I am soaringggg right now need a pretty boy on my lap