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Based on "it's always darkest before the dawn" by tangentiallly aka my scotchrye awakening

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we all know Furuya holds a grudge against Akai for making Scotch commit suicide but does Akai hate Furuya for running onto the rooftop that day. Not in the sense of hating Furuya generally but hating that he appeared there in that moment. Akai definitely does not like the fact that Scotch’s death happened does he sometimes blame Furuya does he think that if Furuya wasn’t suddenly there distracting him he could’ve had it all

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Don't let your dreams stay dreams

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"he would not fucking say that" but about injuries. he would not fucking recover that quickly. those scars would not fucking heal like that. he would not be fucking able bodied after that. he would not be fully lucid after that.

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I'm still on the Woodpecker case bc I've been meaning to make this post but just haven't had the spoons hahaha

anyway, I don't know if the translation conveyed the pun in this part properly so I'm gonna explain it here

in Japan, someone being divorced once is colloquial referred to as バツイチ (batsuichi), which literally means "one X". that's the phrase Yui uses here in the last panel that the scanlation team opted to translate as simply "a widow". more literally, what Yui said here is "You probably don't want a woman who's had one X worrying about you."

so Kansuke's reply here is in response to that. I do love that this is just vague enough that you can interpret what Kansuke's thinking in multiple ways. personally, I am of the mind that he realized Yui might be self conscious about being divorced, so he's trying to comfort her in his own way, and then simply got embarrassed about it. there's not a single romantic thought in this man's head okay those type of things just doesn't even occur to him. I love him so much.

also. btw.

I need everyone to understand that in the original Japanese, Koumei here, in this specific instance, uses 僕 (boku) as a first person pronoun, when in all other times he's consistently used 私 (watashi). the only other time we see his using boku is in the volume 107 flashback when he was in sixth grade. he only uses boku when he's alone with Kansuke and Yui...I have so many feelings about that........

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to get the most of out ot3s you have to consider that they consist of smaller 2 person subdynamics where the third person is always in a weird and fucked up position of being a permanent voyeur to an interpersonal dynamic they are privy to but never a fully participant in. that whatever u have with them its not the same as what they have with each other, in a way thats equally intimate and alienating. yeah a throuple is fun when its a couple and their third but in an ideal world per 1 threesome you should be getting three somewhat volatile couples with their own dedicated third. and i think yoohankim #gets that.

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i'm sexually interested in whatever's wrong with you

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here's more drawings of these guys kissing. 👍

+ bonus. chronic smoker akai hazards.

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Silly goobers. Do not separate!!!

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Genuinely horrifying to realize that I cannot get this out of my head, but if you think about it and tilt your head 137° Feanor and Akai are like. Kind of the same guy

- dead dad gang (although, albeit for different reasons, there's leeway for both to consider this Not True)

- decided to leave home to pursue the one(s) responsible for their dad's demise (and stealing their beautiful rocks)

- most bestest and specialest little guys who are the most skilled™ at something (this is brought up on various occasions as a gentle reminder to the reader)

- pretty sure if there was a terribly executed breakup award they'd both win it

- both made promises/oaths they immediately failed to keep (godbless)

- while this is very much up for debate, they could both be considered partially responsible for the eventual death(s) of loved ones

- died™ and when they did their corpses went up in flames

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So I did not get the Jodie panel the og leaks hinted at. Which. Sad. Translation fail. However: gamer Jodie

Going insane about the file 1147 leaks. Why is this shit so funny

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what does having a 7 yo help him fake his death do to a mf

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can everyone reblog this and tell me who The Character is for you. like the one that you're obsessed with / hyperfixated on. mine is gojo

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(physically shaking) siblings siblings siblings siblings

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Going insane about the file 1147 leaks. Why is this shit so funny

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doodle ngn trio and cone