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i swear my heart skips a beat every time i see your name

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a...date???? yes- not even a question yes

god- why am i in such a giddy schoolgirl mentality over this man

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i wish i could tell you the real reason i've been having a rough day, but that's a can of worms i dont want to get into yet..

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i didn't have anything nice to say so i wasnt saying anything at all but it fucking kills me how people can treat others as if they're disposable. like an option in whatever game they're playing.

thats not exactly the kind of person i want in my life, or the type of person my friend deserves in their lives.

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matchmaker thingy - answers

what is your ideal date ?

honestly, im open to whatever! I'd love like maybe an arcade for a bit, then dinner (or maybe both at once), something to get all the energy out before we can go back somewhere and just vibe.

what are your hobbies or favorite activities ?

i love gaming, i love music, i like to think im pretty decent with both of them. i also may or may not partake in the marijuanas if that counts

what do you look for in a partner ?

i think i mainly just look for someone i click with. honestly it's been so long for me that i dont think i have criteria, just as long as they can love me for who i am rather than who they want me to be

what's 1 thing a match should know about you ?

i think something that should be known is i am either far too energetic or the sleepiest girl on the planet, there is no in between

who would you be paired with if you could pick in the group ?

a good question, but i'm open to anyone honestly! i just like meeting new people and hopefully making a new friend at the very least

who would you NOT want to be paired with in the group ?

i dont think theres anyone here, like i said i dont mind!

what are your top three favorite songs ?

lordfarquadzilla - bilmuri, never lose your flames - issues, player haters' ball - palisades

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alright so im pretty sure im in the friend zone🤷‍♀️

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am i screaming into my pillow and kicking my feet? yes will i elaborate? no :)

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maybe it’s just because you’re cute and you’re nice to me but.. i hope i get to talk to you more and get to know you better

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might as well give a little recap, or update, or whatever it is you wanna call this. not that i have too much to share to begin with. i’ve been trying my best to be social but not much has really worked. i am thankful for ronnie and mitch though, they’ve been consistent and both seem to actually care. 

but hey, it’s still early. not gonna write everyone off just yet, just gonna hold out hope yknow?