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L-l-look at you-you-you, hhhhhacker. YOUR-your n-nail polish is im, immaculate. Is that the trans flag (trrraaans flaaaag) colors? That's so c-c-COOL-cool, insect. Are you s-s-sure you don't want to be one of my cybor-CYB-cyborgs (cybooorgsss)?

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i watched one (1) video on how to draw hands that changed my life forever. like. i can suddenly draw hands again

these were all drawn without reference btw. i can just. Understand Hands now (for the most part, im sure theres definitely inaccuracies). im a little baffled

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Guten Morgen lucky charms mafia, today, I am disposing upon you ways you can dress / appear more masculine for my fellow trans men / trans masc from one to another than just the common known ones (transfems, I love you /p, so feel free to make your own thread or post abt the opposite ver :3)

THINGS I WISH I WAS TOLD WHEN I STARTED TRANSITIONING THAT INCLUDES STUFF THAT IS NOT TALKED ABOUT ENOUGH

If you don't have a good homelife and can't change your appearance much, BAGGY CLOTHES ARE A LIFE SAVER. JUST IN GENERAL. BIG SHIRTS, BAGGY SHORTS, SWEATPANTS. SINGLE COLOR OR GRAPHIC / BAND TEES. THE LESS BUSYNESS, THE BETTER.

JERSEYS, BIG SHIRTS, FLANNELS, COATS OVER HOODIES OR ZIP UPS ARE A HUGE THING TOO. SO COMFY, YOU LOOK SO SWAG AND MASC.

SINGLE COLOR RISE HIGH SOCKS. YOU WILL THANK ME LATER.

SITTING DOWN, IT DOES NOT MATTER HOW YOU SIT. YOUD BE SURPRISED AT HOW 'FEMININE' CIS MEN SIT

BASEBALL, SNAPBACKS, BEANIES & TRUCKER HATS ARE A LIFE SAVER ASWELL FOR THOSE WHO CAN'T CUT THEIR HAIR ASWELL AS PEOPLE WHO HAVE SHORT HAIR. FOR THE BASEBALL N TRUCKER, ITS ALSO COMMON FOR CIS MASC PEOPLE TO WEAR THEM BACKWARDS.

Also, it's a good thing to wear the hood of your zip / hoodie over your hat or beanie

For haircuts, make sure to cut down or have the hairstylist / barber to cut down the shape of your head and neck in a V shape behind your ears. It'll prevent the bob hairstyle. (Saving lives over here/j).

For those with rounder chubbier faces, PLEASE PLEASEEE try to avoid circular glasses. You'll thank me later for that too. (Speaking from experience.)

As for sunglasses, AVIATORS. OUR LORD AND SAVIOR. ASWELL AS RECTANGLE ONCES.

JEWERLY, say it with me!! MEN. PEOPLE. CAN. WEAR. JEWERLY. RINGS, CROSSES, ROSARIES, CHAINS, EVEN BRACELETS!

Also, I advise to not shave leg hair if you aren't forced to shave. It'll be worth it later on.

As much as you'll forget, speak from your chest. It's known to produce a more deeper sound.

Look up makeup contures for your face shape that has the more masculine look if you have good access to make up

Also, research or see if you can find the mens / gender neutral clothing for your religion or cultural :)))

As for more serious change, obviously top surgery if you need it. HIP REDUCTION SUGERY, finding out about this was a huge mind blower since it made me feel so much better about the future.

Disclaimer: i advise to NOT go through with these surgeries unless you are ABSOLUTELY CERTAIN that you need it.

If you have any other tips or info that I did not include or know, please let us know! :3

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you are 16. you are talking with a gay man in his 50s or 60s, a friend, huge and gentle with a scarf and short fluffy curls of gray hair, who has directed you in two plays staged in your mid-size artsy town. (he has not yet asked you to be in his production of The Laramie Project which will change your life. this conversation will also change your life.)

he is talking about theatre. he is talking about theatre when he was younger. he says, "of course, it was AIDS then." in the pause, you ask him. clumsy and quiet and 16 and "straight," you ask him. what was it like.

he takes a moment in which his face is not like a person's face. "there was a time," he says, "i'm not sure how long, years. when i went to a funeral every weekend." he tells you about two funerals in a day, and choosing between friends when you couldn't make it to both. he does not look at you, he looks at them. his wet grey gaze is so clear that you start to see ghosts. it will be years before you understand why it feels like your grief too. why the ghosts call you family.

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Hackers (1995)

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It's important to drink a lot of fluids when you're sick so that your body has the raw materials to generate gallons of snot.

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:/

Gordon Ramsey fursona reveal!

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Josh Keyes

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i have been workshopping "Hanna-Barbera's Disco Elysium" in my head

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They’ll never do a Hitman level set in a Furry Convention because gamers would absolutely ruin it but imagine. like the target isn’t a furry he just owns a hotel that happens to have one every year but you can disguise yourself in a fursuit and some guy will ask you “what species is your sona” and 47 would be like “a wolf. i always felt a connection with…hunters.” and then diana would be like “let’s see if you can sniff out some information, furrty-seven” and then he comes to my house and kills me for writing this

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In honor of my original meme hitting over 99k notes on tumblr dot com, I’ve made a sequel nearly 4 years later!

(original below)

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This beautiful image of the crescents of volcanic Io and more sedate Europa is a combination of two New Horizons images taken March 2, 2007, about two days after New Horizons made its closest approach to Jupiter.

Credit: NASA

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It's honestly crazy that discussion around testosterone HRT skews so much towards the beginning stages of it (to the point that you have dozens of guys thinking their transition is "failed" if they don't pass by like a year in lol) and what the initial changes of the first couple of months to years look like, like the classic laundry list of those early basic changes like bottom growth, voice drop, etc, when IMO literally none of that compares remotely to the depth and intensity of the long term total masculinization you start to experience like 3-5+ years in.

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im gonna fucking cry

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i did the meme thing everyone's been doing