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Tatsuya Tanaka

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happy tyongday 🎂🌹 210701

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[16:31] jaehyun was always the adventurous type — his endless trips to different towns, cities and countries, and the never ending passion for discovering new things ultimately drove him to move to a different country. he convinced himself that he needed the change, he needed to feel reconnected to himself again and to finally feel like he belonged to a place.

it proved to be harder than he thought as he roamed the new city he lived in. the countless night outs with his new found friends gave him the rush but it always died down the morning after. the transition from his old university to a new one was somewhat easy. jaehyun met a bunch of people that helped him when he was struggling at the beginning and they also became his tour guides whenever he was seeking for a new adventure in the city.

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[2:42] You had just finished fixing the last box of your stuff into the shelf. You and your boyfriend, JAEHYUN, finally decided to move in together after dating for more than a year. You stood up from the floor and roamed your eyes around your new apartment. You felt content at how nice the place turned out after the both of you had arranged everything in place.

“Jae, this is honestly the best thing that we have ever done.” You said in exaggeration. 

You looked around once more and you spotted Jaehyun fixing the turntable (which he purchased and was very proud about it). Once he stood up, Chet Baker’s I Fall In Love Too Easily started playing from its speakers. Jaehyun started walking towards you and you cannot help but smile at the boy standing right in front of you. 

“Why are you smiling like that?” Your boyfriend asked, taking both of your arms and guiding them to rest on his shoulders. You let him, intertwining your hands at his nape

“Nothing.” You replied, the smile on your face failed to go away. You were now swaying around the living room, the music playing faintly in the background. The only thing that’s illuminating the room was the lampstand at the corner of the room. The dim light hitting Jaehyun’s face nicely, making his features become more evident to you. 

“Y/N, you do know it’s rude to stare at people, right? It’s creepy.” Jaehyun said but a grin was plastered on his face as well. 

“I’m not staring.”

“You’ve been literally looking at me for the past minute and not saying anything.”

You let out a laugh and just rested your head on his chest. You were just so grateful for Jaehyun. He was the person you never knew you needed until he was right in front of you. He was the person who pushed you to be better when you were feeling like you weren't at your best. For you, he was literally every person you can have in your life, rolled into one. You don't know whatever you did in all your lives to be blessed by someone as great as Jae. Sure, he's always in front of the eyes of a lot of people and the media. But somehow you feel blessed to be able to see this side of him, the one that lazily pulls you into a dance at 3am or sings you songs or even cuddles with you until the both of you fall asleep. You love how he only shows you this side of him. And you wouldn't want it any other way.

You let out a relieved sigh.

“You okay?” Jaehyun asked and you nodded. 

“Yep. Just… thinking.”

“About?”

You removed your head from his chest. “How everything seems to be so surreal. Like, I’m not even sure if this is real or am I just dreaming.” You knew you sounded ridiculous, but that’s what has been stirring through your head.

Jaehyun grinned widely. “Do you know that I really love how your brain works?” You shake your head, feeling blood rush up your cheeks. “Besides, even if this is all a dream, I wouldn’t want to wake up in a reality without you, anyways.”

At that, you laughed but you can feel your face heat up. “That was so cheesy! But I guess, I don’t want to wake up from this dream as well.”

“Luckily, it’s not.” Jaehyun said and leaned in, his soft lips planting itself onto yours. Your fingers found their way through the locks of his hair as he pulled you closer to him until there was no space in between the both of you. 

At that, you realized that this is your reality. Tomorrow, you’ll be waking up, still embraced in his arms. None of it is a dream. Jaehyun’s yours and you as his. You wouldn’t want it any other way. 

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[3:01PM] boyfriend!jaehyun walks in the room with a brown box in his hand. 

“baby, did you order something? your package is-” you snatched the box out of his grip, placing it on your lap with a grin plastered on your face. 

jaehyun chuckles, taking a seat next to you. “you’re always buying stuff, what is it this time?”

you let out an evil laugh, cutting the box open with your nails. you pour the contents out and it was a bunch of cute stickers that you had bought from a cheap website. 

“stickers? you’re so cute, babe,” smiles jaehyun, his hand reaching up to squish your cheeks between his fingers. “how much was it?”

“like $5?” you reply, going through all of the stickers you had bought. 

your boyfriend’s eyes widen in surprise. the whole box- which was practically the size of a shoe box- was filled with stickers and it was only $5?

“what are you going to do with them, baby?” he asks softly, his hands skimming through the different variations of stickers laid out on your bed. 

“i don’t know,” you shrug, “i was planning to paste them on my laptop, some on my notebooks…”

so cute. you had bought little heart stickers, some peach emojis, and some animal ones. 

you reached out for your 2020 planner notebook. you open the book and rip open some stickers. you didn’t hesitate to immediately fill your planner with the stickers you had bought. 

jaehyun could only admire you in adoration. 

his heart clenched painfully at how adorable you were. the way you had your eyebrows furrowed in concentration, trying to peel the back of the stickers, made him want to squeal out loud. 

you look up at him with puppy eyes and a pout on your lips, “jae, can you help me peel the sticker, please?”

he grabs the tiny sticker from you and easily picks the back of the sticker, “where do you want to paste it?”

“here!” you point to a space in the corner of the notebook. 

your boyfriend leans closer to you and carefully places the sticker at the area you wanted. right when he was about to pull away, you suddenly press a small kiss on his cheek as a thank you, while you continued to decorate your notebook. 

an hour later, you were still decorating your notebook. jaehyun was lying next to you, resting his eyes, he had one of his arm resting on top of his head. 

he suddenly feels something sticking on his cheek, followed with giggles by you. he hums, opening his eyes to see your face right above his. 

a smile appears on his lips, hands grabbing you by the waist, pulling you next to him. 

“what did you do?” jaehyun asks, a smirk playing on his lips. 

“i left heart kisses on your face,” you tell him. 

jaehyun’s fingers raises to feel the tiny hearts on his cheek. he cracks a grin, “heart kisses?”

you nodded, pressing a kiss right on the tiny pink heart, “see, i left a heart on wherever i kiss,”

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there were times you thought that every day had passed was ordinary; sometimes they were too normal that you forget they ever happened. fresh smell of paint and wood lingered in the air at this corner of the alley, making you recall your best friend mentioning about a new café that had just opened.

to your surprise, it was your type of café and the interior wasn’t too much of an exaggeration in terms of color pairs. you were already liking this place when you finally saw a staff wearing an apron. although your best friend introduced you this place, what she didn’t mention was,

the café had a handsome barista on duty today.

jaehyun saw you approaching and asked. “hello pretty miss, what would you like to order?”

you hummed long enough at the variety of flavours they displayed above and almost have everything your palate craved for. “hm.. an iced hazelnut latte and a carrot cupcake. thanks.”

“you’re welcome. anything else?” he tapped on the screen before looking back at you. shaking your head in response, you gave him the cash whilst he chuckled, “stay here or can i take you out later?”

“i’ll stay. i’m not rushing or anyth-” you replied, later pausing the question raised. strange, you never encountered any asking you this. he then giggled at your late realisation.

“cool, i’ll have your order ready in a bit.” he winked, his eyes still boring into yours. is he flirting? you couldn’t tell but he seemed a decent guy with good intentions, so you subtly gave him a small nod of agreement.

he saw you quickly find a seat to settle upon to hide your red face. little did you know jaehyun has been eyeing you every time you passed by the café with your best friend and patiently waited for the day you’d come. and he was glad you did today.

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hi! can i request a talk too much by coin + jaehyun (fluff) thank you so much and have a nice day 💞

↳ jaehyun ; talk too much

You know I talk too much

Honey, come put your lips on mine and shut me up

We could blame it all on human nature

Stay cool, it's just a kiss

Oh, why you gotta be so talkative?

I talk too much, we talk too much

“You are exasperating, Jung.” You shook your head, chuckling. Different colors from the television screen danced against the walls of your apartment as Game of Thrones proceeded playing.

“It’s true. If only he hadn’t married that Volantis girl, Robb would’ve won the war.” He shrugged, emptying his can of root beer. For hours you have watched the famous series of Game of Thrones. And for hours, too, you have debated with Jaehyun about Robb’s stupid decisions.

You threw him a popcorn, your feet comfortable and cozy on his lap. “There’s no guarantee that Walder Frey would hold the end of the bargain. He could have continued licking Tywin’s ass even if Robb decided to marry his daughter.”

“Nah. Men in Game of Thrones always holds their oaths as if it’s their balls. If Robb held his end of the bargain, Walder would have held his, too.”

You squinted your eyes. “Are you telling me the Starks deserved the Red Wedding?”

Jaehyun started to draw circles on your shin up to your knees, tickling you. “No house in Game of Thrones deserves that.” He sighed, “Anyways, I’m House Lannister so...”

“You are House Lannister?” was your incredulous question. You even sat up because of the shock.

“They are competitive, babe. I would’ve not picked them if I don’t relate to them.” Then he gave you a peck on the lips, muffling your laugh.

“Yeah, you are indeed House Lannister.”

In a swift move, Jaehyun had already positioned you on his lap. Your hips straddled his, you wrapped your arms around his neck.

“And I fuck like a lion, too,” he mumbled against your ears.

Jaehyun earned a slap on his shoulder from you. “You are— oh—” Your protest died in your throat as Jaehyun started to pepper your neck with wet, sloppy kisses. “I... do... think... we need to... finish the episode?” As you grabbed a handful of his hair, he worked on unbuttoning your clothes.

“Game of Thrones could wait,” he whispered against the bare skin of your chest. His hot breath fanning your breasts. “I could not.”

Jaehyun worked his hand on the low of your back, grasping the cheek of your ass while biting your ear. Then his tongue glided the side of your face, before he captured your lips with his. “It’s Jaehyun time,” he cheekily stated, dimples showing.

You answered his kisses with the same ferocity, the ends of your mouth tugging upwards. “Jaehyun time.”

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| silence | j.jh

pairing: jaehyun x fem!reader genre: idk actually so maybe fluff?? haha :D a/n: warning incoming bad grammar and not proof read at all omg~ 😂😂 but i dare you to read it anyway~ *winks* enjoy! ~j.

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| one and only | j.jh

pair: jaehyun x fem!reader genre: alternate universe + idol!jaehyun a/n: this is prior to this scenario and majority of it is written in jaehyun’s perspective. not proof read again bc i wrote this in one go huehuehue. i hope you enjoy reading my lovelies. 💕 ~j.

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Hi love! Can i request? Great escape - Boys like girls where jaehyun is an idol and y/n as his secret girlfriend Thank you! Love lots! 💕😘

↳ jaehyun ; great escape

Throw it away

Forget yesterday

We'll make the great escape

We won't hear a word they say

They don't know us anyway

Watch it burn

Let it die

'Cause we are finally free tonight

Patience and understanding had become your second skin when you started dating Jaehyun. It simply was an instinct the moment you have committed yourself to a boy who has tied himself to the jetflags and hectic life of an idol.

It sure wasn’t easy. There’s the discussion of time, the assent and dissent of schedules, and the fear of being discovered every time you spend the day with him; in a coffee shop away from the city, or in a restaurant hidden from his fans.

Every tap of your fingers to send each other a text should be always done in a space without busybodies, every calls should be made in the comforts of your rooms and not in public. Jaehyun is a boy with millions of girls falling down his feet, innocent or dangerous, he had them all. And by that alone, you were convinced that the walls could indeed talk.

He was careful. No couple rings, couple pendants, nor couple bracelets donned his body. Albeit opening his bedroom to the world in his relay videos, the camera hasn’t caught sight of the things you have gifted him. Save for that one vinyl of one his favorite bands; Cigarettes After Sex. It had surely shook the world; his fans knowing about his music taste. You sat in your bed that night, biting your nails while your sweats pours down your body like a river because of agitation that maybe his fans would find out.

A single call from him soothed your nerves. And his constant reminder that whatever happens, he won’t ever deny you.

Despite the assurances, both of you have locked away the possibilities of being discovered in a chest and threw it with the key. However, you have no idea why are you trudging towards the exit of the company you are working on— heels on and hair disheveled— to meet Jaehyun at Han River.

He sent you a text earlier, telling you that he needed to see you. It was followed by a call which informed you where he currently was. Everything drew your forehead in a crease. Jaehyun knew of your schedules, and he never once called you while working. And Han River? That is a dangerous place for idols to meet their partners.

Nevertheless, it only took you thirty-minutes to arrive and five minutes to locate him. He was standing near the riverside, his hoodie drawn up to cover his hair and face. Silently, you sauntered up to him, gulping and skimming the surroundings for any sasaengs.

His familiar scent wafted your nose as you come face to face with his back. Then the longing for him came crashing back on your system. It’s been weeks since you last saw him because of his busy schedules. You tapped his back twice before clearing your throat.

The boy whirled on you, half of his face covered with his mask.

Before he could take off his disguise, you held up your hand. “Why did you—”

Jaehyun hugged you— closer and tighter— against his chest. “God, I’ve missed you,” he muttered on your hair.

Perhaps you haven’t been dating long, but you have known each other since high school. That was enough to tell you that something is weighing in on him that he’d decided to meet you in such a risky place. And the quiver of his voice as he said the words didn’t go unnoticed.

You pulled away from him and gathered his cheeks with your palms. “What’s wrong?”

He let out a disheartened sigh, before taking your waist with his palms and resting his forehead against yours. “I’m so tired.”

“Tell me what’s wrong. We’ll find a way together.”

“The comeback. It’s worrying me.”

For the second time, you pulled away but didn’t let go of his cheeks. You search for his eyes as you speak, “You have been doing this all your life. What makes you falter now?”

Jaehyun shut his eyes closed, “What if I... what if I... fucked up?”

“Oh, Jaehyun,” you sighed, drawing him closer to you. “You will do this right. You have been doing this right since your debut.” You heard him sniffed. That’s when you realized that he really was troubled.

“I don’t want to disappoint the fans, and my members—”

“You won’t, my love. This is just another chance for you to prove your talents to the world. And another chance for your fans to see you. I believe in you, always will.” You caressed his cheek. “And millions of czennies loves you. Remember that.”

Finally, Jaehyun met your eyes, and his orbs were twinkling with hope and determination. “What would I do without you?”

A soft laugh was what you answered him. “Let’s eat, I really am starving.”

He took your hand with his and entwined them together. “I love you,” he whispered.

“I love you more. Always. Forever,” you answered.

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Jaehyun was tired. Barely keeping his eyes from drooping as he stared at the dimmed tv screen, smiling to himself when the two lovers broke out into laughter in a particular scene. You glanced down to see him yawn inaudibly, his head on your chest, body on top of yours as he wrapped his arms lazily around your waist.

“Do you want to sleep now, babe?” His head perked up upon hearing your voice, he examined your face as you gently combed your hand through his dampened hair.

“Do you? Is the movie boring? Should we do something else?”

“No no..it’s just, you must be tired. Your schedule has been so packed these past few months and when you do finally get some rest, you spend that time with me doing the things that I want to do…” You frowned trailing off, “Your health is more important yet you only think of making me happy”

He propped himself up this time to get a better look of your face, unsure of what to feel. He didn’t intend to make you feel guilty.

“But I do want to spend time with you.”

“I know…but I’m happy if we just go to sleep together” Your voice softened, not trying to stress the matter knowing how stubborn he could be. 

“There’s so much to do though. I swear I’m not tired. If we go to sleep now the time will pass by so quickly and the next thing I know, I’ll be back on stage rehearsing again-”

“Jae”

He sighed, laying his head back on your chest and continued to watch the movie that was now going nowhere. “Let’s just keep watching, unless you want to do something else, let me know.” He mumbled, tightening his grip around you.

“Let me dry your hair then, it’s late.” You proposed, tapping on his shoulder and were relieved that he agreed to sit up, allowing you to grab the hairdryer from the bathroom before asking him to sit on the floor. Eyes still glued to the screen despite the white noise blowing right beside his ears, Jaehyun relaxed under your touch, leaning back in between your legs.

He knew he was tired. But then again he’s tired all the time, it didn’t matter to him anymore. If he decided to sleep for a few hours, he was still going to wake up tired for the rest of the next day. 

You finished within a few minutes, leaning down to kiss the crown of his head which sent a smile to his face. It was when you didn’t return after putting the hairdryer away for a while that Jaehyun finally decided to turn off the movie and headed to the bedroom to look for you.

You were just there, roaming through the collection of his vinyl records before picking out one of his favourites and put in on the turntable. Jaehyun watched you confusedly as you approached him and guided him to the bed.

“I don’t want to sleep-“

“We’re not sleeping.” You quickly replied, pulling him down next to you on the mound on pillows bunched up in the corner.

“We’ll just chill”

And that was enough to convince him to finally give in, securing his arm over your figure and buried his face into your neck. Feeling more satisfied than ever as he pressed his lips onto your skin and softly hummed along with the music. Your feet managed to find the blanket and you slowly pulled it up to drape it over the both of you, smiling to yourself once you heard his soft snores. He was indeed tired. 

“Goodnight love”

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Of All the Colors | Jaehyun

Genre: good old fashioned romance, a tiiiiiny bit of angst if you squint but i smother it in fluff

Summary: A series of moments you fell in love with Jung Jaehyun represented by the colors of the rainbow.

Word Count: 7.1k

A/N: yes, i know purple technically isn’t in the roygbiv category, but for my sake let’s pretend 🤧

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[1:30] the sound of the music blasting through johnny’s speakers was enough to keep you awake despite how sleep deprived you were. you watched random college students fight their way through the crowded room to find a comfortable spot to drink their beers at.

while this wasn’t usually your scene, you often preferred smaller gatherings, you stayed to celebrate your bestfriend’s graduation. it was funny how someone as extroverted as johnny befriended someone as quiet as you. but you clicked nonetheless.

on the far side of the kicthen, you saw mark and haechan playing beer pong against each other which made you chuckle at the loud sounds they were producing. lastly, your eyes landed on jaehyun’s figure that was casually slumped against the kitchen island. he was also watching the two play head to head with a small smile playing on his lips.

jaehyun was an added member to your group. he was johnny’s friend from middle school who happened to go to the same university as all of you. jaehyun was always so sweet towards you; always acting like a gentleman.

you didn’t realise you were staring at him for a long period of time when you felt a soft nudge against your hip.

“take a picture, it’ll last longer shortie.”

you glared at johnny before taking a sip of your cold beer.

“leave me alone, old man.” you bumped your hip against johnny’s side as you both fell into a fit of giggles. you were going to miss this, you thought. it was a bitter sweet feeling whenever someone graduated from your group of friends. first it was seulgi and taeil, followed by taeyong who moved to london to learn more about his chosen career.

“i’ll miss this alot,” johnny sighed. upon hearing the sadness in his voice, you wrapped your arm around his waist and leaned against the taller man to give him some comfort.

“you can always visit us johnny, we’ll only be an hour away from your company.”

“i know but i’ll miss the late night runs to the gelato place we love going to, the movie nights with jaehyun and i’ll miss seeing you pining over jaehyun,” johnny teased. you spat out the beer you were chugging back into your cup and smacked johnny’s arm with all the energy you could muster.

“excuse me?!” you yelled over the music that only seemed to intensify with each passing song.

“i see the way you both look at one another, honey. anyone can see how much you guys like each other,” he confirmed with so much determination in his voice.

his words had you squirming under his gaze. your heart beating wildly as you saw jaehyun approach you with a cup of beer in hand.

the thing was, johnny was extremely wrong. yes, you liked jaehyun but the thing was, you were already in a relationship with him. you decided to keep things lowkey between the two of you so that you could quietly test if things could work out. and they did, however, you never really got around to confessing to johnny about your relationship with his other bestfriend.

when jaehyun stood infront of you, you noticed his droopy eyes and the shade of red that coloured his cheeks. you also didn’t miss the slight swaying of his body as he tried to stand still.

“how’s my beautiful girlfriend doing?”

johnny raised a questioning eyebrow at jaehyun whose eyes were still locked on yours. his eyes drifted to your figure and then to jaehyun’s which made johnny gasp in realisation.

“YOU GUYS ARE TOGETHER?” johnny bellowed.

you caught jaehyun’s swaying body with your arms which he thought was an invitation to nuzzle his head in the crook of your neck.

“uh..surprise?” you gave johnny a lop-sided grin as you struggled to keep jaehyun’s body upright.

“oh my sweet yn, you and jaehyun have a lot of explaining to do.”

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damn my heart can't take it ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ

one year later..he forgot to wink 🥺

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“honey, jae. did you sort out your clothes for donation?” your boyfriend’s mom called out from the backyard. you kindly offered to help jaehyun’s family as his mom claimed that her son would be productive if you were present.

“of course i did.” jaehyun came out of his room carrying a box full of hoodies he grew out of.

“alright good.” she took the box and placed it onto the kitchen countertop. “anything else?”

jaehyun picked you up with one arm, to the point your whole body was draped on his shoulders like a towel. “yeah. mom, you can include this. apparently i grew out of it too~” his teasing voice caused you to try to wriggle from his hold.

“jung jaehyun! put me down!” you whined, regretting the choice to wear his red hoodie.

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make your day | JJH.

Summary: difficult work days aren’t too bad when you and jaehyun are able end them together. (insp. make your day by nct 127)

Pairing: fiancee!jung jaehyun x (gender neutral) reader

Word count: 1k

Genre: drabble; 100% complete and utter fluff

The lights are low when you return from a long day at work. Your small apartment feels cool, and a soft amber glow peeps through the slit of space between the door and doorframe just down the hallway. Your fiancée, Jaehyun, must still be awake.

Slipping off your shoes and hanging up your jacket, you make your way towards the glow of the door, lightly knocking it before walking into the living room. You are greeted with an ambient clash of orange light from a table lamp besides the door, and the bright, blue LED rays pouring from the TV. A rerun of a drama is playing quietly, providing the only noise in the room. Sat slumped back on the sofa, Jaehyun half sits, half lays, still in his work clothes as he scrolls absentmindedly through his social media. As the door creaks open, his eyes divert from the screen to your direction with a weak smile.

“Hey.”

“Hey.” You reply, running a hand through your hair as you close the door. As you observe his attire and posture, your lips flatten into a concerned frown. His eyes have already returned to his phone screen, and although his presence is often a calming tonic, he feels a little too slack for things to be normal. Walking behind the sofa, you plant your hands on his shoulders, massaging circles into the nape of his neck as you place a fragile kiss on his crown. “You’re quiet. What’s wrong, baby?”

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