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Today I choose Jesus Christ my Lord and savior.

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Miranda Curtis press

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I couldn't see. The devil knows the only thing and the only way he can get to me is through my children. They the only thing in this world matters to me. if I don't have all five of my kids life has no meaning. But now that my kids are ranging from the ages of 27 to 11 mins 11 year old; they seem to have no respect regarding me as their mom. My son said to me today "oh I can't talk to you as a friend because you are my mother so you wouldn't understand as a friend" son I am your mother first before I'm your friend. Being a single mother of four I did the best I can to bring them up right I made mistakes I am not perfect I made decisions that turn their lives around but I'm still mom. But everything I did in this world I did because of them because I choose them. So now that they are adults I have to give them to God and I have to choose God over them because only he can take care of them in the way that I can't. Cuz only he can be where they at when I'm not. I heard a quote today and it is it's true "God is everywhere; God sees all; he knows all and he hears all; but God only live in one place and that's in your heart" so with that being said that's my focus it's getting a place prepared for God to live within me and not focus on my grown children. Thank you for reading it's 5:00 in the morning but y'all stay blessed good night.

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When I come out of this.

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MY LIFE

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Hi everyone. I new to this  so please bear with me. First thing I want to say is  I'm a loner and I want to talk. Have you ever been alone so much that all you want to do is talk. Well I have and I'm about to burst. My mother gave me up at the age of 11 months. I always wonder “What did I do at 11 months for her to want to through in the towel” Now I have kids and to this day there is nothing that they could have done for me top give up on them. NOTHING.