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JOHN BOYEGA

behind the scenes for the Pirelli Calendar 2025

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having vibes for dinner

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“The past few weeks my mental health has worsened. I have panic attacks almost every day. I only have negative thoughts in my head. I’m losing myself, I don’t enjoy doing anything anymore. I don’t want to talk to anybody so I cut off contact with the few friends I have. I’m trying my best to feel better but I just can’t. I feel sad. I feel empty. I can’t do this anymore.”

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JOHN BOYEGA Pirelli Calendar 2025

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“I lost my innocence very young and it had nothing to do with sex.”

— (via deathnoteoflove)

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How did you lose you virginity?

i had sex

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do you ever just crave dick

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Forrest Gump.

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Dear Tiffany,

I know you wrote the letter. The only way you could meet my crazy was by doing something crazy yourself. Thank you. I love you. I knew it the minute I met you. I’m sorry it took so long for me to catch up, I just got stuck.

Pat.

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do not fall in love with people like me. i will take you to museums, and parks, and monuments, and kiss you in every beautiful place, so that you can never go back to them without tasting me like blood in your mouth. i will destroy you in the most beautiful way possible. and when i leave you will finally understand, why storms are named after people.

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I fucking love Ja'mie.

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Early mornings ft. You 😌☕️❤️

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Can’t Help Falling In Love With You (Cover) - Fleet Foxes 

“Shall I stay?

Would it be a sin?

But I can’t help falling in love with you…”

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“And kid, you’ve got to love yourself. You’ve got wake up at four in the morning, brew black coffee, and stare at the birds drowning in the darkness of the dawn. You’ve got to sit next to the man at the train station who’s reading your favorite book and start a conversation. You’ve got to come home after a bad day and burn your skin from a shower. Then you’ve got to wash all your sheets until they smell of lemon detergent you bought for four dollars at the local grocery store. You’ve got to stop taking everything so goddam personally. You are not the moon kissing the black sky. You’ve got to compliment someones crooked brows at an art fair and tell them that their eyes remind you of green swimming pools in mid July. You’ve got to stop letting yourself get upset about things that won’t matter in two years. Sleep in on Saturday mornings and wake yourself up early on Sunday. You’ve got to stop worrying about what you’re going to tell her when she finds out. You’ve got to stop over thinking why he stopped caring about you over six months ago. You’ve got to stop asking everyone for their opinions. Fuck it. Love yourself, kiddo. You’ve got to love yourself.”

— unknown  (via irynka)

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“I’m not unhappy. I cry a lot because I miss people. They die and I can’t stop them. They leave me and I love them more.” Where the wild things are

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