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diamond tears.

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I want to be thin enough so Count Dracula would date me 🖤

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me coming back on here after 3 days of eating bs

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Need to lose the quarantine pounds so here I am again 😅

Cabbage soup and 0 cal green tea + supplements.

That's all, i get a break on the 18th and the 31st.

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vivienne westwood fw97 legs

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Dreaming of the day I can wear cute lacy bralettes and crops 🖤🖤🖤

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I didn’t come to get attacked like this

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Fat girl thoughts

I use to be like you.

I made excuses EVERYDAY.

I searched for motivation.

I expected motivation from others I motivated.

I was angry at myself.

I blamed my husband.

I blamed My kids.

I blamed my job.

I blamed my health issues.

I blamed time.

I lied about what i ate.

I cried when i saw others accomplish what I could not after trying for so long.

I felt so proud after ONE healthy meal.

I felt so down when I chose drive thru over that apple.

I took those pills.

I drank that miracle drink my friend lost 10 pounds drinking.

I lost my first 10 pounds and gained triple back.

I went to the gym for a week straight!.

I stopped going to the gym for two months.

I m pretty sure I have left out a lot..but in the end its only ME that can say:

I did it.

I did by myself.

I did for me.

I want to for my life.

I can.

I pushed.

I finishes.

I won.

Im HAPPY.

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having body dysmorphia as a sexual person fucking sucks because everytime i wanna fuck someone all i can think about is how they’re going to think i’m a whale and then i end up ghosting them to avoid the pain

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yall need to hear this