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doctorfang·: 

❛   –    sometimes  it  is  necessary ,  to  keep  one  safe .  ❜

“I can get behind that.” 

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     Edward knew that Bella didn’t share the same beliefs that he did, had the knowledge that he had. Edward had practically been raised by Carlisle, and in doing so, his beliefs were instilled in him, and by all accounts, the patriarch believed that vampires were damned souls for the sins that they committed. The sin that they were solely for existing without a soul in the eyes of God.  Edward grew frustrated easily, thus, his brows furrowed and he stared into Bella’s warm, brown eyes. A color that would disappear forever if she were to be turned into a monster like him. “But you won’t look the way you do now.” 

She knew that turning immortal would change her physical features slightly, her brown eyes would change to red until her diet changed, forming them to golden. Her already pale skin would harden to a cold rock, pale as the moon on a clear sky night. “It would be closer to now, I wouldn’t have wrinkles, but it isn’t just about my appearance, Edward.” She spoke softly, curling closer to him, waiting for the vampire to move away quickly, like he always did. “I want to be with you forever, live an immortal life with you by my side. Never apart. That’s what I want. I love you, Edward... isn’t that enough for you to change me?” 

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   “Your little one is ever so sweet, and such an interesting creature as well,” Benjamin’s gaze was on Renesme and Edward at the piano, the latter teaching the former presumably how to play a tune. It was a sight that pulled at his heartstrings and made him miss his own mortal family from so long ago. “How nice it must be to have been able to produce a child before you could no longer. I can’t even imagine how strong the connection between you three must be.” 

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Bella laid on the couch, her gaze going between her lover and child and then back to the conversation to Benjamin. She couldn’t help but smile, knowing that everyone could see just how beautiful her child was, a perfect miracle blend of Bella and Edward. “I’m glad you can see that,” watching the miracle hybrid play the piano without a single mistake scattered the room with the most glorious music. “It was a surprise, a great shock and scary time but I’m thankful to how it all worked out.” It was a horrifying memory, her pregnancy, but she wouldn’t change it for the world. Renesmee was everything to Bella.

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oraculumin·: 

WAS  IT  TRULY  SUCH  A  CRIME  ?  really  ,  alice  couldn’t  be  blamed .  eternity  passed  with  a  blink  of  the  eye ,  with  its f changing  fads .  to   her  defense ,  she  was  far  to  busy  infiltrating  fashion  houses  and  getting  her  hands  on  the  latest  apple  product ,  but  it  seemed  she  had  missed  out  on  something  crucial ;  or  something  crucial  to  bella .  so  now  she  had  been  forcibly  plopped  onto  the  couch  at  charlie’s , and  was  being  made  to  watch  pride  and  prejudice . 

she’d  read  the  book  of  course ,  in  under  an  hour .  a  book  that  adorned  nearly  every  english  syllabus  in  the  country .  but  not  the  movie ,  unfortunately  films  tended  to  fly  under  her  radar ,  these  days ,  after  the  exciting  explosion  of  the  golden  age  of  the  silver  screen .  ❛     –     and  you’ve  seen  this  movie  how  many  times  again  ?  ❜  / @coldshield |   starter call

Bella couldn’t understand how someone who had lived through so much, who knew everything fashionable, and was up to date with everything new released had missed such a monumental movie moment in history. Pride and Prejudice was one of the best book to movie adaptations of history and Alice had never seen it before! It was blasphemy to the Swan girl.  Setting up her blanket and popcorn she pointed the remote at the television and began the introduction. “Only a hundred times, Alice this is the most beautifully written screenplay with stunning visuals. I cannot believe you haven’t seen this before. It’s only the best movie I’ve ever seen!” 

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doctorfang·: 

❛   –  ordinary  people  cannot  forget  the  moment  of  a  miracle .  ❜  /   @coldshield LIKED  !

“Why would you want to forget a miracle?” 

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          Charlie wished that he could convince Bella to be more careful. To tell her just how young and naive she could be when she was only a child. Charlie had fallen headfirst into a marriage that was doomed and just happened to create and gain one of the best things in his life from one of the worst, but there was no telling what would come of a marriage to the boy who had hurt his daughter so badly that she couldn’t sleep without screaming. Instead, Charlie gave up his position, knowing that even if it destroyed her in the end, at least she was doing what she thought would make her happy, and Charlie would never stand in the way of Bella’s happiness. Even if he had to pick up the pieces later down the road. “You know I would go crazy without you, Bells.” 

Bella knew that her marriage to Edward could seem like a mistake, but she was trusting her judgement. Believing that she could do this, could marry the love of her life and be turned an immortal like him. To live forever and not worry about human conventions, she wouldn’t be a klutz anymore, she would be strong stone, not a weak human. She watched the cogs turn in her father’s head, Charlie was coming from a place of love, worried about the choices she was making. “I know, dad, you won’t be without me, I’m always going to be here.” It was a sad lie, but she was trying.

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I feel so bad I promise I’ll be back here soon, Christmas took over my life 

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Slowly coming back to Bells cause I miss my girl, the last month with NaNoWriMo and Christmas retail is killer but I am in the need of writing so like for a starter :) 

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    “Hey vampire girl!” Emily greeted the younger woman with a smile, handing the boys a plate piled high with muffins before shooing them away so she could speak to her less familiar guest. “It looks like they aren’t feeding you anything over there, good thing I saved you a few of your own.” Passing a few muffins across the table to Bella, Emily offered her a smile, “How’s it been on the cold side?” 

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“Hey wolf girl,” Bella yelled back as she tried to run closer to the other woman, smiling wide as she saw the muffins and her stomach growled in a massive ‘yes please’ to the food in front of her. The smell of the baked goods wafted over as she sat at the coffee table her hand reached for the fluffy muffins. “These things are delicious I need your recipe, Charlie would love them. It’s been better now that Edward is home.” 

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smallseer·: 

    Alice may not be a mind reader like her brother but she could tell that Bella’s mind was going a mile a minute. Just like she didn’t need to be an empath like her Jasper to feel that Bella was a mess. A heavy sigh escapes from her lips as she moves so she could sit at her side. She reaches for her hand and gives it the most gentle squeeze that she could muster. “Of course I’ll stay with you, Bella. You didn’t even have to ask. As for Edward he should be back soon.” she wasn’t entirely sure how soon it would be but it was soon. “I’d offer to paint your nails but I’m entirely sure you don’t own the colors I need.” she bumps her shoulder gently against her, trying to lighten her friend’s mood. Needing her to just relax even if it was just for a few minutes.

If Bella could find the strength in her to actually drop to the ground in a mess of tears, she would, she was terrified and it was putting her into shock. She felt like one move would send her scent straight to Victoria and she would run here and drain her of her blood in a second flat. “I need someone here with me, not just protection,” of course it was a major plus, but the human in the whole equation was scared and needed the comfort of her best friend. “No nail painting required, just get my mind off it till Edward gets home.” Bella needed to relax, she was wound so tight that she’d spring and snap quickly. 

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I plan on making a Legacies OC where the child of Damon and Elena is the walking cure for vampirism and has traveller blood as well but obviously more fleshed out but I need an FC, someone help????

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perceivedpast·: 

Johanna nodded in understanding, grasping Bella’s hand softly back. There were things in her past, she too, liked to keep to herself (her horrid attack and transformation into a vampire for one, all those innocent families she had slaughtered when she went hunting with Maria). She felt some relief knowing that no one really knew about her past - save for Edward when she wasn’t careful and he chose to dwell deep into her mind - but she still hadn’t been able to help herself from prying into the past of others by using her gift.

                                          “I don’t go ‘round tellin’ others what I’ve seen, if that’s any assurance to you.” Johanna replied truthfully, feeling a bit more encouraged to look Bella in the eye. “Not unless somethin’ I saw makes the person a threat to my family … but I think you’re safe.” She giggled a sweet laugh as she tried to uplift the mood by cracking a joke, her shyness merely making her laugh all the more infectious.

There were so many reasons why Bella was weary of the blonde vampire, of her skills. But it wasn’t just her, she didn’t want her emotions manipulated by Jasper, or her future sought out by Alice - besides for the fact she loudly told everyone during her attack that she had seen Bella as one of them - or Edward reading her thoughts. Luckily he wasn’t able to see into her mind, but so much could go wrong. She didn’t know how soon everything would combust right from underneath her.  “I’d appreciate that,” her voice gentle as she removed her hand from Johanna’s grasp, pulling down her sleeves to cover her bite mark. The icy patch of skin, a constant reminder that she was almost one of them, almost with Edward forever until he took it away from her so she could be a human, and in pain. “I’d like to think I’m safe,” she chuckled lightly alongside the blonde, tucking loose strands of hair behind her ears. “I love this family, I’d never want to hurt it.” 

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      “You were always a Cullen. The moment you and Eddy got serious was the moment you became a Cullen in my eyes.” Emmett wrapped his hand around Bella’s and placed the other upon her waist and began to ever so slowly spin them around. “It’s more likely that’d I break your foot, but I won’t ‘cause I’m the most graceful dancer in the family,” He wasn’t really, not even a little, but his little sister used to love dancing with him so the skill kind of transposed when he was turned. 

“That means the world to me, Emmett.” She held onto the strongest vampire for dear life, her wedding dress could easily get tucked under her heels Alice forced her to wear for the day. She was thankful that the Cullen’s had instant grace on the dance floor. “So from day one then?” She laughed as he spun her around, her feet lifting off the ground as she was moved from side to side. “Wait till I’m a newborn I’ll break more than your foot.” She laughed, the enjoyment from the night finally hitting her.

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          Edward hadn’t felt a warm touch since his mother had died; Bella’s soft, delicate, and most importantly, human touch, was reminiscent to his mother’s last touch, of a hand upon his inflamed forehead, and thus, reminiscent of the last thing Edward remembered of his humanity. Bella is what kept him attached to what was left. He still couldn’t understand her perspective, she was an enigma to him and it made him fall for her more and more each day. “So eager for death, so eager to be damned,” Edward murmured, brushing his icy fingertips along her cheekbones. “In all technicality, I am older than you by give or take a hundred years.” 

Her hand brushed gently along his chiselled jawline, so sharp it would smash ice into pieces. His skin a welcoming cold against her heated flesh, they were of opposite sides of a coin meant to be joined eternally. Her eyes pressed shut as Bella listened to what he was saying, what he truly meant behind his hesitance in her transition into immortality. “I would never be damned by being with you forever.” Bella wanted to melt against his touch, her head tipped to nuzzle his fingers slightly as she looked into his golden hues. ��I don’t want to look like a grandmother and have you be like this. I want to look the way I do now, with you forever.” 

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    Out of all the places in the world, Carlisle couldn’t say he understood Bella’s choice of staying within the States, apart from the fact that then she could have some semblance of closeness with her mortal family. They could’ve gone to England, to a more overcast town with a bustling marketplace, or Siberia, since the cold wouldn’t bother any of them anymore. New York had always been nice, in the patriarch’s opinion, a beautiful state with brillance hidden amongst the populace. A mundane place, of course, but Carlisle was sure that they’d settle happily. “Of course she doesn’t, and we can explain it in due time. We will return, I assure you–nowhere has been home quite like Forks has been for any of us.” 

She was in no mood to leave the United States just yet, no mood to travel overseas to a rainy country, to live somewhere that she’d be completely foreign to. Buffalo was somewhere that fit her personal criteria, eventually, she’d become more adapt to change, to moving across countries to keep their true identities a secret but for now, she wanted to stay in the USA. “I would like to return here someday, it’s where I met you all, where I had Renesmee. Where Edward and I built a life together, where you all gifted us with our beautiful cottage. I could never find a place more homely than here.” 

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Johanna might not have had her brother’s ability to sense emotions, or Edward’s mind-reading ability, but she could tell by the tone of Bella’s voice that she wasn’t fond of the idea of someone prying in on her past. A wave of guilt immediately consumed the vampire’s dead veins. Johanna’s expression turned sorrowful. She hadn’t meant to invade Bella’s privacy, it was only curiosity that drove Johanna to take a glimpse into her past (even if it meant seeing the whole past and not being able to choose snippets).

                                  “Yeah …” Johanna released a breathy chuckle: one that was undeniably forced and fueled by anxiety, “… sometimes I am.” Her attempt at a smile faltered along with her gaze in a shameful manner. If only if it were possible to unsee the memories she had seen: those she didn’t want to see and those she didn’t mean to see. “I’m sorry if I saw anythin’ you didn’t want me to see.” Johanna apologized, her sweet tone as low as her gaze. “I was just curious. It makes me feel … safe seein’ an idea of who a person really is.”

Bella knew that it wasn’t the blonde’s total fault that she had seen into the life she lead before she met the Cullen’s, it was just who she was. What she was gifted to do, sure it could help but Bella didn’t need someone to have a running reel of all the times she had fallen over in her past. She felt bad that she made Johanna feel anxious and shameful about her glipses of the life of Isabelle Swan. Shaking her head, biting her lower lip nervously, she reached out with her right hand, holding the vampire’s hand for a small comforting moment.  “It’s fine. Look, I’m sorry if I made you feel bad. My past, I just like it to be mine. I prefer living in the moment, frozen in time or not. It’s okay that you’ve seen it,” her voice wavered, “it’s not like I have something to hide. It’s just a little bit shocking to me, that’s all.” She dropped her hand and relaxed. She didn’t want to make the blonde feel worse than she probably already did. “There is no need to beat yourself up about it.”