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colgatekeeper · 2 years ago

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There are some thoughts that really want out but it feels like a bad thing to even write them on paper or a notes app i don't want to give these thoughts more shape because I feel like I'm already using a lot of energy to control my anger and being nice but in every other aspect of my life I lost control over and I can't find the courage or motivation to do something about it and all I have are those bad thoughts

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colgatekeeper · 2 years ago

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I'm really tired of my own bullshit the thoughts are really getting to me

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colgatekeeper · 2 years ago

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The toilet seat is constantly wet and hairy in very specific areas but I'm not confrontational enough to ask my gamer guy roommate to wipe

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colgatekeeper · 3 years ago

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Damn why are all the white kids with neopronouns still obsessed with Harry Potter?

I don't really remember seeing any but maybe ask someone who uses those

#currently obsessed with not being able to feel thirst #it's been at least 30 hrs since I last drank something #realised it a bit earlier but now I'm curious whether I'll start feeling thirsty #is anon a copypasta?

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colgatekeeper · 3 years ago

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If skins didn’t make us fully sick in the head then Misfits for sure finished the job

#core memory #we could've had a male pregnancy but they were too scared

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colgatekeeper · 3 years ago

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I can't believe this is the place I go to when I'm feeling too much

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colgatekeeper · 3 years ago

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#.#lying down and still sweating and breathing a bit too hard kind of day

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colgatekeeper · 3 years ago

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western leftist (derogatory)

#yes that.#cant even talk with them properly without being accused of something that's trending on Twitter #that or they're just repackaged edge lords

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colgatekeeper · 3 years ago

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“but nostalgia always wears an ugly crown of teeth.”

— Sam Sax, “Cruising: A Broken Tiara” from A Guide to Undressing Your Monsters (via smokefalls)

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colgatekeeper · 3 years ago

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how do i know that i am ukrainian? culture? language? no, i just feel guilt for not being in the place of people who are suffering from shellings and humanitarian crisis right now. and that is true for many ukrainians who are not in the frontline or on occupied territories. war always bring new dimensions to your identity

#literally trying to rationalize guilt over this #constantly thinking about what would have been if we booked our flights to Ukraine just one week sooner #I was supposed to fly there on the 27th #but I'm near a refugee shelter so at least I can do something here

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colgatekeeper · 3 years ago

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I'm dealing with enough dumb shit right now and this strange grandpa won't stop pestering me for feet pics what is this world

#he saw me ONCE at work #sending me 🤔 when I say no

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colgatekeeper · 3 years ago

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Saskia my heart my sunshine oh my god

#she's a fucking angel and she should stop volunteering she's pregnant goddamn

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