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hi i moved blogs

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I think I’m gna revamp / move this blog in the future…

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I think I'm gna revamp / move this blog in the future...

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MANIAC 2/?? ( netflix ,  2018 ) starter sentences. mental health tw.

‘ you aren’t supposed to be here. ’

‘ i am healthy now. and healthy people read books. ’

‘ godspeed, little shiteater. ’

‘ i can’t read your handwriting. ’

‘ that’s not the ‘why’ i’m asking. ’

‘ there’s this rock that sits in my stomach - this cold rock. and it’s there, all the time. ’

‘ i can’t believe you like this fantasy shit. ’

‘ rescue me from a normal life. ’

‘ you have a thing, with like, going eight levels too harsh. ’

‘ you don’t think that i have my own doubts? ’

‘ you’re so caught up with your own narcissism. ’

‘ what point are you trying to make? that i’m fucking stupid? ’

‘ i’m sad! i’m sad that i’m moving away from you! ’

‘ i have my own things, i just don’t broadcast them constantly. ’

‘ you’re so desperate for someone to tell you you’re okay. ’

‘ now i won’t have to feel bad about not calling you, or not doing anything with you. ’

‘ i don’t wanna say that. ’

‘ that won’t work for me. ’

‘ you were the only one who knew all my stories. ’

‘ how am i supposed to do this? ’

‘ it broke my heart that you were leaving. ’

‘ we must evolve past our suffering. ’

‘ i’m tired, too. i wanna go. ’

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Juliette (2013)

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write with me.

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rahul kohli respond to my tweet 🔪

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honestly this blog is jus to stan rahul kohli 

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emergency commissions !

nitefilm‌:

hi i’m chester and as you can see i’m in a little bit of a situation here. the $85 is what i have left in my bank after buying food yesterday, and i just now had to spend another $15 on food for my dad and i. what i also need to do is pay my storage fee of $46 by the 10th, which leaves me with less than $40 until i start my job, which, by how things have been going, may take a while. so i don’t even know when i’ll be getting paid or how much. at this moment i am offering art commissions.  my samples are here / here / here / here i am charging $5 for a full body w/ flat color  payments will be made to my paypal  if interested please im me at @nitefilm​ ! this isn’t a horrible situation but i have other bills i need to pay too, so like, i appreciate it if anyone is interested or has a dollar to spare or even just gives this attention. thank you so much !

**update** as of now, my bills are paid, but i only have $4 to my name until i get paid… and i don’t think i start my job until monday ( they havent gotten back to me on the schedule yet ). any little bit helps to get me some food until my first check. thank you !

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𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐦𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐝𝐬 𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥.

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      multimuse  blogs  can’t  always  be  expected  to  choose  our  muse  for  starters.  when  we  post  a  starter  call  and  ask  you  to  specify  who  you  want,  that  doesn’t  mean  you  can  cop  out  by  saying  “ anyone  is  fine! ”  because…  it’s  not.  if  we  throw  a  character  at  you  that  you’re  unfamiliar  with  –  or,  worse,  a  character  you  don’t  like  –  nine  times  out  of  ten,  your  inspiration  for  that  thread  will  dwindle  right  off  the bat.  we  don’t  ask  to  put  you  on  the  spot ;  we  ask  because  we  want  to  write  with  you,  and  make  sure  you  enjoy  a  thread  as  much  as  we  do.

        similarly,  if  we  like  one  of  your  starter  calls,  we’re generally  leaving  it  up  to  you  to  decide  you  feel  would  go  best  with  your  muse.  when  we  get  messages  asking  us  who  we  want  the  starter  for,  it  puts  an  enormous  amount  of  pressure  on  us  to  find  someone  compatible,  let  alone  someone  you  know,  when  you  could  do  that  far  more  easily.  and  please  don’t  worry  about  whether  you’re  choosing  someone  we’d  want  to  write ;  if  we  have  a  character  listed  on  our  blog,  it’s  safe  to  assume  that  we  actively  want  to  write  them. 

      if  you’re  genuinely  having  trouble  choosing  someone,  that’s  fine!  we’re  more  than  happy  to  talk  things  out  and  figure  out  a  plot  that  works  for  both  of  us.  but  multis  get  the  short  end  of  the  stick  as  it  is,  and  we  need  all  the  help  we  can  get.  

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christ im so fucking lonley lol

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photoshop decided that it no longer wants to do batch icons for me, even tho i pay for its services, so. thank u adobe. today’s moodt you got me: Fucked Up. Fucked. Up.

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enlive·

“  .  .  .  i can feel - feel people.  like , like.  e-e-e-emo-emot–….emotions.  ”  clears her throat , doesn’t move to grasp his hand , just holds one hand out. lips press together.  finally looks at him , directly at him.  small smile.  eyes clear ,   seems genuine.  she is.   “  niko , you don’t - don’t .  .  .  have to.  understand , i - i - i just .  .  .  i dunno.  believe you , b-b-bu-but , i .  .  need to - need to be sure.  for jude.  ”  but still , she doesn’t reach for him.  “  just wh-what you’re comfortable with.  doesn’t - doesn’t have to be much.  or long.  ”

❝ 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐚𝐧 𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐡. ❞ he understands that concept very well. makes more sense to him now, maybe even settles his nerves just a little. DOESN’T MIND IT. not all that much. or, at least, that’s what he convinces himself mentally. hand remains held out for her. needs her trust. needs to meet jude. ❝ it’s alright. AS LONG AS IT’S QUICK, we’ll be fine. ❞    

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what happened to her instant trust ? IT’S  STILL  THERE , still trusts this person , he’s familiar , if anything.  worries , now , though.  worries for her husband , can’t have anything bad happen to him.  exhales shakily , runs a hand through her hair , curls spring with the touch.  holds out her hands.  “  let me – let me .  .  .  touch , touch my hands.  ”  wants to feel him , see if he’s genuine.  hopes he is.  “  uh , i - i mean.  if - if that’s - if that’s okay. i mean - know - know you are wearing - wearing gloves. but , but .  .  .  this will.  but only - only if you .  .  . are comfortable.  ”

--- 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐬. ah, naturally. he seems very HESITANT. maybe it doesn’t seem like he’s very trustworthy if he can’t do a simple thing. not sure WHY she would need him to, but. quite frankly, niko wants her to trust him. TO KNOW HE HAS NO ILL INTENTIONS. so even with his hesitance, he pulls his left hand from his pocket, and slowly removes his leather glove. ❝ what will you do ? ❞ he sounds a little NERVOUS, but more - so for the anticipation of SKIN ON SKIN contact. hand is held out, offered to her. 

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“  .  .  .  i don’t – don’t – i don’t .  .  .  ”  there’s an awkward laugh , doesn’t want to seem hostile , or unwilling to help.  but this isn’t about her , doesn’t know where the line is where things she can share or not.  “  i don’t know - know if i’m , i’m like , uh - the , uh - i am not b-best person to ask , you know ? like - like , i mean .  .  . i - i am sorry , but.  i don’t - i don’t .  .  . really know - know you.  or - or what , WHAT  YOU  WANT.  ”

❝ 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭. i understand. it’s just--- ❞ again, this isn’t something he wants to say OUT LOUD. anyone could be listening. watching. waiting. niko looks around briefly, as if to just gather an idea of his surroundings. exhales quietly, his attention is brought back to the smaller. ❝ i can promise you, i’m a FRIEND. looking out for him. and you, by extension. there’s--- there’s things that are HAPPENING, people that... that want him. for good and bad. and, although i have no way to CONVINCE YOU other than my word, i am one of the good. ❞