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Getting close..

I think I’m getting close to letting go of all the things that were out of my control for so many years that I carried around as baggage.

Maybe my heart way too big

Maybe I was too busy taking on other peoples woes that I no longer had room for my own

Whatever the reasons may be, the hardest thing for me to learn is that I can’t save everyone, and some people don’t wanna be saved. I know where I want to be and an idea of how to get there, unfortunately it’s a path unrecognized by many, but that’s okay.

Because the people we can’t take with us, sometimes they never wanted to go in the first place.

And I think I’ve finally let go

Because sometimes you realize when the fog clears, you were only playing tug of war by yourself

You wanted to bring everyone with you

Turns out, they didn’t want to come in the first place

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Don’t know what to do dont know what to say...... fuck

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Fuck it all

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I felt that

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Holy shit my brain is fucked up

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“Closing your eyes isn’t going to change anything. Nothing’s going to disappear just because you can’t see what’s going on.”

— Haruki Murakami (via hplyrikz)

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Clear your mind here

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Hm

7 Things to Quit :

• getting self esteem from others

• constantly attacking & putting yourself down

• thinking others are better than you

• expecting things to not turn out well

• living in the past

• fearing the future

• being afraid of change

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