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final update: touched some grass, did some thinking, felt instantly better after logging off, and decided this blog is going to be permanently inactive. i was in an incredibly unhealthy state of mind running this blog, this fandom is a hellhole, and i'd rather focus on things that actually make me happy while the world goes to shit! buhbye 👋

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i don't think you're a pedophile but i find it hard to believe you didn't know about chimera. i don't expect people to keep up with every oc of his (i'd rather shoot myself) but excusing it with "i couldn't know because crit muted" mirrors past kit-defender habits of pinning everything on crits (chimera, woofles, the guy who called weirdcorn a serial killer, etc.)

???????? am I being fucking accused of being a pedophile now. I thought the blog was creatingchimeras/creatingchimera/idk. I cannot stress to you enough how little I interact or interacted with the Sparklecare fandom in general/people at all outside of art on the official blog and fanart on the few blogs I followed, which I unfollowed after everything dropped because seeing posts about all of it upset me! Not because I don’t care about victims or whatever, but because it is triggering to me and I cannot handle it. Very occasionally I looked at the main tags for fanart, less and less over the years, and with words like grooming and incest muted. I genuinely do not know who weirdcorn is or if they’re a serial killer what ?????????!????

I am not keyed in enough to recognize artstyles of #Problematic artists or have all of Chimera’s blogs memorized like a lot of the people sending asks saying I love grooming or w/e are. I had the sparklecrit tag muted for ages because, while I’m not saying nobody should criticize anything ever, I was sick of seeing posts about how my special interest sucks. Pedophilia is bad, incest is bad, stop watering down terms like pedophilia to This, this is the second time I’ve had a public callout post with incredibly serious allegations made about me where not one single person reached out to me first and I had to unblock tags to go digging for what happened on my own. (The first was calling me an abuse enabler because I said I did not feel comfortable interacting with the fandom for fear of harassment, and then was immediately harassed for it.)

Uninstalling tumblr for some time, not deleting this blog bcz I don’t want anybody else grabbing this url but I am not dealing with this a third time. 👍

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you support chimera? you drew one of his incest kids? :(

it was a doodle commission, and at the time i had no idea it was chimera since i’ve had all the sparklecrit tags blocked for ages and ages. thank you for telling me anon

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Can ypu please draw Uni telling us "everything will be fine" plz this shit is exhausting.....

“I know everything’s been super super scary and so super tiring, bro, especially lately. You’re so strong for still being here, bro, and even with the EXP gain, I know fighting is exhausting, too. I’m so, so proud of you for being here, right now, and staying to finish the level. Nobody can beat this game alone, so reach out to your friends and tell them you love them, alright, bro? Be safe, take care of yourself, and I promise we’re gonna make it through together. I love you.”

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awww

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i hope you all know if youve sent me a kind ask and i haven’t answered it i appreciate it deeply and am hoarding them in my inbox like a dragon <3

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*barry voice* This means nothing

puppycorn plague spread to barry.....

(emem did it for the bit)

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puppycorn plague spread to barry.....

(emem did it for the bit)

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therapy rats

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pretty please some jays and or kikis <3

cause you’re my lucky four-leaf clover!!! 🍀

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i had a dream last night about a cometcare swap(?????) au where the cometkids were all either patients or working at the hospital? drew these quick right after i woke up

sly was a head doctor and hated it so much… and chem was a doctor who manufactured new diseases in their lab to give to the patients. they didn’t even do it for pay or at threat to their life they just thought it was fun and got practically unlimited funding for unethical experiments

further dream notes under cut??

i didn’t draw him, but marco was a nurse who couldn’t leave the hospital and can’t sleep because of all the patients screaming. i think he became a patient later and had scars on his ears about it, with a zigzag gown pattern

also, i think it was kind of a doom and mood situation with sly and eve? sly became a doctor to save eve and then distanced fenself for eve’s safety, but eve had no idea and thought sly started treating her like dirt for no reason. so she started sabotaging sly’s surgeries and getting in her way on purpose. not to save the patients or help them, just to get a reaction. there was a big musical (vol 1 style) sequence about it where sly and eve sang at each other while sly was operating on a living patient, with everything bright blue and red, and then i woke up RIP

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your au is so good im going to eat glass and rocks (positive) please deposit it into my mouth NOW!!!

WAHH THANK U GAMER!!!! i offer u a sunny i don’t think i posted in exchange <3

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MOOD MOOD MOOD MOOD MOOD!!!!!! 🌈🌸💖

personal ref sheet for her in my style/au, design notes + headcanons/differences under the cut !!!!! i love this animal…. the mold

Design notes:

- Practically OVERexpressive!! Face squashes and stretches to accentuate expressions, big big ol eyes!

- Her flower just kind of goes wherever, I draw her eyes so big they block her forehead 💔

- Both her and Doom have hypodontia, aka missing teeth! She has rat teeth in front, and sharp back teeth only visible when she opens her mouth wide

- Rounded shapes! Round eyes, round ears, round cheeks and cheekmarks (Doom’s cheekmarks are more angular and jagged in comparison)

- I usually draw her with her legs pressed close together, four feet are almost always visible and can point in whatever direction

- poses are usually curved with her chest out, contrasting with Doom’s slouch!

- thin body, build like a flexible rectangle

HCS for my au Shimmercare!! These are kind of disjointed, so it might just be rambles

- toxic positivity to Doom’s (understandably) toxic negativity, but the toxic positivity only applies to herself! The way she acts is partially genuine! But she always forces herself to act 110% happy, carefree, and innocent to the horrors because she knows Doom’s going through so much, and she’s so so scared of losing him. Worrying that if she let slip how miserable she is, Doom would feel helpless/like he failed her and break down further or worse, do something he can never take back. She also feels deeply selfish because she knows Doom is the one that actually has to do the killing, while she (as a nurse) ‘only’ has to watch

- Ironically, Doom would far far far prefer it if she actually talked to him about her problems instead of acting like the constant death and torture and misery she’s witness to every day is fine and like she’s completely unaffected! It would actually help him a lot to know that he can help her outside of doing Cuddles’ bidding to keep her alive, that neither of them are burdens to each other - or at least, they’re a burden to the other that they want to carry - but alas. They’ve been inseparable since they hatched but by god in the hospital era they aren’t communicating enough because they’re both being constantly traumatized every day

- Mood has severe compassion fatigue she doesn’t let on to the patients directly. She treats them all with kindness and gives them help and cute nicknames, but she can’t allow herself to actually care about most of them on personal levels because it’s broken her heart clean open too many times. When any of them can die from one day to the next and there’s nothing she can do at all. She has nightmares every night about all the friends and loved ones she’s lost, and that trauma is a part of why she’s basically at Doom’s side every waking moment - she’s absolutely terrified of him being hurt or hurting himself, and not being there to save him.

- ^ The compassion fatigue ties into her just doing doodles on the intake forms because none of it matters at all. “Don’t care, not one bit!” Why get attached when warnings do nothing until it’s too late, and the odds are incredibly high that the new patient won’t even make it through the first surgery? She favors Uni and Hemera out of all the other patients, because they’re the least likely to die in her mind and therefore the safest to care about

- She’s also very very anxious constantly, and tends to double/triple down on acting like things are Fine and Good when she’s spiraling

- Her favorite bands are Bird Town (Owl City) and whatever the Spinch version of Babymetal is.. Infantsteel?? She also loves chiptune and anime song covers on Kneetube. She’d love Ratsune Miku (<- Miku if she was a rat in sparklecare)

- Her favorite games are rhythm games, and games like Stardew! She has a tendency to hyperfixate *incredibly* hard however, and ends up optimizing basically every ingame day, setting up a whole detailed farm design, memorizing what goes where in each season and all the little easter eggs. She’d be super super intense to play with in games that aren’t meant to be intense

- I’m 99% sure the creator of Rem doesn’t want to be associated with SCH any more, so I’m removing her out of respect! Her role is taken by Nurse Snare, her and Mood are in toxic yuris together because I’ve been a Moodsnare believer for years untold (the adventures of hatergirl and lovergirl)

- Mood likes being around Snare because Snare is mean, as contradictory as that sounds. Mood doesn’t have to make herself act 10000% cheerful and happy and fine, because Snare doesn’t care, and even calls her annoying for it. She almost envies the way Snare doesn’t care about anything, even as much as she’s frustrated by it. She’s the only person Mood can properly feel free with, escape from the constant horror and fear of Doom’s death, fear of losing more patients and holding the world on her shoulders. Mood not having to worry what Snare thinks and vice versa. They get high and self-destruct together, and Doom worries constantly that Snare’s taking advantage of her, or that Snare’s a bad influence (even though Mood is a grown adult.) Snare’s not, and Mood reassures him, but Doom still wants her to be safe because they’re mutually overprotective for better or for worse! Sad rats -> 🐀🐀

- All of this is subject to change!!

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okay wait if i’m making this a full on au where i can do whatever i want forever actually. i’m sorry it would be a little funny to me if i added in the reboot ver of livings and wunce i brainstormed literal years ago and never posted….. i had to physically dig up the art from a sketchbook innnn 2020 for this??

putting this under the cut bc it’s just messy concepts/preboot stuff plus old old art, cw for mentions of death and rot

Livinga (Nefurr Evan Livings-Wunce, never even living once) is an incredibly morally grey angel-tiger-thing mortician that Cuddles dresses up in basically a stupid clown outfit to “make death less scary” for the patients watching their friends be carted away. He applied to sch because he’s always had a fascination with death - he’s not a necrophile ofc like in the preboot, but he thinks death and rot are beautiful and is obsessed with decay and the inevitability of it all. Which, before the hospital, was just a quirky character trait! As he has to actually watch more and more people die firsthand and get rid of their bodies, it turns into him not being able to fully see most others as people, just corpses in waiting for him to move and deal with as his mind tries to cope with so much trauma all at once. It just. sends him on a huge downwards spiral, which leads to:

His husband Wuzzle Wunce-Livings (was once living) is a 1/4th unicorn puppy photographer/reporter! (design genuinely based on b/lues clu/es KSBFSBVD.) He doesn’t have the semi invulnerability uni has but he can do a tiny bit of magic and can’t die from any wounds inflicted by others, which means he’s perfect for investigating dangerous situations, and he’s trying to get to the bottom of what’s going on with the hospital. Maybe with Brigh?

Especially since he’s noticed a huge change in Livings since he started working there - becoming far more quiet and reserved at home, zoning out constantly, rambling about the beauty of rot, snapping at Wunce over innocuous questions. Isolating himself when he used to share everything with Wunce

And without Wunce knowing, Livings wants to basically get in the way of his investigation, sabotage, keep him as far away and distant as possible so Wunce won’t be dragged into the hospital and forced to live there for eternity, tortured and used for his magic/leverage. Wunce has zero idea why, he’s just worried about his husband, and the more he realizes Livings is hiding something, the deeper he wants to investigate, and so the snake eats its own tail and neither of them are happy. Is this anything

also the floaty hands preboot livings had are now those stupid novelty grabby hands on sticks that are used to move the corpses around without Livings touching them directly because he’s a big ol tiger and his paws are too big to fit in gloves. I need to completely redesign and redraw him too if anybody’s actually interested LSBDMSBDN if I do I want to make him more unnervingly cheerful rather than grouchy and constantly angry Doom-style …… at the risk of overshare my ex (horrible person) back yrs ago was obsessed with Livings (negative) and I like the idea of reclaiming his design for myself :]

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thinking of calling my sch ver shimmercare :] i think it’d be cute ..

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and then i had to go to work

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barry has hypertrophic top surgery scars 2 me …. because i do <3