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OOC: Moving Blogs

Hey guys! I wanted to get back into RPing on Tumblr, so I decided to move Elliot (@commiehacker) and Leon (@televisionfixation) to a multi-muse blog, which you can find HERE. Hoping you guys will follow me!

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Star Wars AU

Elliot Sandstrider is a Coruscanti slicer/droidsmith  whose family hails from Tattooine. The son of an Imperial droidsmith who died in the line of work, Elliot is pulled into the Rebellion by his alter. He and his sister are members of the same Rebellion cell, but Elliot’s ultimate goals differ from the Rebellions - he wants to bring down the Empire, but reinstating the Republic disgusts him.

Credit: Man with cybernetic implants (second from the top, left) credit to Ren Varela (x)

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Forever tied between practicing vulnerability and sharing my feelings and opening myself to others compassion vs being private af so no one can form opinions about my life

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hello friend

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-Mr Robot - 

“ That what we perceive isn’t the real world at all, but just our mind’s best guess? That all we really have is a garbled reality, a fuzzy picture we will never truly make out?”

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Elliot Alderson - Text Posts (1/?)

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“   i  will  always  believe  in  you .   ” ( from david ? all the softness )

@getlostsqdwrd

Elliot looked away, something in him instinctively flinching away from the kindness. What’s wrong with me? he asked himself. Why can’t I accept this like normal people do? Is it paranoia? Or is it because I’m afraid I don’t deserve this? 

David’s medical records - Elliot had hacked them, of course he had - said he had paranoia too. But he never seemed that way to Elliot, always open, always reaching out. Elliot wondered how he could bear to. Sometimes, even meeting David’s eyes is too much.

“Can you hear it?” he asked, instead. “What I’m thinking?” 

Because around David, Elliot had no defenses. His mind was an unencrypted signal and David could hack into it anytime he wanted. It made Elliot feel naked, unprotected. And yet he kept finding himself here, talking to David again, drawn back into his orbit somehow. His paranoia wondered if David was doing something to his mind - but the rest of him knew it was all his own doing. 

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[Mr. Robot] “I can’t give you that. You know that.” [[I just imagine this is Elliot asking Questions about their history or Mr. Robot's existence or whatever.]]

Elliot studies Mr. Robot’s face in silence for a moment.

Everyone has a vulnerability, he thinks, to his imaginary friend. Do you remember the first time I said that to you? Back then, I thought he was insane. But I was wrong. He’s not insane. He is my insanity. So what’s Mr. Robot’s vulnerability?

“You’re supposed to protect me,” he says, staring into Mr. Robot’s eyes. “Aren’t you? That’s what this whole thing is for, my  . . . our . . . condition. A defense mechanism. And so far, since I’ve known you, all you’ve done is lie to me and shoot me in the head. So help me. Tell me what I need to know.”

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save some face

you know you’ve only got one

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*: ･ﾟ✧   interrogation starters.

feel free to change pronouns etc as needed.

CALM / QUESTIONING.

“ tell me, what happened?”

“ did you see anything?”

“ what do you remember?”

“ do you remember anything unusual?”

“ please, try to remember as much as you can.”

“ every detail is important.”

“ and what happened next?”

“ and what did you do when all this took place?”

“ what were you doing around __ am/pm?”

“ where were you around __ am/pm?”

“ can anyone verify that?”

“ was someone with you?”

“ and you had nothing to do with it?”

“ and you weren’t involved?”

“ did you see it happen?”

“ did you see who did it?”

“ did you see or hear anything? anything at all?”

CARING / UNDERSTANDING.

 “ you seem scared… is that why you don’t want to talk?”

“ did someone hurt you?”

“ it’s okay. you can tell me.”

“ you were just trying to defend yourself, weren’t you?”

“ we can take a break, if you want.”

“ everything will be okay, i promise. but you need to talk to me.”

“ it’s okay if you don’t want to talk about it. but it really would help if you did.”

SUSPICIOUS.

“ there is something you’re not telling me.”

“ i think you’re lying.”

“ you looked away just now when you said that. are you sure you’re telling the truth?”

“ except what you’re telling me doesn’t align with what we already know.”

“ seems to me like you know more than you’re letting in on.”

“ what aren’t you telling me?”

“ who are you trying to protect?”

“ so you really don’t know what any of it means? no clue at all?”

“ they must’ve told you more than that.”

“ you have to have seen more than that.”

“ and you want me to believe you don’t remember?”

“ and you want me to believe you had nothing to do with it?”

“ an accident? is that what you’re going with?”

DEMANDING.

“ i need you to tell me the truth.”

“ i need you to tell me what happened.”

“ i know you’re not telling me the truth.”

“ that doesn’t line up with the evidence. so… you wanna try that again?”

“ stop lying. i already know that’s not what happened.”

MAKING A DEAL / ASKING FOR HELP / DEMANDING HELP.

“ what do you want in exchange for this information?”

“ i’m listening…”

“ you’re coming with me.”

“ since you’re the only one who knows how to find them, i don’t really have a choice but to take you with me.”

“ fine. i’ll take you with me, but if you try anything…”

“ i can’t give you that. you know that.”

“ if we’re going to make a deal, you’re gonna have to ask for something a little more rational than that.”

“ okay. we have a deal.”

“ sorry. no deal.”

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Nonbinary / With Electronic and Computer Themes - moodboard for Anon!

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i have poor audio processing please let me visualize the words coming out of your mouth

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“the days wear on & still I wear down skinned & I realize now the hands around my throat are my own because it hurts to show people what love sounds like”

— Eloisa Amezcua, from “I Killed the Songs Inside Me as a Precaution,” published in TYPO

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*makes subtle tweaks to my gender settings*

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don’t talk to me or my seventy two fabricated realities ever again

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