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I forget who made it but I saw a post the other day talking about how a lot of trans women come out much later in life than trans men tend to (and hence why “egg culture” tends to be mostly centred around transfemininity) and it really made me reflect on my experiences with queer spaces and how things have visibly changed as I got older. I’ve been pretty heavily involved in queer and especially trans spaces, both in-person and online, since I was a preteen. While spaces and events for people my age were much more sparse (and harder to attend while closeted) as a kid, they did exist. But one thing that always stuck out to me was the complete absence of trans girls even at events mainly aimed at trans youth. I met a good few other trans and gnc kids at these events, but all, literally every single one of these people were perisex and assigned female at birth. Not a single transfeminine person to be found. This changed as I got older. I started high school. Slowly but surely the circles I hung around in became more diverse. I met trans women. I met and befriended gay and gnc “boys” who would later come out as trans girls. Now, as a young adult, the ratio of transmasculine to transfeminine folks in my life is near equal. But even now, the demographic of trans girls in my life generally skews older than the guys. And of course this trend is very reflective of the effects of transmisogyny in general, how the media targets trans women as the scapegoat for their hatred, painting ‘trans girl’ as a shameful and deviant thing to be. It is reflective, more than anything, of how we all need to be more steadfast in our support of trans women both in our activism and in our day-to-day lives. But I also think that everyone needs to make more of an effort specifically to support young trans girls. Transfeminine kids, teenagers, even young adults. Because I have met so many women that I know for a fact would have enjoyed their teenage years so much more if someone, anyone had been there to tell them when they were young that it was alright to be trans. The first friend I ever lost to suicide as a teenager was a trans girl. And I live every day of my life with the knowledge that if I hadn’t been her one and only source of support, she probably still would have been here today. Believe me when I say that I understand the importance of respecting people’s boundaries. I do think that insisting every gnc person must be trans is a bad and counterproductive thing to do. But I’ve also seen firsthand what happens when trans girlhood is treated like it’s a downgrade, it’s very suggestion a taboo. When nobody is willing to be the one to say “hey, it’s okay if you want to be a girl”. I believe with everything I am that the life and happiness of a single trans girl is more than worth the discomfort of a million cis men. And if you disagree with that sentiment I think you either need to fix your heart, or you need to make peace with the fact that you are a thoroughly vile person and endeavour to shut your mouth about transgender issues forever.

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Cocaine Slug (poster, 2025, unreleased)

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can we get 5 big Gerson Booms

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just got a new kitty! her name is mouse

MOUSE?!?!?!

MOUSE....

OH THE WIDE EYES.... THE SPIRIT

This cat raidates joyous love and play

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what is it with able bodied people saying “get well soon” after you say that you’re chronically ill?? like? i am not gonna? and i once literally responded with “i’m not gonna, it’s chronic, as in permanent.” and they went like “oh well, hope you get better!” like bro 💀

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toby makes such beautiful media references 🥰🥰🥰

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Hey you! Yes you!

Do you like Project Moon? Do you like Pride Month and supporting the LGBTQIA+ community? Do you remember the Absolute Pride Resonance event from last year?

If you answered yes to any of these, you might be interested in the Absolute Pride Resonance 2: Absoluter Prider Resonancer. That's right, it's happening again this very June! With some returning faces, and some new ones!

For those uninitiated, APR is an event on YouTube where PM content creators come together to raise money for Outright International, a charity organization helping LGBTQIA+ people all over the world. There's plenty of fun events to go around, some returning and some brand new, alongside rewards for reaching certain donation goals!

And no, you're not seeing things. Yours truly is also involved. I'll see ya'll there!

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Xu Zhen - Hello 

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Weed gummy should cost 50¢ and be sold out of vending machines and at corner stores

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Shit man, this bunny war is fucked. I just saw a bunny clap his paws together and say "the ten hays" or some similar shit, and every one around him was surrounded in hay, loafed on the ground, and then started eating. The camera didn't even go onto him, that's how common shit like this is. My ass is casting flop and level 2 binky. I think I just heard "power word:thumper" two groups over. I gotta get the fuck outta here.

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The window in Kris's room moves down by one pixel in Chapter 2.

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Wanted to gush about my favorite new piece of Hong Lu Being A Little Shit that's now emerged

For every other Canto PV, the last 3 especially, the track proudly blares a unique principal theme of the Canto. Overwhelming, Erlkönig, and Oblivion have set the trend for this being a moment for the Sinner's worst fear or ambition to haunt the background. Something uniquely them.

When we get to Hong Lu, his moment to shine, what does he give us?

The Limbus Company/Leviathan motif. It's like he's STILL refusing to give himself actualization or desires to show us. Any time the track tries to go into its own personal melody, you can hear it trying to yank itself back into the neutral Limbus theme. Where the motif has always been a symbol of hope, now it's just concerning- why won't Lu let us even HEAR him?

That is fascinating. He truly is hiding until the bitter end.

It's making me wonder what the track's actual usage will be in Canto 8. Usually the Leviathan motif is saved for winning combat tracks, which makes the choice to use it here all the more interesting. Who are we fighting that Hong Lu fears winning against so much as to haunt the background?