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follow my tiny child @knifets

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a sweet boy,,,, a good boy,,, except for the demonic possessions

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anyways stan my new fc, bc my old one belongs in jail.

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gonna take a break from this blog, until resources for my new fc become available ! will be mostly on @knifets

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* fc psa.

i’m not sure how popular he is right now in the indie rp community, but this is a psa that percy hynes white (from netflix’s wednesday) now has very serious sexual assault allegations surrounding him and should not be used as an fc. there are plenty of other men out there for you to choose from. links below. 

( x / x / x. )

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anyways when in doubt, the route to go is to not support r-worders

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TYLER LAWRENCE GRAY New York Comic Con 2022

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yo it's 5 am idk what's going on but I'm changing fcs thanks!!! any reccs?

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PREACHER’S DAUGHTER,    sentences taken from ethel cain’s album  preacher’s daughter.

forgive these bones i’m hiding.

jesus can always reject his father but he cannot escape his mother’s blood.

fate’s already fucked me sideways.

you know i raised you better than this.

he wanted to go, so maybe it was his fault.

i feel it there, in the middle of the night.

say what you want, but say it like you mean it.

just give it one more day.

i don’t need anything from anyone.

it’s just not my year.

why do i feel alone in this room with you?

i’m doing what i want and, damn, i’m doing it well.

you and me against the world.

you were my whole world.

you told me even if we died tonight, that i’d die yours.

i’d kill myself to hold you one more time.

it hurts to miss you.

i’m the reason you won’t come home.

i thought you were so beautiful. it was love, i guess.

i feel so alone out here.

show me how much i mean to you.

i’d hold the gun if you asked me to.

trouble’s always gonna find you, baby, but so will i.

i’m never gonna leave you, baby.

you know i’ll be right there beside you.

i don’t want him to worry.

i should have known that there’s no getting in.

know that one day, you and i could be okay.

i’m just a child but i’m not above violence.

my mama raised me better than that.

i’ve killed before and i’ll kill again.

hell don’t scare me, i’ve been times before.

tell me a story about how it ends.

happiness ends and dies with you.

i thought good guys get to be happy.

i am poison in the water.

i’m tired of you still tied to me.

it’s just the way that you are.

i just wanna sleep.

baby, don’t run. i’ll take you anywhere.

at least your truck beats walking.

hey, do you wanna see the west with me?

love’s out there and i can’t leave it be.

love’s never meant much to me.

i’ll come with you if you’re sure it’s what you need.

i started to see you differently.

for the first time since i was a child, i could see a man who wasn’t angry.

no one left to leave, no one left to love.

now that i met you, i finally know just where i’m heading.

i didn’t find my love, but i still made it this far without it.

you might not be my love, but, baby, i doubt it.

you wanna love me right now.

you wanna get alone with me.

you’re all the same.

if it feels good, then it can’t be bad.

if you hate me, please don’t tell me.

i followed you in.

you love blood too much.

suffering is nigh, drawing to me.

even the iron still fears the rot.

you poor thing. sweet, mourning lamb.

there’s nothing you can do. it’s already been done.

please don’t look at me.

i can see it in your eyes.

tell me, what have you done?

make it stop, i’ve had enough.

i am the face of love’s rage.

i am not good nor evil, simply i am.

i have come to take what is mine.

i am here now as you run from me still.

you can’t hide from me forever.

what i wouldn’t give to be in church this sunday.

god loves you, but not enough to save you.

good luck taking care of yourself.

if they strike once then you just hit ‘em twice as hard.

the more it hurts, the less it shows.

i still feel like they all know.

i can never go back home.

i spend my life watching it go by from the sidelines.

i think it’s about time i put up a fight.

i always knew that in the end no one was coming to save me.

if it’s meant to be, then it will be.

i forgive it all as it comes back to me.

it’s all i know and it’s all i want now.

god is telling you and i there is death for all of us.

don’t talk to strangers or you might fall in love.

how funny, i never considered myself tough.

you’re so handsome walking over to me now.

i tried to be good. am i no good?

i just wanted to be yours. can i be yours?

you’re so handsome when i’m all over your mouth.

am i making you feel sick?

i never blamed you for loving me the way you did.

don’t think about it too hard or you’ll never sleep a wink at night again.

just know that i love you and i’ll see you when you get here.

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someone be my boys best friend, give him unconditional love, let it be a slowburn that turn from friends to lovers 🧍‍♂️

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ENTLAR . TUMBLR . COM versez le sang, mes beaux amis! spill the blood, my beautiful friends . . . and let the darkness set us free.    BY EDIN, they / them, twenty four.

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             ຕɩ⳽⳽ɩᥒɠ:     ʋɩʋɩᥱᥒᥒᥱ     ຕᥴꙆᥱᥲɾ.     last     seen     in     san     diego,     california.     persons     having     any     information     are     requested     to     call.     ⁽ghost     and     final     girl     original     character,     ᑲᥲ⳽ᥱᑯ     oᥒ     ρᥱɾ⳽oᥒᥲꙆ     Ꙇoɾᥱ⁾.

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i wanna say smthin, theo is probably the least judgemental person in his family aside from meredith. he's going through shit, he's been through it, he's not gonna judge you for the things you do or say when under any kind of pressure. he knows. he gets it. he'll respect your muse.

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imagine an arc where theo just goes missing, bc the demon possessed him and he ends up in fucking canada.

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" it wasn't me !!! " theo shouting at his parents, but his parents don't understand, they don't believe. and blaming him when he's pleading, begging for them to understand, and the only one on his side? meredith.

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theo genuinely thinks his father is terrified of him, he knows his own brother is scared of him, thinks his mom is half way there and one more "snap" will put the final nail in the coffin. and i just stand here like, the demon rlly wants 2 isolate him and its damn near working !!!!!

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STARTER CALL.