conelhughalexander

[conelhughalexander]

i loved you so much and i couldn’t save you. do you know what that’s like, when your hands aren’t stable enough to hold something so important. to watch your own reflection drop everything precious in this world into the fire. do you know what it’s like to burn alongside, whispering, please, i tried, i swear to god that i tried

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Injured/Injury Starters

creamcheese-rpmemes:

Injured

“Oh shit, are you alright?”

“Dude, I don’t think you’re alright.”

“Blood’s not supposed to be coming from there…”

“That looks broken.”

“Can you move your __?” 

“Are you okay?”

“That doesn’t look good.”

“Who did this?”

“Did you do this to yourself?”

“How did this happen?”

“We need to get you to a hospital.”

“Do you need to go to a hospital?”

“That’s not supposed to bend that way.”

“Do you want me to look at it?”

“Don’t move, you’ll make it worse!”

“Stop moving!”

“There’s so much blood.”

“I’ll see if I have a first aid kit.”

“Just… Stay here and I’ll get help.”

“How did you even do this?”

“This happened in a fight?”

“Walk it off.”

“It’s not that bad.” 

“I think you need stitches.”

“You dumbass.” 

Injury

“I think I hurt myself.”

“I can’t feel my __.”

“I think my __ is broken.”

“Shit, that hurts to move.”

“I don’t think I can get up.”

“I’m going to try to get up.”

“Can you go get help?” 

“I need help.”

“I think I’m going to pass out.”

“I don’t think there’s supposed to be that much blood.”

“It’s not that bad.”

“I got [shot, stabbed, etc].”

“I can’t walk.”

“I don’t think I need to go to a hospital.”

“I think I need to go to the hospital.”

“Stop laughing, this hurts.”

“My last words better not be stupid.”

“That was a dumb idea.”

“Shit, that burns.”

“I’m fine… really.”

“Damn, I can’t get the bleeding to stop.”

“I got into a fight…”

“I feel lightheaded.”

“It hurts to move.”

“Can you look at it for me?” 

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There was a soft but melancholic smile on his face as he watched Harry, saw the look on his face as he opened the door. “Long time, no see, Harry.” he said softly as he motioned towards the apartment. How he has missed him. It was painful to be standing outside, being careful, making sure that perhaps his surprise visit was welcomed. Being inactive and not... holding him as he ached to do in this moment. 

“Do you mind if I step in...?”

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He hadn’t seen Hugh since he had got home from Kentucky, not that he was really wanting to see much of anyone. Staying as close to home as he could, he just didn’t want anyone to see him. Making some tea, he heard a knock at the door and hesitated, setting his cup down he moved to the front door, opening it, his good eye widened, “H–Hugh…”

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starter call / @chavborn

Hugh looked up from the small laptop on his desk, surprised that one of the field agents approached him personally. And not just any field agent either, Eggsy’s face instantly recognizable.

“Ahh, is there any way I can help you today?” he said politely, standing up to offer his hand.

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It’s time to take a look at the founder of computer science himself: Alan Turing.

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kingsmanhart:

“Another?” His eyebrows furrowed in confusion. “How many bloody chess manuscripts can you have?!” It baffled him, the most interesting man in his life and he wrote some seriously boring shite. “No, it’s fine. You go, I have some notes to type up from yesterday.” Harry murmured, smiling fondly now. “You’ve been working through the nights again, haven’t you?” 

“See, there’s always a demand for young learners, and there are guides made for beginners, but hardly anyone tries to make the more advanced metagame accessible to all. Here, we have computers defeating masters because they offer a different perspective in a sense. Understanding how a computer makes logical decisions, understanding the algorithm can help--” he rambled on before his eyes met Harry’s and so he stopped. A gentle smile. A hand reached up to his neck, looking criminally tired. “Was it the bags under my eyes or the bloodshot look that gave it away? Or perhaps the way my posture’s is shit or the paleness of my skin?”

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150 puzzles in crypt-arithmetic (1963)

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Matthew Goode by Tomas Falmer for Esquire, April, 2013.

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five word prompts

[inspired by this]

“actually… i just miss you.”

“alright, i’ll leave you alone.”

“and slowly… i was forgotten.”

“and then everything just disappears.”

“and where do i go?”

“anyone could tell from here.”

“are you finishing that or…?”

“are you stupid or stupid?”

“anything, just call me, okay?”

“bitch better have my money.”

“bro… that’s so… not cool…”

“but did you do it?”

“call me now. it’s urgent.”

“can’t you listen to me?”

“cross that. don’t answer that.”

“don’t even think about it.”

“don’t you dare walk away.”

“do it. i dare you.”

“did you think i forgot?”

“eventually… you just move on.”

“even if you still do.”

“everything will fall into place.”

“fight me, you attractive stranger.”

“for once, i need you.”

“for once… i was right.”

“for once… i was wrong.”

“forget i even asked you.”

“forget it. you fucking suck.”

“fuck’s sake, what’s your problem?”

“fuck off. i mean it.”

“give and take. that’s life.”

“great. perfect. nice. fuck this.”

“have you lost your mind?”

“hello? it’s me. i was-”

“hey… that wasn’t so nice.”

“here’s a glass of whatever.”

“how about a hug, hm?”

“how about you make me?”

“i haven’t forgot you yet.”

“i can’t be around you.”

“i don’t need you, really.”

“i don’t need this now.”

“is this your first time?”

“it’s just a cut, really.”

“it wasn’t me, i swear!”

“i said i love you.”

“just don’t fuck it up.”

"just… come back alive, okay?”

“just make sure you’ve eaten.”

“kick his ass for me.”

“killed him? wait, what, literally?”

“life really sucks. feel better.”

“letting go hurts… a lot.”

“let me live, will you?”

“no, i don’t need you.”

“nothing can hurt me now.”

“nothing matters anymore to me.”

“okay it was me… so?”

“people lie all the time.”

“pipe the fuck down, asshole.”

“please, you can’t die now.”

“please don’t leave me alone.”

“quiet. they can hear us.”

“quick! give me your phone!”

“quicker, you freaking piece of-”

“quit it or i’ll bite.”

“quit staring! they’ll notice us!”

"really? do i look stupid?”

“real smooth, tripping over air.”

“rise and shine, sweet thing.”

“rise and fucking shine, motherfucker.”

“seriously? give me a break.”

“so… what are we now?”

“so… did you miss me?”

“so… can we go eat?”

“so… when’s the next flight?”

“so… how did everything go?”

“sometimes, i wish you died.”

“so what? you did it.”

“time passes slower without you.”

“then what do you suggest?”

“the fuck? who are you?”

“then you tell me why.”

“this is not working out.”

“this isn’t what i wanted.”

“this is all a fucking disaster.”

“when did it all happen?”

“who knew you’d be here?”

“why do i even bother?”

“why do i love you?”

“why didn’t you tell me?”

“you’re just… so, so stupid.”

“you can’t be here now.”

“you look like an accident.”

“you really need to go.”

“you know who to call.”

"zero fucks given. next please.”

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His last name was Cumming

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like this post for a small starter with hugh !!

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kingsmanhart:

Even with months between them Hugh still looked dashing, the man seemed to wear ‘worn out’ like it was his style, but what more could he expect from a mind as valuable as his lovers? The kiss was pleasant, light, and full of love - much like both of them and as soon as their lips parted, he spoke up. 

“Everytime I think this is going to get easier, I fool myself even more.” 

He gently pulled away from the kiss, eyes still closed and mouth slightly quivering. Hugh was afraid. Had been afraid. Every time that Harry steps out that door with the knowledge that he might return, Hugh realized that might be the last time they see each other. Despite having had long stretches of silence, Hugh knew that this wasn’t as painless as they both pretend that it was. Eyes opening slowly, Hugh pressed a hand against Harry’s cheek to caress his skin and held him there, hoping that somehow this would be the time he’d stay home for good. Foolish prayer to no one.

“Believe me... It’s a greater relief to see you return. It makes the heartbreak of seeing you leave become only a minor ache.” 

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luxche:

“Please, sir,” Mairead said, covering her notes with another book. “I don’t think…I’m hardly qualified, surely. I’m just a secretary.”

He tilted his head and watched her carefully. It was clear that Mairead was hiding a brilliant mind. A shy wallflower? A small, unassuming mouse. He wished he could bring her out of her shell and let her flourish. 

“A secretary with a brilliant talent for maths, as far as I can see. Please... Mairead. It’s just a lunch together. I’m not pressuring you into anything. If you do not want to, then I won’t insist, on my honor.” he said in a smooth, velvet voice. Taking good caution to make sure that she could see how sincere he was.

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madmendreamofturingmachines:

“A-a-a-ah …” Alan paused as he gathered his notes together on his desk with a nervous smile and a slight blush. “I-i-i-it’s for … i-it’s for the A-A-A-ACE …” Alan tidied his notes and set them aside, “I-i-it … it stands … it s-s-stands for Au-Automatic Com …  Computing … Agent … I-I-I … I think?” Alan explained, looking through his notes to find the machine’s name.

Automatic Computing Agent. When it comes out of Alan’s mouth, it hardly sounds convincing. It sounds like another frivolous project, another sort of work that only mad men can think of. But Turing was a mad man. A damn brilliant one, Hugh had to admit, and so he vowed to never question his brilliance ever again. “So you’re planning on automating the computing processes?” He gathered before looking over his shoulder to see if he could peek at his notes. “Pet project or a commission of sorts?”

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Hugh looked up from his desk and pulled the cigarette from his lips. Surprise and wonder in his eyes as he met the gaze of a certain man he hadn’t seen in years. How and why they found themselves here in the Grand Room of the university library, he was unsure, but he was curious to find out.

“And here I thought you turned into a ghost.’ he said quietly before standing up from his chair and offered John his hand. “Frankly, playing with puzzles has become my life’s work. More stimulating than from what we’ve been dealt with, I assure you.”

“Well now, fancy meeting you here.” John said with a sly smirk as he came up to Hugh. He looked over the various papers the mathematician had strewn about his desk and raised and eyebrow. “ playing with puzzles still? And I thought I hadn’t grown up since university ” He teased. He remembered how he and Hugh hardly ran in the same circles, as John,  not only more inclined towards science,  was more of the type to want to spend a good time out than working on Cyphers. Still, they did often times cross paths in university.

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