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Meiko Kaji (梶芽衣子) in A Gangster’s Morals (盛り場仁義), 1970, directed by Yasuharu Hasebe (長谷部安春).

Scanned by me.

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カツブシよこせです

Give me bonito flakes!

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Me irl

Funny Neurodivergent, ADHD, ASD Memes

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Dinner's ready :)

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Copilot, over the 1MC DIVE DIVE followed by two blasts of the diving alarm DIVE DIVE.

The barquentine Mildred (1889) struck rocks at Gurnards Head on April 6th 1912 at midnight.The captain and crew rowed to St Ives and were saved.

Photo courtesy of Gibson’s of Scilly

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I’m not gonna trauma dump rn but man…

Confidence is the hardest shit to come by and it’s even worse when that’s the only thing people actually want to see from you. And on needing positive reinforcement, it only works if you believe it; at this point is assuming everything nice said to me is a lie meant to make me feel better about being worthless.

I feel like I'm never going to build real confidence. I'm always needing headpats from NCOs and officers or else I feel like I can't tell if I did a good job or not. It sucks. 20% of my brain is just a copy of my bitch dad criticizing and punishing me constantly no matter what.

NCO early in my career told me his goal was for me to be a confident airman. I'm a neurotic freak airman who doesn't make my bed and randomly walks up to ask TSgts to go "IS....... IS EVERYTHING OKAY!?!?!?!?!?" with huge eyes and shallow breaths for no reason every time I sit idle in uniform for more than 5 minutes. I don't know what it will take to make me feel like I deserve trust or respect. Every time someone mentions going in for an emergency after hours I feel like shit that I wasn't there. I wish I was permanent standby and that I didn't have weekends or lunch breaks.

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Mackenzie ダブルカセット

東芝ポータブルコンポRT-S98：広告－1982年

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“Sofia” 2009

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L + unqualified + officer training at 0500 + department level critique + “low standards and bad at [my] job”

Our newest Lt (been here about 6 months now) being a 24 year old who I find extremely cute platonically and constantly experience urges to mess with is such a problem

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Honestly I hear the shit that has happened/my dudes have been made to do and I really just wish I had enlisted instead… man let me fucking operate…

Our newest Lt (been here about 6 months now) being a 24 year old who I find extremely cute platonically and constantly experience urges to mess with is such a problem

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