(also, bbys, you have a right to bodily autonomy, make yrself at home in your body however that looks for you, gender is a choose your own adventure and I’m rooting for you, ily)
okay so theres an episode of whats new scooby doo where the gang goes home on valentines day, and i guess the studio really wanted to avoid the implication that daphne and fred were sleeping together because daphne and velma live together and fred lives with shaggy and scooby
but that attempt at avoiding anything risque backfired spectacularly because now it just seems like daphne and velma are a comfortably domestic couple and fred is trying to learn how to live with his boyfriends over excitable and really hungry great dane
I'm upsetti so time for a rant on the app no one sees.
I am someone who was sexually abused as a 12 year old and a repressed catholic, so naturally I thought ny high libido was a cause of this. Being sexual was always scary for me buy I felt free because even though these things have happened to me in the past, I was in control and able to make everything ok.
Well I think thats a lie, because I was coersed into sex recently and my entire idenity of my sexuality us being challenged. I was in control, and yet still I felt the need to say yes after saying no multiple times.
I think my sexual trauma has made me feel as though my only purpose is sexually, as if it's the only time people actually want me. The guy who did this never saw me as a friend, and always made sexual comments about me in general, and would play with my breasts and when I mentioned I want them gone because I'm trans, his response was "no you don't need to get rid of them" like ok fuck off
I feel weak, I feel out of control and like my body is disgusting, and that no matter how much stomach or chest hair I have, no matter how deep my voice is men only want to fuck me because they see me as a women.