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will i ever be accepted?
why is it so confusing being a hijabi in a world full of plastic coke and selfies? Clear example i applied for A Job and part of the job requirement was too attach my picture. once i did. i was rejected for the interview and told there wasn’t enough time to give feedback however if i was too loose the hijab I would have been successful. its a garment made from cotton or silk. whats the issue? i am doomed to be a failure. the constant judgment and no from everywhere i apply. one job said i’m too experienced. why is that a bad thing. i’m confused why a confident hardworking woman can’t have the job opportunities like her other racial counter parts. i know if I was caucasian they wouldn’t blink twice. where I work it is all caucasian. i and another girl are the only ethnic minority there. And we both have problems. Management especially my manager hates the way i work. I have probation review which is highly likely that I will be sacked by tuesday.The truth is I hate the job but I am having such difficulty replacing the job. either no reply or no to the interview. i’m not even a proper hijabi so this is why its hard for me to gain acceptance. i wear tights and a hijab so the aunties constantly gauk and when they hear my name. i can see the frowns and shame from a mile.
Furthermore the most important topic is i am single and 26 soon to be 27. why is this important you ask because i am an non-married individual who is considered elderly in my community. seriously you might be laughing but it is true. 26 is 66. so 27-67. how can a 66 year old have babies, be married, have a home. What annoys me is from 13 my mom has constantly talked of my marriage and men and that by being unmarried or not even considering it. god was unhappy with her, the angels were constantly cursing her for having a daughter unmarried and on her menstrual cycle. yet my moms success came from her separation. worked. raised children. bought her own home. no man to help.
for years even now i wanted friends from my own background. the friends i did have from my own background endeds horribly. all they did was bring each other down and talk about boys and how marrying your cousins was the only way to live
why are couples more dominant then single?
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