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“ She wakes. She feels sick. She passes out in her room, because no one came to her when she was having trouble breathing. She doesn't get found. She dies. ”

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“ I often wonder if this... ‘ Sally ’ fellow actually wants to help me or if she would just like to be a burden in my home. Because if she does want to exist only to annoy me and not let me talk to my friends, she should leave. Right now. ”

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“ I like to think about what my life would have been like if I had stayed with the band. Sometimes I lie awake and wonder, ‘Do my friends truly miss me? Or am I still a burden to them?’ But I know that the whole..staying away in my home thing is for my greater good. ”

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“ People would come up to me and say, ‘Don't you miss your band? Being outside and touring?’ And I would say, ‘Sometimes I miss my friends. But I know this is for the greater good for fixing my mental health.’ ”

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“ You are merely the entity who does not give into their existence. Sometimes you do not wish for things to happen, but they happen anyways. You may love living, but not love everything in life. Perhaps you didn't like love after all. ”

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IN HIS YOUTH, Rob Cantor would often feel left out and forgotten. It was because of this that he decided to start a band with a high school friend named Zubin Sedghi, who would go on to invite another person (who they knew through a mutual friend) named Andrew Horowitz. After this, the three would end up being contacted by Bora Karaca, who had an interest in joining the band after seeing them start it.

They would agree to letting Bora in, and he would be appointed Lead Guitarist. It was around this time as well that they would meet Steve Gallagher, who also was interested in joining a band.

The four members would let Steve in, and he was appointed the Drummer. However, after a short while of him being in the band, he would leave abruptly. No one quite knew why. Perhaps he just did not want to be the Drummer anymore, because of creative differences or something similar.

After he left, the remaining members began looking for a new Drummer, which they found through one of Bora's old friends from school, Ross Federman, who was interested in drumming.

They held a sort of, 'audition', mainly because at the time there was another man who wanted to join who appeared more skilled to Ross.

However, they heard Ross play, and they wanted him in the band more. And so he joined, and the completed band would be named Tally Hall, after a closed food court which was close to where the members (besides Andrew) grew up.

They would tour around the United States upon completing their first album, Marvin's Marvelous Mechanical Museum in 2005, which was named after a museum that they would visit consisting of old, coin-operated machines and a lot of interesting items.

But after a while, things began to get..a little strange.

During concerts, someone would almost always mess up a couple songs in some way. No one knew what was happening, but it started to get a little worrying after a while.

Stranger things would happen as well. Someone suddenly bolting off stage when performing, instruments being dropped, them playing the songs off-tune and barely singing the lyrics. A lot of things happened.

One day, on stage, everything was going normal; things were being played well, everyone looked happy, nothing looked wrong.

But something felt off. Very, very off.

During 'Just Apathy', Rob seemed..almost scared to start singing. Nobody knew why until nearly the end of the song when he collapsed on stage.

Everyone immediately set their instruments down and ran up to him, and people in the back of the crowd would try and peer forward to see what was going on, why they had suddenly stopped playing.

There was a curtain lowered, and the five members didn't come back out again that night.

After three days of that incident happening, a band member (Most likely Zubin Sedghi, the media is lost) would go on to talk about what was next for the band.

Someone would say, “Oh, Rob's fine. We were just really excited to play that night, is all,” when he would infact not be fine.

Tally Hall would go on to play one more concert before suddenly going on a break. All they would say about it is, “We're terribly sorry to anyone excited to go to our future concerts, but we have decided to go on a break for a while.”

No one's quite sure how long they would be on break for, but whenever they would appear on a radio show or an interview, Rob would not be there. Fans started to get concerned; the man was, essentially, completely wiped off the face of the earth, as he didn't post on any of his social medias either.

They still don't really know what happened to Rob. He was just..gone. He had posted something only once, three days after the break, and then never again.

Missing posters started to appear around town, even; but no one would ever call the number, because no one had information on him.

Those posters would get more faded every day and eventually just disappear.

Nobody knew if he was even still alive, and they still don't.

But, eight months after the break, the Tally Hall recording studio would start to receive mysterious packages and letters that were highly believed by the band members to be sent by Rob.

Ross would often be the one opening them, and the contents would vary from scribbled out drawings and messages to stuffed animals and even more.

These would severely unnerve Ross, and so he never told any of the other members about these things until the third one came in; a package with four stuffed animals, each one with a note on it to each Tally.

We're not quite sure what they were, as they never said, only showing the box as proof of a send-in from somebody.

The post that contained the image of the box read, “We got a rather strange package in today. The address wasn't specific at all, so we don't know how it could have possibly been delivered here.”

But the rest of the packages and letters are a different story.

For now, no one has seen Rob in a long while. We hope he'll show up again in something soon.

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“ Unknown to my previous knowledge, my friends have been trying to contact me through various means. Telephones, my closed windows, and such. You know the deal. But I do not answer, because I know they're looking for a way to pity me into coming back outside. I will not take their offer. ”

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“ What are you supposed to do when you are the victim of an entity who refuses to leave you alone? ”

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“ I think it is the year 2005. My calendar says that it is. However, I have not been outside in a long while. This means it may not be 2005 anymore. But, it may also be. I do not know. I cannot know until I go outside and ask someone what year it is. Until then, my knowledge is limited. ”

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“ Time has passed, and I still rot in my home, left alone to sit in the dim light of my candles. My friends and I do not speak, however we will send letters, so I suppose that..is speaking? Well, either way. I have not left my home in three weeks. My friends worry, but I tell them, ‘Worry not, for I will return in six years’. That doesn't stop their concern. ”

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this blog is coming i prommy. just gotta make like. everything

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