copperheadwilson

[copperheadwilson]

That… is a lot.

”Wait holy shit sis your back?! Oh my gods I fucking missed you so much! If you leave like that again I’ll punch you >:(((((!”

Sorry! I had to flee the country on super short notice!! Went off the grid for a bit too.

[copperheadwilson]

You could tell me about it if you want. I should probably get caught up on what’s going on.

”Wait holy shit sis your back?! Oh my gods I fucking missed you so much! If you leave like that again I’ll punch you >:(((((!”

Sorry! I had to flee the country on super short notice!! Went off the grid for a bit too.

[copperheadwilson]

”Wait holy shit sis your back?! Oh my gods I fucking missed you so much! If you leave like that again I’ll punch you >:(((((!”

Sorry! I had to flee the country on super short notice!! Went off the grid for a bit too.

[copperheadwilson]

Yeah, I may have stabbed a few people, but at least I'm not racist.

[copperheadwilson]

ya kno id neva hurt ya on purpose right?

Of course I know that.

[copperheadwilson]

babes dw what others think

Sorry for the late response, had to flee the country for a bit. I'm back, though.

[copperheadwilson]

[DRENCHED IN BLOOD] we really should all do this again next week, yes

[copperheadwilson]

Hey :3

hey :3 (with the intention of fistfighting)

[copperheadwilson]

Hey guys! Just so you know I might be really slow answering anons/ rbs rn bc I am not doing good.

Idk how long this is gonna last but I just wanted to let you guys know what’s going on so you know I’m not just lurking and ignoring things for now reason.

If yall wanna send me anything with good vibes or that’s just silly rn, please do I could use the positivity.

I will be reblogging this to all of my accounts.

Details below the cut, read the tags for triggers.

So I’m genuinely not doing well and I haven’t been for a while. Being on tumblr and especially doing the rp has helped a ton and I can’t express my gratitude enough for this community.

Last night I made an attempt on my life as some of you might already know.

Luckily, I did not do enough research on the meds I took to overdose and found out that it wasn’t gonna kill me about halfway through the experience.

I have been suicidal since i can remember, so this is not something new. Even though this was only my second attempt.

I am safe rn and I have support and I plan to work on a real solution to these problems which might include dropping out of school.

I’ve briefly brushed on these ideas within the rp as a way of coping, which I know is not the healthiest approach, but it does help to be able to express it and vent through the anonymity of rp.

I don’t want to publicly talk about my trauma so I’m going to leave it at that.

If anybody is worried or needs further reassurance, I understand, and my dms on all of my accounts are open. I may not respond immediately but I will try to respond when I can. I know this is a lot to hear from someone you may only vaguely know through the fun little rp world.

I know I’m not the only one struggling with these issues in this community. If you are struggling, please reach out to someone. I know reaching out is scary and it’s a large burden to put on someone, but it’s so much better than just disappearing. People in this community want to help.

Thank you all for all of the support I’ve gotten through this community. It genuinely means the world to me.

[copperheadwilson]

Okay. We'll talk soon.

”Can we talk? I know this is pretty random but please be safe and careful around Jacyn…something about him is off and I don’t want you getting hurt. I’m happy that you made a friend but just something about him gives me tag ick. And that’s coming from me.”

Signed Cameron Wilson

Sure, we can talk.

Jacyn is my friend, and I like him. He's helping me learn how to be a good friend.

Why? What's wrong?

[copperheadwilson]

As you should. Good job, I'm proud of you.

”Can we talk? I know this is pretty random but please be safe and careful around Jacyn…something about him is off and I don’t want you getting hurt. I’m happy that you made a friend but just something about him gives me tag ick. And that’s coming from me.”

Signed Cameron Wilson

Sure, we can talk.

Jacyn is my friend, and I like him. He's helping me learn how to be a good friend.

Why? What's wrong?

[copperheadwilson]

Good job on making a new friend! Good that Michael's gone. I forgot you were in school. How's that going?

”Can we talk? I know this is pretty random but please be safe and careful around Jacyn…something about him is off and I don’t want you getting hurt. I’m happy that you made a friend but just something about him gives me tag ick. And that’s coming from me.”

Signed Cameron Wilson

Sure, we can talk.

Jacyn is my friend, and I like him. He's helping me learn how to be a good friend.

Why? What's wrong?

[copperheadwilson]

How have you been doing recently? I don't hear from you much these days.

”Can we talk? I know this is pretty random but please be safe and careful around Jacyn…something about him is off and I don’t want you getting hurt. I’m happy that you made a friend but just something about him gives me tag ick. And that’s coming from me.”

Signed Cameron Wilson

Sure, we can talk.

Jacyn is my friend, and I like him. He's helping me learn how to be a good friend.

Why? What's wrong?

[copperheadwilson]

... I will

”Can we talk? I know this is pretty random but please be safe and careful around Jacyn…something about him is off and I don’t want you getting hurt. I’m happy that you made a friend but just something about him gives me tag ick. And that’s coming from me.”

Signed Cameron Wilson

Sure, we can talk.

Jacyn is my friend, and I like him. He's helping me learn how to be a good friend.

Why? What's wrong?

[copperheadwilson]

Jacyn wouldn't hurt me. He's a good friend. And we have a lot in common.

”Can we talk? I know this is pretty random but please be safe and careful around Jacyn…something about him is off and I don’t want you getting hurt. I’m happy that you made a friend but just something about him gives me tag ick. And that’s coming from me.”

Signed Cameron Wilson

Sure, we can talk.

Jacyn is my friend, and I like him. He's helping me learn how to be a good friend.

Why? What's wrong?

[copperheadwilson]

It's fine! It was one time. We're still good friends. He doesn't have to be perfect. We both know I'm not.

”Can we talk? I know this is pretty random but please be safe and careful around Jacyn…something about him is off and I don’t want you getting hurt. I’m happy that you made a friend but just something about him gives me tag ick. And that’s coming from me.”

Signed Cameron Wilson

Sure, we can talk.

Jacyn is my friend, and I like him. He's helping me learn how to be a good friend.

Why? What's wrong?

[copperheadwilson]

He nearly stuck my hand in a fire while we were cooking... He wanted to make sure I trusted him... I'm pretty sure he was joking...

”Can we talk? I know this is pretty random but please be safe and careful around Jacyn…something about him is off and I don’t want you getting hurt. I’m happy that you made a friend but just something about him gives me tag ick. And that’s coming from me.”

Signed Cameron Wilson

Sure, we can talk.

Jacyn is my friend, and I like him. He's helping me learn how to be a good friend.

Why? What's wrong?