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Lara this is specifically for you. When you read this you broke your promise and when I ever find out idk but it won't be nice for me

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Everything you're feeling is valid. It might be not nice or inaproriate at times, even problematic. But it is valid. You're allowed to feel things. It's outside your control. It's ok.

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Shigiraki : I can’t go, I’ve used up all of my energy for today.

Magne : you literally just woke up?

Magne : All you did was say good morning.

Shigiraki : Unbelievable! That’s the thanks I get for participating in human interaction

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Hi so Ehm getting notes is cool and all but I really prefer likes over reblogsm I mean reblogs are cool too more people will see my post probably and I like attention and all but I also get overwhelmed and I don't get why people would reblog a post where I say something stupid.. I mean I posted it because I thought it was funny but I didn't thought other people would find it funny enough to reblog. I mean thank you but why?

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I really like attention.

And getting so many notes on my other blogs are nice and horrible.

It gives me a feeling of validation.

It also freaks me out.

I don't know I am confused

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I joined a discord server in November and I like the people there and I like to talk to them but now there are forty people and it's a bit owerwhelming for me. There is either none or eight people at once online but this is too much for me so I don't really talk in that server. I mean I do but not really.

Today I joined another server with two people and I already love them but yeah. I can talk in this server without being overwhelmed. One of them is also in the other server. That's how even found it but I hate how easily I get overwhelmed.

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I am sitting at my desk. I really want to do my work for history class. But I can't. I even put my phone away for am hour but I just sat there. I can't concentrate but I need to finish this. I need this tomorrow in the first period.

I really want to participate in class on my own and not just when the teacher tells me to read something out loud I didn't do.

But I can't bring myself to actually get any work done. What do I do? How do I do?

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I am owherwhelmed but don't know how to spell it

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How do you text with people? Like I am confused.

When I don't text my "in reallife" friend that's okay they know I am still alive and I can hang out with them in silence.

But I recently made an online friend and I love her (platonically) but how do I keep this up? I don't know what to write? I don't wanna seem rude and I don't know what to do when she is not answering. Is it my fault? Did I do something wrong? Or has she just not been online?

(I really hope she doesn't see this because then I would be embarrassed.. hey if you do see this please

I also joined a discord server with lovely people but I am to scared to write something sometimes. One thing is English is not my first language so my vocabulary is limited and it feels like I'm always answering the same. And recently I write something and noone answered and later much later someone else wrote something in the same channel. I felt a mixed feeling out if embarrassment, anger and sadness. But I'd loved to text more with them instead of just reading their conversations.

You know I am very emotional but don't know how to put in text. I also don't know how to read what others are writing. Like what they mean? Does someone understand this?

If someone could help me and I have know Idea how that should happen I'd be very happy