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Headaches are worth the result.

Hunger aches are worth the result.

Dizziness is worth the result.

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The shitty part is that, when I do it right, ⭐️ing works soooo good

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i want my bones to show

i want to fit into the tiniest clothes

i want to look pretty and skinny in every picture

i want to get my gw

i want to look good with skirts and jeans on

i want to be skinny

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Thoughts I repeat to myself when I feel like I'm gonna binge:

☆ No flavor is worth ruining my progress.

☆ I'm not hungry, just anxious.

☆ Can I have just some of this in moderation?

☆ I don't want this food right now, I want something to make me happy, and that could be the body I'll have if I don't give up now.

☆ I'd rather this food or my dream body?

☆ An hour later I'll forget this food, but the guilt and weight will stay with me for days.

☆ How is this food gonna approach me my UGW?

☆ Pretty girls don't stuff their face.

☆ The me I want to be wouldn't eat like this.

☆ The satisfaction this food will give me won't compare as the satisfaction of my jeans size going down.

☆ 5 minutes of satisfaction and a week of regret? or 1 hour of resistance and a life of enjoyment?

☆ Looking with tears at my plate or looking with at smile at my mirror?

☆ An hour after this I'll be crying full of sugar and excuses.

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This may sound so fucked but do you ever feel like so much better than everyone else when they’re eating and you’re not, especially when it’s sugary shit… like you’re fat & i’m not! but at the same time I envy tf outta them.

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The feeling when it’s in your mouth is amazing, but once it goes to my stomach I feel the guilt.

Think about the feeling after.

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yearning

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Weighing myself is so bad for my mental health.

Even if I lose weight, I still didn’t lose enough.

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I hate calories.

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Counting the days till I look all delicate and thin like this 😍😍😍🪽 #NTAGASF

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I got 99 problems, losing weight would solve 100 of them.

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Best thinspo quotes (I'll add more to the blog later)

"Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels" "Thinner is the winner" "No excuses, just results" "Don't stop when ur tired, stop when ur done" "Skip dinner, end up thinner" "I'm not there yet, but im closer then yesterday" "There is no TRY, only DO" "Weightless is the best thing ever" "Dont eat, taste" "You're stomach isn't growling, its APPLAUDING" "Hungry to bed and hungry to rise will make a gap between the thighs" "Coffee and smokes and cold diet cokes are what skinny people are made of" "Suck it up so one day you want have to suck it in" "You get what you work for, not what you wish for" "The letter I is the only difference between fit and fat"

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“You will forget the taste, but the clothes you barely squeeze your self into will remind you”

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food noise is loud. but the sound of you complaining about how fat you are and how much you wanna lose weight is a LOT louder. choose your "loud".

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“Congrats on the weight loss” -> “I’m worried about how small your getting” pipeline is by far the best one

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whenever something bad happens to me I always blame it on the fact that I'm fat

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I don’t care if it hurts. I wanna have control. I WANT A PERFECT BODY.