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Star Wars: Episode III – Revenge of the Sith (2005)

Dir. George Lucas

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I have finals coming up. I won't disappear, because I don't hiatus. I also have been rewatching Grey's Anatomy. 3 seasons in a week. But, I'm up for new things on here and the multi. Some multi characters are more finicky. As you all know, discord is easier for me to write on, when I'm knee deep in homework.

May and June are kind of both sucky months for me, but my anniversary is in June. 20 years.

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HAYDEN CHRISTENSEN as DARTH VADER Star Wars: Episode III - Revenge of the Sith (2005) Obi-Wan Kenobi - Part III (2022)

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God save the most judgmental creeps who say they want what's best for me

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My birthday is in right at an hour, my time. I likely will be here and on my multi tomorrow and watching a baseball game, obviously.

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I thought you despised Taylor Swift?

You know I use stat counter, right? Pretty sure you do. It's that easy for me to figure out who sends an anon.

I don't like her as a person, no. But unfortunately, some of her songs fit Anakin, Vader and some of his ships. I actually have started to enjoy her a lot more.

Go find someone else to bother, please. I have no time for this.

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Who's afraid of little ol' me is 100% Vader about Obi-Wan. No, I'm not shipping them.

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In a way that sort of criticism, I think, comes from a certain failure of their own suspension of disbelief.

HAPPY 43RD BIRTHDAY HAYDEN CHRISTENSEN Born April 19, 1981 | Vancouver, Canada

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HAPPY 43rd BIRTHDAY HAYDEN CHRISTENSEN April 19, 1981 - Vancouver, Canada Hayden Christensen + Letterboxd (insp x,x,x)

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He is in pain, physically and mentally. But, his new master said that those were powerful things to feel. Mostly, he didn't like anyone telling him to feel. He'd put up with it from stupid Yoda and Obi-Wan, for years.

"It exists, okay? We both know it does." His voice had come out harsher than he had meant it.

When she used his name, he sighed. He didn't like his actual name anymore. Anyone who still had used it had abandoned him.

"I guess I just needed to hear someone say that they still believed in me, no matter what side of any of this I am on."

She senses there's omission in his retelling ( mostly, she senses pain ).

"You speak of it now. You give it existence now."

She guides his gaze down to meet her own. Light green to sith yellow. Makes her miss ocean blues. Her thumb rolls over his cheekbone. She's still here. He's still there. She can feel him.

"I still care for you, Anakin..." Her Balarilian bedroom gives them needed privacy. The curtains drawn in for the night. No one would bother them at this hour.

She stood irresolute and still. "Why have you come to me?" It's been gnawing her raw since his arrival. Despite how much she feels the darkness has swallowed him, he speaks to her as he's always done.

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"My mother. She is the only thing I miss about Tattooine. Being raised a slave doesn't give you many happy memories. I shouldn't have left her but Master Qui-Gon said that it was time for me to be a Jedi. I'm not supposed to miss her, because of the whole attachment thing, but I don't care. I don't listen to half of what Obi-Wan tells me to do, anyway."

Before he had seen her again just days ago, he had imagined what she would look like now. She looked like she did when she was younger but older and even more beautiful. He had heard about what she was doing now around Coruscant, but he was either off somewhere with Obi-Wan or busy at the temple. Besides, what was he supposed to do, show up at the Senate and tell her 'look I'm older now.' She took his breath away.

This was his first assignment alone. Granted, he had rescued Obi-Wan a time or two, along the way. He was being held back and it annoyed him. He was twenty now. He still was a Padawan. He was going to make sure nothing happened to her. She was important to him and he also had something to prove.

He couldn't resist the smirk, because kissing her had been better than anything he remembered happening. It was even more exciting than the last podrace that he had seen.

"You want to go swimming? Down there? With sand around the water?"

He really was serious about how he felt about sand.

"I wish I knew more about Tatooine," she admitted. In truth, she had thought it a terrible place--cruel, unforgiving, and shocking in what policies were still allowed, slavery at the top of the list. But it was the world that had made Anakin, and so it could not be all bad. Anyway, Padme believed no place was beyond saving. "There seems so much you disliked, but there must be things you miss too. Is there?" She looked up at him.

Even his smile made her nervous. There was something in his gaze, something far more intense than the weight of a whole crowd staring at her upon a podium. Padme was accustomed to be stared at, to being on the receiving end of the public's curiosities--and their blame and admiration in equal measure. As queen, she had grown up in the public eye, grown used to the idea that none of her life would ever truly be private. What she wore was strategic and thought through to the last stitch--elaborate dresses that were really far more elaborate armor, hair that was shaped just the right way to hold weapons between the curls. Attendants stood outside her door when she slept, sampled her food before she ate it, read her letters and opened her packages, searching for hidden dangers. Things had calmed some since she became senator, but now, with this new threat on the horizon, she felt that closing sensation around her once more, the feeling that had once brought her to this very spot, staring out over the water, daydreaming about an island where no one would follow her, a warm summer's day, laying in the sand, with no responsibilities or pressures.

In another world, perhaps this would be a calming, rejuvenating vacation. But Padme was not that girl--not someone who even knew how to take a day off--and with Anakin as her protector, she could not relax, not stop the ever rapid beating of her heart. This was a different sort of pressure than politics, a different sort of attention than she was used to. His gaze was heavier than any dress or wig she'd ever worn as queen, and now, in this thin little slip of a thing, her own hair braided down her back, she felt as exposed in her heart as was the skin on her shoulders and down to the square of her back.

"No," she said simply. "I shouldn't. You saw very well what happened last time. We can't--" She looked him in the eye, finally, and saw the smile curled around his lips. She wanted to smile back, to give a playful retort, but she bit her lip instead and pulled away from the balcony, her expression unreadable--a skill being queen had taught her long ago. "I'd like to go swimming," she said curtly. The cool water would, she hoped, clear her head. Without another word, she turned back into the villa, walking away from him and back into her dressing room to grab a suit.

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rb and tell me what’s your most re watched movie.. and be honest

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“It should have been me.”

“What kind of person can’t even protect their own family?”

“Siblings protect each other. And I failed.”

“I failed you.”

“I would trade places with him/her in a second.”

“The was nothing I wouldn’t have done for him/her.”

“I don’t know how to go on without him/her here.”

“The only star that guided me was you.”

“She/he would have wanted us to move on.”

“I wish I could turn back time and do things differently.”

“I dream of him/her coming back, but when I wake, I am all alone again.”

“All I could do was watch in horror and do nothing.”

“I have never felt so helpless before, as I did back then.”

“I feel so guilty for being here, when he/she can’t.”

“They had their whole life ahead of them.”

“No one should outlive their children/friends.”

“I would do anything for just one more moment with them.”

“They left a void no one can fill.”

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𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑺𝑬𝑹𝑷𝑬𝑵𝑻 & 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑾𝑰𝑵𝑮𝑺 𝑶𝑭 𝑵𝑰𝑮𝑯𝑻. 🐍

quotes from the first book of carissa broadbent's crown of nyaxia series . might be spoilery but i didn't include names . tw for cursing , death , suggestive content . for all your vampire , enemy ( to lovers ) & reluctant allies dynamics . * feel free to change roles , pronouns .

𝙸. 𝙳𝚄𝚂𝙺.

" don't look away. " " this place is a fucking disaster. " " never guessed you were pretty under all of that. " " i take no criticism from a drowned rat like you. " " which reminds me, i have something for you. " " made me think of you. " " it's a good color for you. " " youth is wasted on the young. beauty, too. " " you're sweet. prickly, but sweet. in an acidic sort of way. like a pineapple. " " i'm tired. tired of being afraid. " " crazy old bitch. " " don't drink yourself to death. " " you're dead here. try again. "

𝙸𝙸. 𝙵𝚄𝙻𝙻 𝙼𝙾𝙾𝙽.

" you are prey in a world of predators. " " may the Mother guide you. " " i was trying to save your life. " " i'm not a fool. " " are you deaf, or just stupid? " " you're unfriendly. " " ally with me. " " top of the eastern tower. if you change your mind. " " you'll be easy to kill later. "

𝙸𝙸𝙸. 𝚆𝙰𝙽𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙼𝙾𝙾𝙽.

" a gift from a goddess. " " i have a gift for you. " " you're a demanding little thing, aren't you? " " becasue i'm nice and pretty. " " OPEN. THIS. FUCKING. DOOR. " " remember right now exactly how lucky you are. " " i feel sorry for her. " " that was a foolish decision. " " i taught you better. " " i would have been there, if i could. " " keep those teeth ready, little serpent. " " watch their back, but don't let them see yours. " " use him. but never allow him to use you. " " what in the seven fucking hells is wrong with you? " " we can't cooporate if you won't let me get close to you. " " i won't even dignify that with a response. " " you're working against me, not with me. " " you are afraid of me. " " i'm not going to hurt you. how close do i have to get without splitting you open to make you believe that? " " i don't know how i ever thought this was gonna work. " " don't let them take her. "

𝙸𝚅. 𝙷𝙰𝙻𝙵 𝙼𝙾𝙾𝙽.

" you're many things. but a good actress is not one of them. " " we're losing moonlight. " " don't you worry about me. " " get the fuck away from her. " " i'll be back. don't burn to death. " " i called and called but he wouldn't answer. " " we're surrounded by those who would like to see us dead. " " don't forget those teeth of yours. you will need them. " " daughter of the moon. welcome. " " i'm sorry for what i'm about to do to you. " " i'm glad your bedside manner is about as delicate as i would have expected. " " too late for that. you're stuck with me. " " did you miss me? " " i'm coming for you. " " you worried me. i should have known better. "

𝚅. 𝙲𝚁𝙴𝚂𝙲𝙴𝙽𝚃 𝙼𝙾𝙾𝙽.

" return to the church at sundown. " " you were fucking magnificent. " " something bothers you. " " a dance? " " one more dance. " " give me one honest thing. " " are you going to kill me? " " you might destroy me anyway. " " that wasn't how i'd imagined making you come for the first time. " " you seem to be good at winning the hearts of ill-tempered creatures. " " we have enough if we ration. " " it finally happened. you've lost your mind. " " after everything, you're still afraid of me? " " i'm not a fucking animal. " " didn't think i'd see you again. " " you said it yourself. you don't have a choice. " " you can still say no. " " don't do anything stupid. " " we need to run right now. "

𝚅𝙸. 𝙽𝙴𝚆 𝙼𝙾𝙾𝙽.

" you look them in the eye. " " i gave you everything. i made you all that you are. " " don't look at me that way. " " kiss me. " " we'll probably die tomorrow. " " show me something worth living for. " " i've done a lot of thinking about you. " " i would beg, for you, i would. " " you have fucking destroyed me. " " there she is. " " give me a fair fight and i'll give you a fair death. " " i'm glad it was you. " " end it. " " i know what it is to lose half of one's soul. " " so many mistakes in the end. never you. " " you're safe. "

𝚅𝙸𝙸. 𝙽𝙸𝙶𝙷𝚃.

" i was ready to let it all go for you. " " that is the stupidest plan i have ever heard. " " we will find the answers. " " everything looks so much more peaceful now, doesn't it? " " power is a bloody business. " " and there is no one i would rather have beside me. " " i give you my body. i give you my blood. i give you my soul. " " i'd like to be alone. " " you look like shit. " " better this than dead. " " what's the plan? " " you can find me when you need me. "

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TCW has done irreparable damage to the way people view the character of Anakin Skywalker and his relationship with Padmé Amidala.

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My punishment in hell would be having to edit CARRDS for all eternity.

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Send me '☯ + a scene from my characters canon' and I will drabble it from my character's POV.