corruptkpr

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Thanks bro

yay, another fucking birthday that I will NOT celebrate.

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it'll be on the 21st, but thank you :d

yay, another fucking birthday that I will NOT celebrate.

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yay, another fucking birthday that I will NOT celebrate.

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fnf song: throws 3-4 arrows at me in a row my keyboard which can only register 2 keystrokes at a time: and here you going to die lol

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I don't know what to think anymore, is it the device or is the problem not on my end? I haven't had a network for over a day this time. What the hell?? I really started to think that my device broke and I need to get a new one. But today it's working again. this has happened before, usually for a few hours, but not for a fucking day?! ..whatever it is, it's burning the last of my nerves. Before this, everything worked just fine, at least until this year. and now I feel like they are trying to deprive me of the last harmony in this four-fucked existence. And the other frustrating thing is that I can't figure out what's going on. I don't have enough resources available to figure out the cause.

and this year.. I just HATE it already. Last month I was without electricity for 4 days without any warning and these creatures did it on the 1st of April, apparently thinking it was fucking funny. this month - this rap with internet. I DON'T want to know what ELSE will happen next. At such moments the disadvantages of living alone are especially acutely felt.

every time I tell myself "it's time to pull myself together and clean up the shit that's gathered around me", and life perceives this as a challenge and starts throwing at me not just lemons, but fucking grenades. life, if you can hear me.. GET THE FUCK OUT OF ME WITH YOUR TRIALS AND LET ME JUST FUCKING LIVE ALREADY, DAMN IT.

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YALLLLLL

IM ABOUT TO FUCKING LOSE IT IF I HAVENT ALREADY

THIS IDIOT, WHO CLEARLY NEVER FUCKING LEARNS TO STOP USING PPLS SHIT W/O CREDIT, IS DOING IT YET AGAIN, THIS TIME WITH MY OLD ARTFIGHT ART OF ASMO, @teddiboo ‘s CHILD

YEAH, IM FUCKIN TALKING ABOUT YOU @yourlocalcostplayer

I LITERALLY ONLY HAVE YOU UNBLOCKED ON HERE FOR THE TIME BEING JUST TO SHOW TEDDY AND A FEW OTHERS YOUR FUCKASS SHITTY “Apology” FROM THE FIRST TIME, AND NOW TO PUT YOU ON BLAST YET AGAIN.

Need I remind you what happened last time you used someone’s art w/o credit?

You were banned from that server!

Also! You got to be the center of attention yet again for doing stupid shit!

EVERYONE knows what you’ve done and they DONT LIKE IT.

So- here are your options before I report you to Discord; either give me credit in the top part of your about me for fucking once, OR- and this is INSANELY PREFERRED- DONT FUCKING USE MY ART, OR ANY OF MY FRIEND’S ART, EVER FUCKING AGAIN, GOT IT?

Those are your only options. We are not friends. We will NEVER be friends, ESPECIALLY after this. And I hope to GOD that you knock this behavior the FUCK OFF before you get into VERY SERIOUS trouble. I’ll give you a day to (preferably) change your PFP to your own art, or to credit me for fucking once in your goddamn life before I report your dumbass for either theft or impersonation, depending on which option they have.

Theft; because you haven’t credited me ONCE which could very easily mean you’re trying to claim it as your own, AND I NEVER gave you permission to use my art

Impersonation; because you didn’t credit me, I can VERY EASILY say you’re trying to impersonate being the artist for that PFP

Don’t fucking test me again, you get a DAY. If it’s not fixed by tomorrow then I’m reporting you to discord. No hesitation.

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how do you do, fellow Creatives™

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When a person shows some worryng signs but claims to be fine when you asked them, creating the feeling that they are expecting you to be persistent… No. I can't fucking read minds and be sure if you really are fine or pretending. And my empathy may just turns into irritation, to be honest. If you want or need to talk about something, don't expect me to figure it out myself, and if you tell me not to worry, I'll do so, because it's easier to respect your wishes than to play these fucking charades again. I may be paranoid, but I already know such signals too well.

And I am WILDLY tired of individuals who always want to check my level of care and involvement in their environment like that, although they themselves are hardly around when I need it, bc it's always easier to say "oh, I don't know how to empathize and care uwu".

Ugh. Maybe I really do worry more than I should.

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Thank you for being alive. *sigh* I don't know what I feel now, I'm just glad that it didn't turn out to be reality after all...

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I will mourn. I have nothing more to say about this. it hurts.

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ahh, one day I'll fix my life enough to stop whining like a sore loser instead of posting something good.

Almost half of my life has been an unequal struggle with my own psyche.

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Nobody cares what's in your head or heart. So just stop whining and make them art. That's all they want.

That's why I don't want to draw anymore. My inner demons will eat me up and no one will notice. Why am I even needed here? One more, one less, people don't need losers anyway.

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First the letters, now also tag me in the comments. I don't know you, you don't know me or my situation, I have no money or popularity, and I don't trust you in this age of scammers, leave me the fuck alone. Otherwise I'll move from sympathy to cursing.

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REEEEEEEEEEEE!

We heard you like Eclipse soooo…the Eclipse tertiary gene is now available for Modern and select Ancients!

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Mental breakdown.

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Got tagged here and on Twitter that clip compilation of Keanu and his he he he laugh

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…why do I keep trying to please people who don't value me? I really need to follow my own advice. I'm tired of this. I don’t owe anything to anyone simply by virtue of my origin.

I'm tired of watching many others get everything just for the fact of existence, while I get only insults and contempt for the same thing, not to mention all those attempts to kill me.

Why do I even try knowing that it will never change. they'll continue to make me a laughing stock or a scapegoat. Or both.