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i would never be anything but accepting and welcoming of who you are. that’s what i want. i want to be friends with you. im sorry you felt like you couldn’t be honest. i miss you so much. i would love to get to know you again.

thank you

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when we first started talking, you asked me if i would ever let you push me away because you’re scared. i said no- of course not. and i tried. i tried so hard. but i was blocked. and i wanted to respect your wishes, of course, and your boundaries. but not a day has gone by where i don’t miss you more than anything in the world. i have to fight myself to not message you most nights. i have not left you. i have not left. i am always here. and i always care. i promise. it is okay. if you need to be loved, you know you can come to me.

when i left you it was because i was overwhelmed and scared. i wasnt ready for a relationship -- and im probably still not -- and it made me feel like i had to pretend to be someone i wasnt for your sake. everything with school and my health was piling up and i couldn't handle being around enough to keep up with the relationship we had, which was on me for not just letting myself be honest. it hurt so much but i feel it was necessary at that point.

i have missed you though, every day.

and i hope that now i might be able to be friends again. i dont think i can handle anything more, and im not the type of person you need for more than that.

im antisocial and shy and introverted and unaffectionate and never around. i cant be relied on, i cant be yours, i cant love you as anything more than a friend. but if you are willing to accept that then i would love to be friends again.

i miss you

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One year old already!!!

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Overtly Overly Evil Oval Attacking the Officers of the Apophis Office.

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okay i wanna try something:

trans women are women

trans women are valid and strong

trans women belong in the community

trans women belong in tumblr

trans women belong in lgbtqia+ spaces

trans women deserve rights just as much as everybody else

yeah that's good

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I truly believe that melanie king is a bisexual woman because why else would she just discard her stated singular driving goal of killing elias to death badly with her own two hands just because martin said "please" unless his tear stained face and kicked puppy demeanor ignited a latent "I must Protect and Heed this damsel in distress" instinct within her. martin's greatest strength is that every remotely paranormal-adjacent person within a five mile radius wants him so badly it makes them look stupid and he is Always willing to use this power for personal gain.

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if the band leaves the trench/dema story open ended (like close the book on clancy as a character but leave the world itself open to us) i'm still a strong believer that trench/dema would make for an amazing analog horror series for any medium honestly. honestly it doesn't even have to be horror either!

it could even become its own "demaverse" thing if enough people get into making their own pov's and doing colabs and crossing stories with eachother!

video, audio, drawn, written, literally any medium could be used for it! we can continue the world, the story, our stories, even after the band have finished the story of clancy!

i don't know. just an idea.

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i hate how my parents act like a flare up can be fixed by resting the 'right' way, or that they wont happen again in future if i do all the right things.

like,,, no?? thats not how it works, this just happens sometimes! and getting natural light, or not looking at my phone, or not eating any sugar isnt going to fix that

ughh it just makes me feel worse :[[

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jonny for my school art class :]

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BLURRY10VERSARY!!!!!!!!!

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Everyone being prepared for the eye to close and have at least one day of silence? Wrong here comes blurryface with a steel chair

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being the worlds greatest detective is a male dominated field, we need more brave women like Cordelia Cupp to break this glass ceiling and regaling us with their fascinating eccentricities

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rusty quill blaming podcast where we list every emotion jonny and alex ever gave us and get them to pay for our therapy

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even MOAR update HURRAY!!!!!

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When ur mutuals w/ some cool ass people rb if u agree

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"I asked ChatGPT--"

Yeah well, I asked the wasps nest in my attic. It sang its answer so beautifully to me, but I am so very afraid of it. Perhaps it will soothe my itching soul...

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