cosmic-jedi-knight

[cosmic-jedi-knight]

Check out my cartoon!

[cosmic-jedi-knight]

Life update

31 years old.

21 months sober.

I've lost 227 pounds as of today, June 24th 2024

Still Single and it's brutal lmao

My baby lola passed on but my boy Brutus now rules supreme.

I don't miss my old life but I still miss you and always will.

Hope everyone is well.

[cosmic-jedi-knight]

I’m,30 years old now

Six months sober

I’ve lost 140+ pounds after getting to 420 pounds lol blaze it

Ive never been happier.

I hope life is blessing you the same

I still think about you, not the same, but still with love regardless.

[cosmic-jedi-knight]

Lately, I’ve gotten into building toy ships.

Here are a few.

[cosmic-jedi-knight]

I’m tired of being filled with so much hate

So much I can’t let go of that doesn’t even matter anymore.

I’m tired of being tired because all of myself goes into trying to pump this dead heart of mine.

“Life’s too short to be pissed off all the time.”

[cosmic-jedi-knight]

Please keep your distance.

[cosmic-jedi-knight]

I hope it stays dark forever I hope the worst isn't over And I hope you blink before I do And I hope I never get sober

[cosmic-jedi-knight]

Leaving this ghost of a road

I'm climbing hand over hand

Toward that pinprick of light

[cosmic-jedi-knight]

Hand me the world on a silver platter

And what good would it be

With no one to share, with no one who truly cares for me

[cosmic-jedi-knight]

Bought a kindle.

a real nice one.

Champagne gold, none of that lockscreen ad nonsense, 32 gb

no no, Cameron wants to make this count.

Fuck, I forgot how great it feels to slip out of your skin and into another world via a good fucking book. So cliché but it cannot be denied.

I love setting the screen to look like yellowed smoke scented hidden in the very back corner of the shop kinda books.

[cosmic-jedi-knight]

But I still haven't found what I'm looking for

I have kissed honey lips Felt the healing in her fingertips It burned like fire This burning desire

I have spoke with the tongue of angels I have held the hand of a devil It was warm in the night I was cold as a stone

But I still haven't found what I'm looking for

[cosmic-jedi-knight]

Still I'm proud to have known you for the short time that I did Glad to have been a step up on your way Proud to be a part of your illustrious career

[cosmic-jedi-knight]

I changed by not changing at all Small town predicts my fate Perhaps that's what no one wants to see

[cosmic-jedi-knight]

I lay awake and strap myself in the bed With a bulletproof vest on and shoot myself in the head (Bang)

[cosmic-jedi-knight]

I feel like masturbating

 'til my eyes pop out my skull!

and im drinkin' 'til my blood turns into wine..

 I'll crash my car into the river

Drowning out my soul

With a gun in my hand in case I don't die!

[cosmic-jedi-knight]

And it's you and it's me And we're sleeping through the day And I'm five years ago And three thousand miles away

[cosmic-jedi-knight]

‘3 things....’ asks!

1. 3 things you wish for

2. 3 movies you have rewatched many times

3. 3 songs that mean something to you

4. 3 topics you’d love to learn more about

5. 3 colors to paint your room

6. 3 characters that inspire you

7. 3 fruits that you love the most

8. 3 tv shows that you never get bored of

9. 3 things you like doing on a rainy day

10. 3 things you like eating with coffee

11. 3 books that you would recommend everyone to read

12. 3 apps you use the most

13. 3 classes you used to hate in middle school

14. 3 professions that you would like to try

15. 3 quotes that have a special place in your life

16. 3 drinks you consume the most

17. 3 tv couples you adore the most

18. 3 dream jobs you’ve had in your childhood

19. 3 animals you’d love to take care of in your house

20. 3 adjectives that you’d use to describe yourself

21. 3 things you are the most passionate about

22. 3 movies/books/tv shows that made you cry

23. 3 songs you listen to while cleaning

24. 3 places that makes you feel peaceful

25. 3 people you’d never get tired of

26. 3 countries you’d love to visit

27. 3 things you wish you did more often

28. 3 things you love cooking/baking

29. 3 characteristics of the person you aspire to be

30. 3 moments you could never forget

31. 3 types of flowers you love the most

32. 3 months you enjoy the most

33. 3 scented candles that you love the most

34. 3 people in history that inspire you the most

35. 3 vegetables that you like the taste of

36. 3 ways of traveling that you enjoy the most

37. 3 languages you would love to learn