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working two jobs really does it 🥹

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i want to die. im just not cut out for any of this.

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feel like everyone is getting termed

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。・゜・My Goals・゜・。

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❀ GW1: 120 ❀ Reward: Clothes❀ ✗

❀ GW2: 115 ❀ Reward: Perfume ❀

❀ GW3: 110 ❀ Reward: Cute Shoes ❀

❀ GW4: 105 ❀ Reward: Clothes ❀

❀ GW5: 100 ❀ Reward: Makeup and perfume ❀

❀ UGW: 95 ❀ Reward: Clothes ❀

°˖✧✿✧˖° Rules °˖✧✿✧˖°

❀ Five low res days and two met days a week.

❀ Low res days must never be above 1,000 cals. The extra cals will have to be burnt off.

❀ Met days must be at least 1,000 cals. 1,600 is preferable.

❀ Weigh everyday.

❀ Drink a minimum of 2 liters of water a day.

❀ Walk at least 3 days a week and a minimum of a mile.

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love reading to avoid the growing hunger inside of me.

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is losing weight so hard ? i hate my body.

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i feel like i just annoy people. im not wanted.

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sleeping on the couch tonight cuz my bf snores so heavily at night. kind of wish i was single and living on my own so i could do long fasts and not have to worry abt anyone noticing. also, peaceful sleeping. i can dream can’t i?!

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i just wanna be back to lw. though, even then i still felt like i looked fat, that i wasn’t skinny enough. will i ever be skinny enough? ik that that pouch at the bottom of my stomach is to protect my organs or whatever but can it please just fuck off, it’s messing up my skinny goals.

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forgot to post this here 🖤

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so conflicted about these things. i feel like it’s just gonna set me up for failure lol

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please i am begging lol

reblog to lose 15 pounds by may 31st

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excited yet afraid to weigh myself monday. started being a bit more strict with my diet, like cutting sugar and cutting back on salt. i also started working out more so unfortunately i can’t weigh myself like mid workout week or else the scale will be all messed up from water retention.

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started to try to diet healthily but just gained weight instead. been trying to since january and no progress. so here i am, back again lol. gonna slowly decrease my current cal count for hopefully max results and to ease back into the restriction. last week i ate at 1,600 cals so this week im gonna drop down to 1,400 and so on. the week after i’ll go down to 1,200 then 1,000 then 800. when i reach 600 i’ll go back to 1,400 for maintenance. then do the same again. hope to get to at least 110 by july.

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all i had yesterday was some trail mix and fry from bk. today ive had just water 😌