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cosmicpearlz · 2 months
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cosmicpearlz · 1 year
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aching bones
summary: exes are supposed to be okay with each other having feelings for another person. but not when it’s your best friend. maybe things aren’t what they seem.
pairing: chad meeks martin x fem!reader, some tara carpenter x chad meeks martin
a/n: this is kinda long and it goes through different povs but i hope you enjoy! <3
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chad was the love of your life in a distant time. he had been your first everything. at some point, you guys decided it would be best to let the relationship go. mutually agreeing that the arguments and fighting were tiresome. that didn’t stop you guys from being friends and still hanging out with each other.
tara, your best friend, had helped you all throughout the break up. seeing you at you worse but being there to pick up all the pieces and mend the brokenness. you didn’t know what’d you do without her.
“tara! what are you wearing to the party?” you hollered at her from down the hallway, as you made your way to her room. you opened the door to find the girl with three different hangers in her hands.
“i’m thinking about doing a dress but then there’s these cute pants. but then y/n, there’s the cute mini skirt,” she turns to you with a pout on her face.
“help me!”
“babes, i dunno how to help you,” it was hard to contain your laughter. tara frowned even harder, causing her eyebrows to turn downward too.
“y/n!”
“okay okay,” you grabbed the hangers out of her hands and inspected each item carefully. you hand her the purple mini skirt, hanging the other two pieces back into her closet. you go into her dresser and grab a white halter top to throw at her.
“hey! i said help not be aggressive.”
“there. now, shower and get dressed. i’m ready to dance the night away. does sam know you’re going?” she rolled her hands at your teasing smirk.
“yes asshole. now get out of my room! by the way, your outfit is too cute!” she gestures to your sheer black rhinestone dress that you paired with black spandex underneath and some black chunky heels.
“you can never go wrong with a little black dress,” you winked at her and closed her room door.
walking back to the living room, you didn’t notice everyone else was already there. ethan, chad, mindy, anika, and quinn sat waiting for tara to finish.
“woah look at this hot mama!” quinn whistles at you, you smiled and do a turn.
“hehe thanks quinny!” you blew a kiss to her and sat next to anika on the couch, laying your head on her shoulder.
chad was blown away by you once again. the dress fitting your body in just the right places. showing off your gorgeous legs. the way your heels made you slightly taller. just as he was thinking about you, tara walks out to the living room. it made him want to confess to tara that he had feelings for her.
it felt wrong having feelings for two girls that happened to be friends. best friends at that. chad knew he’d always love you but to him, he thought there was no chance to be with you again. even though the breakup was mutual, he had missed you just as much as you missed him. at that time tara had caught his eye.
“who's ready to party?”
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chad doesn’t know how he got here. one minute he’s taking shots with ethan and the next he’s in a quiet room, sitting with tara. shoulder to shoulder and feeling a little tipsy, chad feels like this is the perfect time to tell tara.
“tara i have to te-“
“chad i have something to-“ they both share a laugh before chad nudged the girl to start first.
“i was just gonna say that i think i like you. as in more than a friend,” chad freezes for a moment, not expecting tara to say what was on his mind. he leans in a bit closer to the girl, while she did the same.
“i was just going to tell you that-“
“hey tar, are you in here?” you opened the door and paused upon seeing your ex and best friend sitting too close. almost as if they were gonna kiss.
“what the fuck?” blinking back the fast tears that threaten to fall down your face, you backed up out the doorway.
“wait y/n, it’s not-“
“stay.. the hell away from me,” your voice cracked with every word. you shook your head and turned to walk away. tara is quick to follow you and grabs your arm. you shook your arm from her hold and turned to face her.
“how could you?”
“y/n.”
“seriously fuck off tara,” ignoring the pleads from tara and chad, you hastily walked out to get fresh air.
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never did you expect your best friend to betray you like she did. tara had known that you still had feelings for the stupidly handsome boy, how could you not? he was everything you could ever want and more.
you drowned yourself into your blankets and the comfor of your own bed. too afraid of running into either of them. you couldn’t bear the sight of seeing them be together, not when you still loved him.
“y/n, you have to leave the bed at some point.”
“the bed would never hurt me.”
“my brother is a major asshole. i know he still loves you. maybe there’s a good explanation for this,” mindy continues rubbing your back, while you rolled your eyes.
“yeah right. if he loved me, he wouldn’t try to get with my best friend.”
mindy didn’t know how to fix the problem. she just knew that chad and tara had to figure out how to make the situation better before it got worse.
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chad paces back and forth throughout the dorm room, making ethan slightly concerned for the boy. he had never seen chad so distressed. usually, he was the up beat one in the group, always smiling.
“i ruined everything eth. she will never talk to me again.”
“what did you do?”
“i almost kissed tara because i thought i had feelings for her. well i do have feelings for her but they’re not as strong as the feelings i have for y/n. we’ve been broken up for some months now and i thought that would help me get over her but it didn’t. ethan i dunno-“
“chad chad, i need you to breathe. have you talked to tara about any of this?”
“no! because losing y/n for the second time, made me realize i could never be without her. i should have fought-,” chad took an audible glup to compose his many thoughts. “i should have fought for her, it was stupid to break up.”
“man, you need to tell her. and you need to talk to tara, letting her know you still love y/n,” chad chuckled dryly at ethan’s words.
“kinda ironic that i used to help you with girl problems and now you’re helping me,” ethan walks up to chad to place a hand on his shoulder.
“this is what friends are for. mainly, i’m just tired of your pacing.”
“i hate you ethan landry,” the two boys shared a laugh, which made chad feel lighter about the situation at hand.
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tara didn’t know what to do. how to make you forgive her. how to even make you look at her again. she had lost you for feelings that she wasn’t even sure of. sure, chad was cute but he was also your ex. one too many drinks and she did something that was practically unforgivable.
so the girl decided to have a quick conversation with chad. many thoughts ran through her head but the only one that matters was getting her best friend back.
“hey tara, you asked to meet?” tara looks up from her phone to meet chad’s brown eyes. she gives him a weak smile and motioned him to sit down across from her.
“whatever we thought was there isn’t there. chad, i can’t afford to lose you as my friend and especially not y/n. she’s my best friend and she won’t even talk to me,” tears well up in her eyes and she bites on the corner of her bottom lip. chad sighs and patted tara’s hand.
“i agree with everything you said. i’m truly still in love with her and i think losing her completely made me realize that.”
“has she talked to you yet? she won’t answer any of my calls or text messages.”
“same here tar. every single piece of contact gone unanswered and ignored.”
“there has to be something we could do to get our happy girl back.”
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if there was a word to describe chad’s sour mood, it’d be jealousy. maybe a little bit of anger. he watched as you were pressed up against one of the frat brothers, who happened to be his friend. dylan didn’t deserve to touch you. didn’t deserve to be close to you.
“you know chad, maybe if you didn’t royally fuck up that’d be you with her right now.”
“fuck you mindy,” chad threw his shot back aggressively, hoping to shake the feelings away. although, it did nothing to help. irrationally, he decided he would pull you away to talk to you. he wanted his girl back.
“y/n can i talk to you,” you stopped dancing to stare at him with disgust.
“no.”
“but i need-“
“chad, the lady said no.”
“dylan, you’re my friend bro but mind your fucking business. y/n.”
“i have nothing to say to you chad.”
“i have something to say to you, so let’s go,” chad pulls your arm to lead you both outside. you were supposed to be mad at him but in a way his actions were hot.
once you were outside away from watchful eyes and listening ears, you pull your arm out of his grasp. you crossed your arms around your chest and waited for him to start speaking. the boy was nervous under your gaze.
“i’m sorry. baby, you don’t know how-“
“don’t call me that. you lost that right when you decided my best friend was your new companion.”
“y/n listen to me, i don’t want her. i want you, i will always want you.”
“if you wanted me so bad, you wouldn’t have tried to kiss my best fucking friend! the both of you are backstabbing assholes,” you yelled at him while loose tears fell down.
“i fucking love y/n! i will always be in love with you. i see your smile when you go to pick out new books to read. i see the way you light up when someone in our friend group gets a good grade. the way you’d excitedly show me a new ring you wanted to add to your collection.
you are my sunshine and the reason i look forward to waking up. when we broke up because of our ridiculously petty fights, i should’ve never let you walk out those doors. i should’ve pulled you closer to me but instead i let you go. i hurt you and i don’t know if i’ll ever forgive myself for doing so. i’m so fucking sorry.”
you were speechless after chad’s confession. even though you weren’t sure if you fully trusted him fully again, you ran into his arms. you cried as he held you into his warm embrace. rocking you back and forth.
“i’m so sorry. please forgive me.”
after a few minutes of crying into the boy's arms, you removed yourself and wiped your face. sighing, you bit the inside of your cheek.
“i dunno if i could trust you fully. let me have time to myself before i try to be anything with you again. i need time to heal and if you can’t respect that, then we definitely need to stay away from each other.”
“i support whatever decision you make,” you put your head down looking at the rocks. chad closes the distance between you two and grabs your hands.
“hey look at me,” you set your gaze back to his eyes watching him softly smile at you.
“it’s your decision. take all the time you need. i will be right here waiting for you,” he squeezed your hands once more before letting go and stepping back. the boy had tears that fell down his face unwillingly.
chad wasn’t sure if you’d ever come back to him but he sure hoped so. the only he’d know is if he let you go again. it killed him to do so but the last thing he wanted to do was force you into something.
if you love somebody, let them go, for if they return, they were always yours. if they don’t, they never were.
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cosmicpearlz · 1 year
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Are u posting anytime soon?
yes yes! i’ve just been working some crazy ass hours and been preparing for my birthday but i’m still writing <3
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cosmicpearlz · 1 year
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Mmmm definitely don’t make it easy for chad to win reader back.. but I don’t want a sad ending for reader.. you now? Maybe reader tells chad she needs time to herself to see if she can move on before she settles into anything with him again
i shall kiss you on the forehead because you just gave me possibly the best writing idea. i’m working on this… like right now!!
it might be a long fic but imma make it happen 😙💗
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cosmicpearlz · 1 year
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Can u do one where reader and chad are ex’s but she’s still in the friend group and Tara is her best friend and when she sees them confessing their love she likes shuts them out and gets together with someone close to Chad and he’s upset cause he didn’t wanna ruin hers and Tara’s friendship and he still loves her but loves Tara too?
OH MY GOSH WAIT THIS IS TOO GOOD🥹
are we thinking happy ending w/ chad or more angst?
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cosmicpearlz · 1 year
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little love
summary: the three times you acted like a couple and the one time he made it official. (best friends to lovers)
pairing: chad meeks martin x fem!reader
a/n: omg i hit 510 followers and i’m so grateful to all of you!! thanks for even reading what i write <3
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-the first time-
being best friends with chad since childhood meant being attached to the hip twenty-four/seven. your friendship was weird to most because of the fact that it was normal to call each other pet names or hug for a little too long but you guys weren’t dating.
“honey! c’mere for a quick second,” chad calls you over from across the room. you smiled hearing his voice and walked over to the reclining chair sam brought that he was currently sat on.
“everything okay?” he looks up at you with his big brown eyes, smiling softly he nodded and grabbed your hand to hold.
“yeah, i just missed you.”
“baby, i was right over there in the kitchen.”
“i can’t miss my favorite girl,” chad tugs your arm to get you to sit on his lap. you laughed and wrapped your arms around his neck.
mindy let out an exaggerated gag sound and rolled her eyes. “bleh, you guys are so gross. like get a room already.”
“mindy, i don’t want to hear it from you. you and anika do the exact same thing!”
“yeah whatever.”
“she just jealous because anika is in class right now. don’t listen to her my love,” the boy whispered in your ear while giving your hip a squeeze and nuzzling into your neck to place a delicate kiss.
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-the second time-
you were having the worst day ever. first, your coffee had spilled all over your shirt before it was time to leave for class. having no time to change, you rushed out with a wet shirt. then, your professor called you out in class to answer a question because you were so spaced out. it was embarrassing and you shrunk into your seat for the rest of the class. to top it all off, someone had bumped into you and it made all your papers fly out your hands causing you to chase them around.
overwhelmed with stress, you ran back to your shared apartment with sam and tara to cry in the comfort of your room. you slammed your room door shut and immediately flopped on your bed.
a knock on the door halted your sobs. you tried to contain them by biting down on your bottom lip but it didn’t stop the fast tears.
“hey sweetheart? can i come in?”
“yes,” you whispered loud enough for him to hear. chad opens to door to find you curled up into a ball making him frown.
“baby what’s wrong?” he sits on your bed waiting for you to explain to him. you sit up a little and tell him all about your shitty day. as you were explaining, more tears fell against your cheeks but chad was quick to wipe them away.
“i wish i could restart the whole day over.”
chad pulls you into his lap like he does all the time and embraces you into a hug. you cling to him by wrapping your legs around his waist and arms around his shoulders.
“i got you darling,” he rubs your back and sways the two of you side to side. his presence already making you feel better about your terrible day. chad’s arms were warm and he smelled of the expensive cologne you helped him pick out.
“you feeling better yet?” you lifted your head up from his neck and nodded. leaning forward, you placed a kiss to his cheek.
“you always know how to make me feel better. i don’t know what i’d do without you.”
“i don’t know what’d i do without you either love,” he kisses your hairline and then your cheek making you smile.
“you wanna get ice cream? i know you like to eat ice cream when you’re sad.”
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-the third time-
blackmore university decided to host a charity fundraiser gala. everyone had to dress up because it was a black tie event. the charity they were sponsoring was a kids charity. raising money to make sure kids got toys for christmas.
you were dressed in a deep red floor length gown that had an open back. this was one of your favorite charity events because it evolved helping children and giving them an experience that they would enjoy.
“y/n! hurry up and also chad is here,” you hear tara call out for you.
“i’m coming right now!” you put on your last earring and grabbed your bag before heading out your room. chad swore his heart stopped and started again when you walked out.
“woah, you look absolutely beautiful.” the boy’s tie matching your dress color.
“you look handsome baby,” you walked up to him and linked your hand with his.
“okay, let’s go guys!” anika cheered and rushed everyone out to head to the building it was held in.
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the event was a success. your school raising enough money to reach pass their goal. chad guides you to the dance floor when the music got slower. you could hear your heart beat faster in your ears.
“did i tell you that you’re beautiful?”
“only five times today but whose counting?”you chuckled lightly at chad putting his head down bashfully.
“but it’s okay because i-“
chad leans down to capture your lips with his own. you gasped at the sudden movement but it didn’t stop you from kissing back. he pulls you more into him as if you could get any closer to his body. the kiss was gentle and warm, something you didn’t want to stop but chad was the first to pull away.
“my pretty girl.”
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-making things official-
the two of you didn’t talk about the kiss since it happened almost two weeks ago. you were starting to get nervous that he thought it was a mistake but you didn’t want to be the first one to bring it up. there was no hiding that you were madly in love with you.
“hey babe, can we talk?”
“what’s on your mind?”
“i want to make us official. we already acted like we were dating but it’d be nice to give it a proper title,” you sit up from your lying position and rested on your elbows.
“are you saying what i think you’re saying?”
“what? that i’m in love with you and want to make you my girlfriend? then yes, i’m saying what you think i’m saying,” he smirks at you waiting for your response. you squealed and dragged him into a hug.
“i love you too! i’ve been nervous that you would think our kiss was mistake.”
“nothing with you will ever be a mistake.”
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cosmicpearlz · 1 year
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hii! I was wondering if you could do another Chad fic~ (where they’re dating)
-I love your writing btw‼️‼️
hehe thanks for enjoying my silly little writings😙💗
a new chad fic is on the way🫡
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cosmicpearlz · 1 year
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a drop of your good love
summary: he’d kill for you just as along as you loved him as much as he loved you.
pairing: gf!ethan landry x reader
warnings: a very graphic description of a murder
a/n: got inspired by another song and this one is ‘kill for your love’ by labrinth :) (i literally wrote this in like 30 minutes)
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ethan knew he was in love with you since mindy introduced you into the friend group. something about your personality and character had drawn him to you. all he wanted to do was be close to you. near you.
when he finally confessed his feelings to you after a couple months of friendship, he was surprised to find out that you felt the same. you were finally his and nothing was gonna get in the way of that.
“hey cutie, you here all alone?”
“no, i’m here with my boyfriend and friends,” you replied to the creepy guy that stood too close to you while you were getting another round of drinks.
“i don’t see them anywhere,” his smirk sent red flags in your head. you looked for ethan to find he wasn’t there. maybe off to the bathroom but you needed an out. you turned around once more and made eye contact with chad. you frantically waved him over, to which he gets up with no hesitation.
“there you are, we were getting worried.”
“this is the boyfriend?”
“what’s it to ya, huh?” chad sized up the guy, ready to fight if need be. you were practically his best friend and he’d do anything to protect you.
“i’m just saying she could be with a real man,” the guy goes to grab at your arm but chad stopped that immediately by shoving him.
“keep your fucking hands to yourself,” the bartender finally notices the commotion and calls over security to get the man thrown out.
“what happened baby?” ethan wraps an arm around your waist and you leaned into him. feeling even safer with your boyfriend with you.
“that asshole was bothering y/n while you went to the bathroom. i made sure to set him straight,” chad explained to the boy and patted his shoulder.
“you okay love?” he gently grabs both of your cheeks tilting your head up to look at him.
“yeah, just a bit shook.”
ethan places a kiss on your forehead and takes a look at the man arguing with security. the boy was fuming with anger, how dare someone try to take what’s his? his eyes darken with delight, already knowing how he would make that man pay.
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it didn’t take long for ethan to find every bit of information on the guy. his name, address, and job, all quickly accessed in the matter of twenty minutes. little did peter know, he wouldn’t live to see another day to harass another person ever again.
“so peter, you like to harass people, huh?”
“man, i don’t know what you’re talking about,” ethan had peter on his knees like the bitch he was, begging for his life.
“oh but you do know. you remember at the club last saturday.”
“i didn’t mean to do it! i swear!”
“i’m afraid time is up. you should’ve known better peter.”
ethan knocked him in the head with the lamp close beside him. successfully knocking the other boy down, he bends down and starts to slash him with his knife. blood splatting all over the ghostface costume but that didn’t bother ethan.
the boy started to picture the way your soft face had a tense look to it. it made him stab peter more and more. getting revenge for you was all he cared about. you, his baby shouldn’t be scared of a loser like peter. shouldn’t be worried about people like him.
peter stayed sprawled out on his living room floor in a pool of his own blood. ethan had stabbed him over a hundred times and ended with slashing his neck and tying his intestines around his cut neck. that’ll show that motherfucker was the thought that ran through ethan’s head before he left the crime scene.
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you were walking into your shared apartment with ethan. stressed out from a draining work day, all you wanted to do was be in your loving boyfriends arms.
“ethan?” the sight of your sweet boyfriend who you believed couldn’t hurt a fly was bleaching his ghostface mask. the black robe still covered in red blood and what looked like chunks of human flesh.
“baby,” his heart dropped as you stood frozen in place. you weren’t supposed to be home early. ethan steps close to you, only for you to step back.
“what the fu-“
“i did it for you my love. he bothered you and i wasn’t there to help. so i killed him because he doesn’t deserve to live life after that,” your eyes watered and you couldn’t fully process what was happening.
“this was not for me ethan.”
“oh but it was. i’d kill everyone who even thinks about trying to touch you. tries to bother you. tries to be near what’s mine.”
as small tears run down your cheeks, you couldn’t help but to be overwhelmed. you felt just as fucked up as your boyfriend for feeling some what honored knowing he’d kill for you. feeling slightly turned on by his animalistic killing nature.
“i love you so much darling and i’d do anything for you.” the silence was killing ethan, if you didn’t accept him he’d have to handle it. that being killing you but he couldn’t do that. you were the love of his life. he needed you.
“i love you too ethan,” you whispered knowing what this now meant for you. you couldn’t really find it in you to care once you looked into those big brown eyes. maybe in fates own twisted way, you guys were always meant for each other.
“i want to kiss you so bad baby but i gotta get cleaned up first,” he gestured to his blood cover self making you giggle. you bit your lip and nodded, walking closer to him.
“hurry and you can get all of the kisses you want. maybe a little bit more.”
“remember darling, i’d kill for just a drop of your good love because all we’ll ever need is us,” he whispered before carefully kissing your cheek. he didn’t want to get anything on you but boy he couldn’t wait to touch you since you were all his.
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cosmicpearlz · 1 year
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too busy being yours
summary: being in a secret relationship suddenly kills you when another girl openly flirts with your man.
pairing: chad meeks martin x fem!reader
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you and chad had been dating secretly for over five months now. the two of you decided to keep it a secret from the group because you wanted to enjoy each other privately. it meant sneaky into each other’s dorms and leaving a couple of minutes after the other person to meet.
“sorry i’m late! my painting class ran a little bit over time,” you rushed over to the benches your friends sat at with a bright smile.
“you’re just in time, we’re talking about the upcoming halloween frat party,” mindy said to you while you sat down next to chad. a knowing smile was shared between the two of you.
“someone’s been getting down and dirty,” he points to your paint covered skin. you playfully roll your eyes and shove his shoulder.
“yeah yeah whatever. i’ll have you know that-“
“hey chad, right?” ameila, a known cheerleader at blackmore stood in front of the group ignoring the burning stares of everyone.
“uh yeah?”
“i just wanted to ask if you were going to the halloween party on saturday.”
“we’re all going,” chad motions with his hand to the rest of the friend group.
“good, save me a dance,” she winks at him and walks away. you’re mood was instantly put off by another girl hitting on your boyfriend. you couldn’t even say anything because to everyone else, you guys weren’t dating just friends.
“anyways. y/n, what’s your painting this time?” tara turns her body to face you from the bench opposite to you.
“um the theme is new york related, so i was doing something about the subways. i think i’m gonna go back to my um dorm to wash off this paint,” you looked down at your shoes and back up with a weak smile. you decided to ignore chad’s worried look and got up from your seat.
“i’ll see you guys later,” you waved and walked away.
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a knock on the door pulls your attention away from the book you were engrossed in. standing up, you walked and opened the door. on the other side stood your boyfriend who still had the worried look in his eyes.
“what’s wrong with you?” he pushed passed you and walked into your room. with the roll of your eyes, you sighed closing your door.
“well hello to you too shit.”
“babe.”
“what?” chad wraps his arms around your waist pulling you into him. his eyes kept their gaze on your face the entire time.
“what happened out there?”
“nothing, i wanted to wash the paint off of my body.”
“that’s it?”
“um yes? what else would be wrong?” the fact that chad didn’t see the bigger picture of another girl hitting on him was crazy to you. you didn’t want to bring it up, scared about being the overly jealous girlfriend. even though you were incredibly jealous.
“you’d tell me if anything else was wrong, right?”
“of course baby,” you pecked his lips and removed yourself from his arms to put your dirty clothes in your laundry basket.
“hey hey, i didn’t say that you could remove yourself from me,” chad picks you up from behind making you giggle while he lays you gently on your bed, hovering over your body.
“so i have to ask for permission to move?” you whispered as you caress his face with one hand.
“yeah.”
“oh really?”
“mhm,” he bit his lip before leaning down to kiss you once again. you loved moments like this with him. it was as if you were in your own little world.
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you threw your shot back bitterly while glowering at chad and ameila taking shots together. she had grabbed his arm the minute you guys stepped into the house. pulling him to where the other cheerleaders and frat boys were. it didn’t help that his costume consisted of being a shirtless cowboy. your costume matched his being you were dressed as a dallas cowboys cheerleader.
“y/n you might want to slow down. this is like your four shot in two minutes,” ethan said to you while looking at mindy and anika for help.
“can’t.”
“is it because your jealous over the cheerleader and chad?” you looked at mindy’s smug face with wide eyes.
“why would i be jealous over that?”
“you’ve been staring at them the entire time. plus, we all know you’re in love with chad,” anika pitches into the conversation.
“you know what, i’m gonna go dance,” you shook your shoulders and headed to the dance floor. if chad wanted to play this game, he’ll be the one losing.
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when chad turned his head, he expected to see you with ethan, mindy and anika on the couch but you weren’t there. he sends a questioning look to his sister. to which she points to middle of the room holding back a laugh.
he turns his gaze to mindy’s pointed finger and finds you dancing with some asshole. a certain fire was burning within him. how dare someone else dance with his girl? without missing a beat, he walks over to where you were completely ignoring ameila’s calls for him.
“howdy partner, she’s coming with me.” you stopped dancing to stare at chad.
“what was that? i didn’t hear you.”
“uh yeah you did.”
“well we’re having a good time, aren’t we?” you stayed quiet keeping your eyes on your boyfriend whose anger was growing by the second.
“this isn’t up for debate,” chad swiftly picks you up and puts you over his shoulder. one arm holding your legs and a hand holding your ass knowing that the shorts of your costume was short enough.
“chad what the fuck!”
“stop talking.”
“no, what is wrong with you? let me down!” he continues to ignore your pleads and the stares of other party goers. he walks upstairs and finds an empty room, only then did he let you down. chad crossed his arms over his chest matching the glare you gave him.
“what the fuck was that?”
“i don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“that little stunt you pulled back there,” you moved your gaze from him to the floor.
“look at me baby,” he gently cups your cheeks making you look at him.
“you gotta talk to me. tell me what’s wrong,” with furrowed brows, you felt yourself get mad again. you remove yourself from his hold and crossed your arms over your chest.
“my problem is you and ameila.”
“me and ameila?”
“you heard what i said chad. don’t act confused.” he chuckles slightly causing you to get even more mad.
“oh so your laughing at me?”
“yes because there is no ‘me and ameila’. you’re being ridiculous,” you scoffed at the boy and started pacing.
“then why are you entertaining her? huh?”
“oh i see what’s happening,” you stopped your pacing to glimpse at his growing smile on his face. of course, he’d find this humorous.
“what’s happening babe? enlighten me.”
“you’re jealous.”
“am not.”
“are too. the evidence is there don’t try to deny it,” he points a finger at you with his stupidly handsome smile.
“you’re literally entertaining her!”
“i’m sorry if it seems that way but i’m too busy being yours to even notice another women. you’re my women,” chad tugged your arms uncrossed and moves you closer to him.
“it’ll help if she’d know that too.”
“you want me to tell everyone that i’m yours just like you’re mines?” you nodded your head at his words. maybe being public will stop the very obvious flirting towards him.
“i need your words sweetheart,” his breath whispered on your lips sending a shiver down your spine.
“yes, i want be with you publicly.”
“yeah?”
“stop being a tease,” you groaned and hid your face in chest while wrapping your arms around his waist.
“i’ll scream it to the world that i’m in love with you. everyone will know that i only have eyes for you.”
“good. and everyone will know i only have eyes for you.”
“hell yeah they would,” chad pulls back from the hug to kiss your lips. he’s been dying to do that ever since he forced you into the room to talk to him. he’ll never get over kissing you.
you jumped making him catch your legs, so that they were around his waist and your arms around his shoulders. chad deepen the kiss caressing your ass with his hands. a moan slipped through your throat and you pulled away from him. he tried chasing your lips desperately wanting kiss you again.
“easy there cowboy,” you whispered biting onto your bottom lip.
“can’t help myself when it comes to you.”
“let’s go take this rodeo somewhere else, yeah?” he places you down and keeps his lustful eyes on you.
“sounds good to me, i got a horse you can ride.”
“chad!” you slapped his chest with a laugh, feeling your face heat up.
“i told you i can’t help myself when it comes to your sexy ass,” he slaps your ass and opens the door for you, following right behind you. with joint hands you guys headed back downstairs.
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cosmicpearlz · 1 year
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you don’t go to parties
summary: being overwhelmed can cause a person to push away the one person they really needed most in that time.
pairing: jenna ortega x fem!reader
a/n: i was inspired by the song ‘you don’t go to parties’ by 5 seconds of summer! hope you guys enjoy!
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taking a quick glance at the clock that rested on a table beside the couch you currently sat on, read five o’clock. the loud music still thumbing even in the early hours of morning. the party and alcohol couldn’t change your sour mood, not when you were reminiscing about your ex.
jenna was (still is) the love of your life until she decided randomly to call it quits without so much of a second thought. you guys had been together for two years and apparently that wasn’t enough to save the relationship. you weren’t sure what went wrong when she pulled away from you but you knew it hurt like hell.
during every party that you went to, you were expecting to see her. you guys were always seen arriving together and being wrapped around each other. but it was as if she became a ghost and disappeared because she never showed. not once did that stop you from trying to seek out the brown haired girl, even if it was just a small glimpse of her.
“c’mon y/n, we should go,” emma pulls your attention away from your own thoughts. she held out a hand for you to grab, which you take immediately and stand to your feet. making your way out of the frat house, you guys start your journey back to the dorms.
“i’m sorry i haven’t been much fun lately,” your lip begins to wobble and eyes glinting with tears.
“listen, i know you’ve been dealing with a breakup. i’m sorry if it seems like i’m pushing you to be the happy girl you were before the mess,” emma wraps an arm around your shoulders while you wipe the loose tear drop.
“what are friends for?” you whispered into the silent air. you knew you weren’t going to get over the girl any time soon. not when the memories still burn freshly in your mind.
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jenna was drowning. drowning in school work, life and regret. the moment she uttered those unforgettable words, she regretted it. the look on your face was deeply ingrained into her brain. she wished she never said those words and broke your heart.
she wished that she just told you what was wrong. how the pressure of making sure her senior grades were perfect. the thoughts and anxiety of what your relationship would change or evolve to after school. everything was too much and she desperately needed a way out. jenna thought that breaking up with you would be one less stressor, instead it made things worse.
the girl stopped going to parties when she realized you wouldn’t be there to drape your legs into her lap or let her sit on lap while you wrapped your arms around her waist with your face in her neck. she missed you and wanted to reach out but didn’t know how to after what happened.
“jenna, you have to go to this party with us on friday!”
“no.”
“why not? you and y/n have been broken up for almost two weeks now. what better way then to get drunk and forget!”
“too many memories.” hunter sighed and grabbed the girl’s hand to get her attention. jenna looked up from her textbook with a slight frown.
“i’ll be with you the whole night. i just feel like you need to get out a little bit and enjoy life. you’ve had your nose in the books since the breakup.”
“fine, i’ll go. you can’t leave my side though.”
“deal.”
-
another party and another couch to sit on. you nursed your third cup, watching everyone else dance. you looked towards the door again hoping to see your past lover and in walked said girl. your eyes widened at the sight of her. she was dressed in dark washed jeans and a simple black strapless corset top. her brown hair kept down framing her gorgeous face. you knew you should look away but you couldn’t take your eyes off of her.
her gaze set on you immediately, catching you already looking at her. it was as if time stopped and everyone in the room didn’t matter. just the two of you as it was before. hastily you got up from the couch and ran to find a spare room. there was an ache in your chest and your eyes watered.
jenna ignores the calls of hunter and emma, on a mission to find you. she needed to make it right. she wanted you to know that she still loved you despite whatever you were thinking.
it didn’t take long for the girl to be right behind you. pushing herself into the room before you had the chance to close the door on her. the music was muffled and all that was heard was the heavy breathing between the two of you.
“what do you want jenna?”
“to talk,” you scoffed and crossed your arms over your chest. jenna looks down at her shoes unwilling to see the glare you had towards her.
“a bit late for that. i can’t do this,” you walked towards the door and jenna jumps in front of it preventing you from leaving.
“i want to explain. please.”
“explain what huh? explain how you broke up with me without giving me a proper explanation!”
“yes!” the shake in her voice was evident as you got done yelling at her.
“i want to leave.”
“no. not until you let me explain than you could go back to hating me. i just want to tell you the truth,” your gaze softened with her saying you hated her. you could never hate her, not one chance.
“fine,” you walked away from her to sit on the bed, keeping your attention on the girl. jenna picks at the skin of her nails suddenly nervous again.
“it wasn’t you, it was me and-“
“yeah right.”
“listen to me please. it seriously wasn’t you. i was overwhelmed with school work and.. and i was scared about how life after college would look for us. i thought that by breaking up with you, i would be less stressed but it made it worse. i’m so sorry y/n,” tears fell from her eyes with each word she spoke.
“why didn’t you come talk to me?”
“i honestly don’t know,” jenna shakes her head, wiping the tears from her face. you motioned her to sit next to you on the bed. she instantly makes her way to join you.
“you could’ve talked to me about this. i would’ve told you that you’re already perfect in school and your grades are amazing. you’re a hard worker and you shouldn’t be worried because you’re doing great,” you grabbed the girls hands making her look up from her lap.
“as for us, i would’ve told you that i’m always gonna be here. jenna, i’m so desperately in love with you and can’t imagine being with anyone else. no matter what happens in life, i will always want you.”
“does this mean you’ll give me a second chance,” jenna’s bottom lip is caught between her teeth, nervous to hear your answer. she’s met with a light chuckle and your hand brushing her hair behind her ear.
“oh absolutely. these past few days have been hell without you,” jenna springs forward to capture your lips with hers. the kiss was salty from the tears that were shed between the two of you but it was full of passion. two lovers in a case of miscommunication brought back together.
“i love you so much. don’t ever do that again baby, talk to me first. promise?”
“i love you more and i’d be fool to lose you again. i promise to come to you first before anything my love,” she places a kiss on your forehead before leaning it with hers.
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cosmicpearlz · 1 year
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life update¿?
umm is this thing on? (joking joking. why am i nervous? lol) hello everyone! i’m back and ready to start writing again.
firstly, i wanna give a huge thank you for everyone being patient with my break. during this break, i threw myself into working at my job and preparing to start college (kinda excited to go back to school!) i’ve seen so many people still following me and liking/rebloging my work. it means so much to me and i seriously appreciate it.
moving forward, i’m still going to write for the wednesday characters but i’m also open for more character fics. (like recently, i’ve been back in my outer banks phase) maybe some more marvel fics?
WE ARE STARTING WITH A CLEAN SLATE!! so send in some fresh new ideas for me to bring to life (especially if it’s for outer banks bc i really do wanna write for that show too)
once again, thank you sm <3
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Awwwww I saw your recent post about writing fics and if you are not comfortable at the moment then take your time. No one is rushing you. (I hope you can still write for Georgie tho!) Joking, Joking. Take your time. As long as you still feel valued and loved we are happy with that.
If you are having emotional, physical, or social problems that you need someone to talk to about, I am here. Tell me about anything you need. Everyone deserves to feel equal and loved. I just want you to know you are beautiful and capable of anything, as long as it takes.
Keep reminding yourself you are enough and you are a great writer. Take a break. Never push yourself too hard. Do what you are comfortable with doing. We love you and appreciate you as a writer and you seem like such a lovely person so I would love to get to know you personally.
I admire your determination and passion about your writing. I also admire how you keep going even through difficult situations.
I love your writing. And I love you too.
I hope you consider being closer friends with me. It’s ok if you are not comfortable.
take care! 💕
this is a sweet message! thank you so much💗.
i wanna kinda explain my side bc it looks so bad that i had posted a fic about percy and then the allegations came out. i posted that in the morning before i went to work and thought nothing of it. when i came home, that’s when i seen everything. i promise, i would not have posted that if i had seen everything earlier. it looks so bad from that pov but that wasn’t my intention at all. i simply just didn’t know about it. i’m sorry for anyone that felt offended or felt like i was siding with him because that’s not what was happening.
now, i will totally go back to writing about any other wednesday character or actors/actresses (besides percy/xavier) because i love writing. i’m very passionate about it and it’s not something i’m gonna stop any time soon. i will just be taking a short break then it’s back to the regular schedule.
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cosmicpearlz · 1 year
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How are you doing with Percy's allegations?
so i literally came home from work to all of it and i was (still am) baffled. as of right now, i don’t really feel comfortable writing any fics for percy and i’m not sure about writing fics for xavier. i really don’t know what to do. like i have no words
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cosmicpearlz · 1 year
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hands
summary: when people tell you that you shouldn’t tell your boyfriend everything… they were right because now it’s complete torture.
pairing: percy hynes white x reader
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you and percy had been dating for a couple months ever since you guys first met through mutual friends. if you had to pick your favorite feature of his, it’d definitely be his hands and eyes. you’d catch yourself focusing on his hands more than anything every time he would do something. you thought it would be too weird if you ever told him about how much you liked his hands, so you kept it to yourself.
“hey babe, look at this.” you looked up from your phone, gazing where he pointed his finger to the tv. for a brief moment your eyes dropped to hand that was still in the air before focusing back on the tv. he showed you this cool action scene from some movie you weren’t paying attention to.
“why do you do that?”
“do what?” you turn your head to peer at your boyfriend.
“you look at my hands a lot. why? i’m just curious.”
“i dunno what you’re talking about mister.”
“you totally do.”
“do not.”
“do to.”
“do not.”
“do to.”
you rolled your eyes at him playfully and go back to scrolling on your phone, “now you’re just being childish.” percy wraps his arms around your shoulders to pull your back into his chest. of course, you take a second drop your eyes back to his hands and then looked back at the phone.
“see! you just did it again.”
“fine, i’ll tell you but you can’t make fun of me.”
“okay, i won’t make fun of you babe.” you sat your phone down next to you and removed yourself from his arms to face him again.
“pinky promise me.”
“now who’s being childish.” he chuckled at your raised pinky making you pout at him.
“percy!”
“okay okay,” he linked his pinky with yours.
“i like looking at your hands because i think they’re pretty.” there was a pregnant pause before his laughter filled the silence. your face immediately dropped and you got up from the couch to go to your shared room.
“wait no, baby come back.”
“no!”
“i promise i’m not making fun of you,” still laughing he gets up to grab your waist stopping you from moving again.
“you’re laughing.”
“i’m laughing because i knew that’s what you were gonna say. i just needed proof.”
“if you knew, why bother asking me hm?”
“i wanted to see if you’d tell me. plus, i think it’s cute you like my hands,” percy pokes your sides making you smile, jumping away from him.
“whatever, i’m taking a nap.”
“i wanna join!”
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you thought that by you telling him your secret, it was gonna be the end of the conversation. wrong, it unfortunately was not. for the last couple of days, percy had been blatantly trying to get under your skin using his hands in everything he did.
“look at how small your hand is compared to mine.” you were currently sitting in his lap while he grabbed your hand to compare hand sizes. you rolled your eyes and turned to straddle him, facing him now.
“you gotta stop babe.”
“stop what?”
“this! you’re driving me nuts.” percy grins putting his already raised hand on your cheek.
“i have no idea what you’re talk about.” you have him a point look, glaring right at the boy.
“first, you put your hand on my throat while we were taking a picture. then, you literally put your hand on my cheek and rubbed your thumb over my lips before you kissed me. now, comparing hand-“
“you know you liked it baby,” he still had that smug grin on his face.
“that’s not the point!” percy uses his hand to cup your cheeks slightly squeezing them, giving you a fake pout.
“you want me to stop?”
“yes.”
“too bad,” he moves your face to its side to bring your ear close to his lips. “we both know you’re into it. i would stop the complaining if i was you.” still squeezing your cheeks, he gazed at you with a smirk. although, he’s not totally wrong but you’d never tell him that.
“you’re evil.”
“ah yes, i’m the evil boyfriend. you’ll be fine,” percy kisses your lips keeping his hand on your cheeks. you were sure he was gonna be the death of you.
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cosmicpearlz · 1 year
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ooo for the ajax x xavier x reader i think something angsty but happy ending again :)
say no more, i think i know exactly where i wanna go with this one!!
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cosmicpearlz · 1 year
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as someone who struggles with panic attacks on a daily basis, i can guarantee that you wrote "breathe" perfectly. the fact that you described in detail what the reader was feeling made me feel a lot of comfort knowing the fact that people write about things i go through. you have a very very talented mind, please never stop doing what you do
-🐙<3
hi love! thank you so so much, this is the sweetest message i’ve ever gotten!! (almost made me cry) i’m so glad that something that i wrote gave you some comfort💗
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cosmicpearlz · 1 year
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Hiii can you please do more xavier and ajax x reader like all 3? maybe something angsty again? <3
yes yes! are we thinking another happy ending or pure straight sadness?
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