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In the pupy club straight up "barkin' it". and by "it", haha, well. let's justr say. my woof

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i dont even necessarily need sex, i just really need to be submissive to someone. just to let them tell me what to do so i can switch off my stupid puppy brain for a while, just for them.

to be there on my knees while they do work, not even fully paying attention to my pathetic whines as i solely focus on them and them alone. a rough fucking would be appreciated but i dont need it. being on my knees is enough.

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i actively encourage people who don't "need" a mobility aid using them. PLEASE normalize using mobility aids in public, it normalizes me existing in public as someone who has no choice but to use them most of the time. I also legit don't care if you don't "need" them, if you like to use one, or if its comforting, literally do whatever the fuck you want, you aren't hurting anyone by using a mobility aid

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attraction is morally neutral.

all attraction is mortally neutral.

being a paraphile is morally neutral.

mortality comes into the question when you act upon your attraction- whatever it may be, paraphilic or not.

mortality comes into the question when you act upon your attraction in a way that revokes the other party from having a say in if they want to be apart of that action or not.

this goes for nonparaphilic attractions as much as it does paraphilic ones.

its endlessly infuriating and saddening to see people absolutely tear apart paraphiles, especially those of the big 3, for simply being attracted to whatever they are attracted to.

people need to stop assuming that because you're into something means that you will instantly act on it, especially without consent of another.

people need to stop assuming- period.

im a paraphile, not a flight risk, but that never seems to matter to people, because apparently having kinks and paras makes me instantly the most dangerous person ever, even if i could never and will never act on my paras, let alone my kinks.

its unfair and im tired

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ma laif of proshippa 🐺🐺🐺

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*points* 🫵 german /silly

always wacky /pos seeing other german (speaking) radqueers :0

hehehe >:3

that’s so cool that you speak german too :D i set my phone in german because i’m still learning it and i’m not in any(and not able to be in any) actual classes(other than duolingo) rn ^^

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i changed my identity 😈 idk what username i should pick so i havent changed mine here yet but i also made a tiktok account so follow me :3

it’s @.dog253 for now, i’m debating between changing it to two different usernames(dont wanna share here so they dont get stolen, dm me if you wanna help me pick) or maybe something else idk!

making a new pinned post eventually ^_^

p.s. it doesn’t say that i’m radqueer or a paraphile because that acc is moots with some of my close friends that don’t know and idk if theyre antis 😁

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This user supports AO3

This user is anti-censorship

This user believes in “don’t like, don’t read”

This user believes in “ship and let ship”

This user believes that fiction tastes and preferences do not dictate moral character

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Proshippers who like dark/comships are valid, and so are proshippers who don't.

BUT

Shout out to proshippers who are in the middle. Specifically proshippers who DO like dark/comshipping but have to consume it in small doses so they don't feel icky

I feel like there isn't enough positivity for proshippers who are picky choosy about it

Those who are only one or the other get acknowledged a lot ( as they should )

This is a safe space for picky proshippers!

Reblog if you're a safe space for picky proshippers :)

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btw radqueers and endos and paraphilles are everywhere. ur sibling could be a radqueer. that random groccery shopping ? could be an endo. your partner could be a paraphille. your best friend might be trace (knowing or otherwise.), that crush in school you look up to could be transharmed. or transharmful, your mother could be something. YOU could be something and not know it yet, or do know it, or whatever. and buncha other people could be a buncha other things. we are everywhere, just like you! and we wont ever go away. nomatter how many of us you hurt

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r@pesexual flag!

a sexual orientation where one can only feel sexual attraction if they themself are unconsenting

*this was made with asexuality in mind but all orientations can use it

(there is another version of this term but it only refers to it as being attracted to victims— rather than being the victim yourself)

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Overanalising Moral Orel: Clay, Bloberta and the Colour Theory

p.1 Clay

Interesting thing about visuals in Moral Orel for Clay and Bloberta is that in Help, upon the first meeting, Bloberta wears red and Clay wears blue – in colour theory those are split-complementary colours, the are not exactly opposites, so the don't contrast of clash against each other.

Clay's light blue is cooler, more purple-ish, and provides soothing visual effect to Bloberta's bright warm red-orange.

In design, the cool colors can help soften the intensity of the red, creating a balanced and visually striking composition. In this moment they are more in harmony than they will ever be.

By the end of Help, they are married and utterly unhappy. While Bloberta sticks to her reds even after marriage, Clay moves to greens. The are truly complementary now, but also absolute opposites.

In visual perception there's also such phenomenon as impossible colours. These are the colours that are on the different wave length and thus cannot be mixed during the initial perception. And look who's on the list:

So, visually Clay and Bloberta stand in stark contrast and by no means are mixable. As if it's on purpose. You see, it's notable how Bloberta stuck to her colour identity through the series, while Clay shifts all around the place. It's green > light blue > green/brown. As if he changes his personality on purpose to be farther and opposite to Bloberta.

We know he has a crappy sense of Self, but it is also all over the place, how he creates his Identity based on who is near, who is wanted and who's not. In private environment he tries to distinct himself from Bloberta as far as possible. It's to spite her, to show her how much he doesn't want to be tied to her, but mainly it's for him – a way of protection and masking for his Self. His identity is of Bloberta's opposite.

There's also a narrative meaning for Clay's green. It's immaturity, childishness. He wore green in Passing, he started off in green. A short period we see him in blue is rare moments of relative wellness. He is starting to come to his own meaning, living by himself and for himself. He was also trying to distinctly set himself in this world, establishing a particular colour identity. Possibly, if he'd never married Bloberta, there would've been something different in his style maybe darker blue. Light colour and also his appearance and demeanor (a stray curl) is also symbolic of his remaining innocent and naïvity.

Once he goes back to greens, it also feels like he makes a huge step back from his initial route. From there on he either stays in place and doesn't grow as a person or spirals into something worse.

He also adopts brown in his clothes. To work, to church, when they have guests or in winter – he wears brown suit or coat. It's a formalwear, there's nothing strange about it, but interestingly, it's his wear for an outer world. It's neutral, uncharacteristic, a Persona he needs to show to the community to give off the impression of competence and respectability. Bloberta, on the other hand, again keeps her red. They look very homogeneous together in this composition.

Clay's brown is actually a darker, less saturated hue of red. Position wise, they are the same, analogous here. It's also a part of the Persona – unity of husband and wife. They don't clash visually, quite opposite – the one is an extension to another. Exactly what the society expects from a nuclear family unit. When they are positioned like this, they also get along sometimes, they are less focused on getting on each others nerves and more on presenting to the community, so they are able to put personal attitudes aside and actually chill.

The complete opposite is Clay's Study. Here, he's alone. It's and established power fantasy for him, a place of delusion and unreality. It's everything he longs to be but is not. In his study he wear a deep dark-red dressing gown. In this environment we usually see his truest self – his intentions, his attitudes, his feelings etc. Red as a personal colour and as a scene undertone sets the impression of power. But the truth is – he never has it. All the disasters of his behaviour, that are set in real scenarios are carried out by his real Personas – in green or brown. What's hidden – is in red.

It follows him even where he tries to conceal it. Bar scenes, hunting trip spiral scene, Danielle's flat scene – he's supposed to be a Persona, but the red shadows are there outing what he wants to hide.

So Listen, maybe the suit is just blue or maybe no, maybe it actually represents something. This whole thing can be all bs. I also understand the character design process and how main characters need to be recognisable. We are overanalising shit here, sir.

Next's Bloberta.

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Tips for radqueers so we don't get termed

I don't have enough spoons to make an intro, just enjoy.

Certain tags can make your account be taken down faster. Pro para and similars will make Tumblr give you a side eye rather than transIDs.

Don't make exclusively radqueer posts. Tumblr it's a huge page with tastes for everyone, so try to mix your activism with shitposting, memes, fandoms you're part of. This will make it harder for the algorithm to hunt you.

Whatever is your contact stance, don't engage in contact discourse unless strictly necessary.

Be subtle. Sometimes giving small hints that would make normies confused but will make other freaks know you're a freak too can help you keep in touch with the community without feeling exposed.

Typing quirks are your allies.

If you feel unsafe with someone, either ignore them or block them. Constantly reporting others can make you say goodbye to your acc.

Use alternatives to the label rq if you're comfortable with doing so.

Try to keep your tags simple or if you're an older account, don't use them at all.

I hope this helped, stay safe and stay radical <3

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DO NOT JOIN "RADBUGS"

radbugs is a large radqueer server of which i used to be in. they promote having sex with children and animals. i have a few screenshots added just please avoid it if you have the mind to not be around multiple sex offenders and people who have admitted to having sex with animals.

and just a reminder. do not be a sex offender.

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There's a big BIG difference between simply wanting to learn a language, and feeling as if you're connected to that language and were always meant to speak it.

That's what translanguage is folks~