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wipe that look off your face

fernando pessoa / disco elysium / twin peaks: fire walk with me, dir. david lynch / the naomi letters, rachel mennies / jenny holzer

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In my mind disco Elysium is not mostly about class, or race, or misogyny or ableism or any one thing but rather an excellent way of delving into how they all intertwine. You can't fully talk about what it says about communism without bringing up what it talks about how it's intertwined with addiction and disability, which loops back to racism and diaspora which can be looped back to gender and queerness and severe childhood neglect and police brutality and the feeling of being left behind by the forces supposed to protect you and and and

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“Chi dara fine al gran delore? L’ore” meaning “Who will put an end to this great sadness? The hours passing.”

House of Leaves by Mark Z. Danielewski // Twin Peaks // “Franz Marc’s Blue Horses” by Mary Oliver // Disco Elysium

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what you learn from hobbies:

consistent practice opens up whole worlds of skill that you couldn't imagine

making mistakes in the process of learning is not only natural, it is also essential

activities that you enjoy can give you more energy back than you spent on them

wow everything is so expensive

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there really is something about relationships between two people that are simultaneously relationships between three people (or more). you can interpret that however you want. secret identity love squares. two people but one of them is haunted by another person. two people but both of them are haunted by the same person. someone is possessed. literally just a throuple. when there's just two people in the room but they always carry someone else along with them. Something about it.

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Swimming rabbit

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for a while now i’ve been learning that some people kind of choose to hate themselves like you can give them tools and resources and advice and they’ll even follow some of it and go “i still hate myself” and i feel strongly at that point they’re kind of choosing to stay in that mindset because it’s comfortable and familiar or something but some people are truly [gotye voice] addicted to a certain kind of sadness and hooked on feeling low

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do you see this shit my liege

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let's struggle to dine with mama

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overhearing my neighbor rant on the phone top of his lungs and his friend is saying something in calm voice and he goes NO. NO NUANCE. STOP SAYING NUANCE. MY BOSS NEEDS TO DIE

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There's a special strain of liberal grown in labs that works exclusively in videogame writing involving revolutions. They try so very hard to write good stories but the lab technicians only let them read Animal Farm. They let the best among them attempt a short film once in 2017 and that's how we got the Kendall Jenner Pepsi ad.

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this hole you put me in, was in ideal depth. thank you :) i wont be climbing out any time soon!★★★★☆

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i think the hardest i’ve ever been owned was when my boyfriend and i were talking about our favorite feelings/sensations and he was like “my top 9 out of 10 feelings are sex with you” and i was like “aw baby🥺🥺🥺. what’s the tenth one??” and he didn’t hesitate even a little before saying “sex with your mom”

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figured youd all appreciate my friend's shirt