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Glowing Giant Fish Made of Discarded Plastic Bottles, Playa de Botafogo, Rio de Janeiro, Brasil

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this is actually why todd left balincrest for welton

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in a weird way, i think “the corspe bride” would really comfort todd after neil died. it’s about an undead woman who believes she will only be happy if she’s loved, and she can finally go into the afterlife after she realizes she needs to love herself.

i think it would make him realize that he can’t just wait for something amazing to happen, and that he should try to move on.

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this may or may not be a fantasy writing exercise for me. please reblog

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neil autism. neil being super upset when mr perry changes what extracurriculars he's taking without his permission. neil stimming when he's writing the fake permission letter. neil wanting to be an actor because its far easier to play out a pre-written interaction than to have an actual interaction. neil "autistic extrovert" perry.

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i heard we're gonna be roommates

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i'm in my d.p.s era

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neil and todd as those people who hold hands in the school hallway

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ok so i made it so u can ask abt anderperry week @anderperryweek

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ok for some reason the ap week blog isnt showing up on the tag, so here ya go

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i like to think mr keating had a project where they had to write poetry about something they hate, make the poetry into a rocket, and launch it. neil made his poetry about his dad, and his rocket fucking exploded.

todd didn’t like the lauching sound so neil covered his ears with his hands

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ANDERPERRY WEEK 2024

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Chinook Salmon (Oncorhynchus tshawytscha)

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wake me up when september ends but its wake me up when the semester ends but also please wake me up before the semester ends i don’t wanna fail

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i wanna make a blog called “your favorite character is neil” where u just compile many neils.

this is the neil flag btw.

Navy blue

Emerald

Indigo

Lavender

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i have a hc that neil frogged his and todd’s blue and green sweaters, and either knitted them into mixed yarn green and blue sweaters or a blanket for their bed. or baby blankets if you think they would have kids. maybe he made all of these and constantly frogs his work

Todd Crochet Headcanons:

He learned when he was younger. It was something that he and his grandmother would do when they spent time together.

His older brother definitely made fun of him for it, but it was all in good fun.

He didn't work on anything while he was at Balincrest. He was too busy and was self-conscious after partaking in a traditionally 'female' craft.

He started back up again when he switched to Welton.

At first, he would only do it when Neil was out of the room, anxious as to what he would think.

He slowly started to work on projects with Neil in the room as the Society was getting started.

Neil was quite enamored with it. He loved to sit and watch Todd as he would crochet.

Todd doesn't really follow patterns. He finds them too limited and stressful. He will just make what he wants.

He likes to buy hand dyed yarn. Neil would hold the yarn between his arms while Todd rolled it into a ball.

Neil liked to recite lines with Todd while doing this.

Sometimes Todd would share a new poem idea with him.

Todd would stay up and work on a project as he waited for Neil to come back from rehearsal and tell him all about what happened.

Occasionally, Neil would return and just rest his head against Todd's shoulder as he crocheted in silence as a way to decompress after a long day.