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3 in the morning. Mushrooms were consumed

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Everything is coming to a head. There is a massive shift on it’s way

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September the fifth two thousand and twenty five. Current time is 01:00

Hotel room in Richmond. A variety of people partying together. Crazy stupid time.

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Sunday the thirty first of August two thousand and twenty five. Current time is 23:33. Drake motel. Alone at the moment with a cool girl named Bree. Another female on the way but she’s drunk and likely obnoxious but let’s see what happens.

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Now I’m laying naked in bed. Cock and balls are tightly tied off. Had a couple short sessions with the suck pump so my dick is fat. Need something up my ass tho. Time to grease up my slut hole good and stuff it before more pumping

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Interesting night here. Earlier in the evening I was lying in bed and playing with my cock and the thought occurred to me that I would really like a blowjob. I fantasized about how good it would feel. Having a warm wet mouth wrapped around my swollen shaft. But being that there was no one around who he would enjoy getting sucked off by, he didn’t have any expectations.

Fast forward some hours. Ryan has come by. He and Jay are lounging on Jays bed. Jay is extremely chatty. A lot of sex talk. He shaves his head and face and heads off to shower. After cleaning himself and looking and feeling human again he heads back to the bedroom. Closes the door and locks it. As he is pondering what to wear, he casually slips off the gym shorts he had on revealing his freshly shaven cock and balls. Ryan gazed at it with lust in his eyes and quickly asked permission to suck jays gorgeous cock.

Ok I stepped forward and he lowered his head and opened wide. Ryan immediately started giving me some serious high class head. The boy knows how to suck a dick. It felt absolutely amazing. My earlier desire for head had now manifested.

He licked my balls, took me deep into his throat. I repositioned myself and he pushed my hips up to get access to my asshole. He dove into it like a starving man, licking and prodding with his tongue. It felt intense.

I lost my hard on for a bit. Another position change and I was knelt in front of him and he started sucking me off again. He needed me to bust. To make me erupt. To drain the cum from my balls. He alternated between blowing me and stroking me. My. Cock was fat and throbbing. It was not long before I felt the point of no return come and go. I panted and groaned and then I exploded. He continued to stroke me and pull the cum from me. I had to stifle myself as the intensity of the orgasm drew gutteral sounds from my depths

Yes, this really happened just a few short hours ago. I got a great blow job, hand job, rim job and orgasm. From a man. And had zero qualms about it. I got what I needed.

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Goddamn. How utterly insane can things get

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Oh my goodness. The drama is in full swing. Fuck everyone. Seriously. This dickhead has been up for days and is being a total douche. Fuck him anyway.

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I had two absolutely incredible orgasms today. The unfortunate part about it is that I was alone. But it’s okay. My cock was swollen to the max. Hard and beautiful to see.

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Sitting on a couch with no cushions in a garage converted into a living space with a guy who is so tweaked out it’s ridiculous. There are two nice looking females as well. And Randy. Who lost a lot of weight. I have a metal ring on. The Hellicorn texted me and asked if I wanted to meet for a drink. Not entirely sure that would be a good idea. But I will likely do it anyway cuz I’m a sucker and I would love to get naked and freaky with her. But I already know it won’t be worth it in the end. Now the arrogant twat is pissy. I didn’t jump as soon as she demanded. Fuck her.

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The madness never ends. Ok hold that thought. So I want to start this out in a positive manner because there have been some very positive moments the past few days.

By far the best day, in fact the most important day was Friday. For the first time in as long as I remember I was graced with the opportunity to spend essentially the entire day with my son. Not only that; spent it together in the real world. Not stuck just at the house so she can feel whatever it is she feels having this power. But irrelevant. We went up to Wisconsin and spent four hours working. We then went to our respective abodes and cleaned up for the night’s activities.

See the day before, my oldest and dearest friend, who just moved back here after some years in Iowa. He and his son and sons friend had tickets to the White Sox game and wanted us to come. So that evening I had a very frank, open, friendly conversation with my ex. And she shocked me and gave her blessing for both things.

Ok need to pause. More to come.

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Sitting in a large booth at the bar. Alone as is usually the case. Had a stupid crazy very chaotic few days interacting with the Hellicorn. I genuinely need to cut her out of my life. The cold hard truth is that she is another drug I’m highly addicted to. It’s true. And it’s clear that even as sexual partners we are done. At least I am. She shows no interest in my desires or my pleasure. I still throw myself headlong into getting her to cum and cum again. But without reciprocity it’s not gonna work. We are incompatible. Sad but true.

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I found this post to be very informative

Could you list your favorite things to have done to you, sexually? As a guide, let's say, for a man who wants to explore you, and wants to remember you are a kinky girl.

These are a few of my favorite things...

Here is a list of my favorite things to do or have done to me.

Play with my breasts - all kinds: flogging, squeezing, mauling, fingers digging in and bruising, nipple play - clamping, teasing, pinching, twisting, tugging, feathery touches, licking, biting.

I masturbate for a man, but he can't touch me though he can request a wide range of things

Tie me up, all types but especially with rope, being immobilized and totally helpless (with the right man)

Exhibitionism - showing off my body, being forced to show off my body, men looking at me,

Related to the one above: being naked with a man who is fully clothed. I love being naked in front of a man. Wearing heels, but bare feet is okay. Known as CMNF - clothed male, nude female/

Desire me, want me, sexually, so that I know you desire me. Look at me and don't look away. Tell me you want to fuck me, enjoy my body, tie me up, fuck my ass, undress me... I would rather hear a man say he desires me - and how - than hear him praise my appearance. Of course, both is fine!

Play with my ass - lick, touch and fuck me in the ass. Very hot. This is also a deeply submissive thing.

Pull my hair while fucking me.

Flog me - or other percussion (crops, paddle, but not cane or whip) - on my breasts, my pussy, my ass...

Abduct me, and you, my captor, will find that I become very aroused, and turn into a hungry fucktoy.. I become too aroused to care.

Send me a picture and have a conversation about what the girl (me) is doing and feeling. (I always see myself as the girl in the picture, and my imagination goes wild imagining what I am doing there.)

Lay me out on a table or find me laid out on a table, served as dinner, with a variety of rules...

I kneel, bend over, I am inspected, tormented.

An exotic, sophisticated stranger meets me or finds me in some distant location when I am travelling alone... it has to have a kinky side though.

With girls the shoe is on the other foot, I am the dominant one.

Cum on my body... spray my breasts, my face, my ass... anywhere, so I can run my fingers through it and lick it off my fingers.

I will post these, and perhaps add some more as I think of them.

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Just stream of consciousness coming out here. It’s been a long long time since I actually sat and put any effort into writing. Which again like so many things in life is something both therapeutic and enjoyable for me so obviously I make sure I do as little of it as possible.

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What to say. Doesn’t seem to have much point anymore as I’ve spewed the same garbage answers time and again and yet not a goddamn thing has changed.

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Took lsd for the first time in over two decades. It’s been fun thus far. Blake and Sarah are my companions on the trip. Doing pretty well so far in keeping her at bay in my mind. Let go and move on.

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Her hand is pressed against my cock through my jeans. We are definitely gonna fuck tonight