There’s fanfiction…. And then there’s FANFICTION. The kind of shit you happen upon at like 3am or some other ungodly time because you were trying to find a fix for ur fixation at the time and you are just SUCKED IN and every sentence feels like a line of cocaine and it has quotes and imagery that permeate your brain and it’s the shit that sticks around in your consciousness forever and it never goes away and it’s always going to be one of Those Fics.
I have never been less proud to be an American. This is why we cried in 2016. I am in shock yet also not surprised. I spent most of the day exchanging strong words with people while attempting to complete tasks at work that felt so pointless. What does the future look like? Who knows, but right now it feels bleak, like I’m slowly drowning. I don’t know what to do anymore, I’m tired. I’m uncomfortably numb.