We're the Crayon System, a collective of Alters, Introjects, Fictives or individuals of there own in one body. We currently are getting therapy, you can ask us anything! We don't mind, If your looking for Hetalia Fictives to talk to (which is dominant here because of 5 year obsession) or just befriend us, our DMs are open! Our Instagram is Badboylimwang. Feel free to interact, (unless your an Endo DNI.)
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I find Hermes in every sport, in every walk/jog/run I take. I find him in every trophy or award I’ve ever won for a competition/contest. I find him in the gym, on every track, every path worn into the earth and paved by us. Every moment of exertion, pushing the bar as one gets stronger and gains more endurance.
I find Hermes in libraries, every archive, every place where information is stored. I find him in the books that pass on knowledge, anything written down for another person to get their hands on and digest either in one sitting or multiple. I find him in every story told either by word of mouth or published. I find him roaming libraries and bookstores through the fiction and nonfiction, just another person browsing. I find him in the inspirations that fuel all our dreams, every career or passion we have that fills our life and makes it all worthwhile.
I find him with every receptionist in any office (both misc. businesses and at the doctors). Every bank and call center known to him like the back of his hand. I find him in every ambulance and E.R. where those that need immediate help can get it, the chance to save a life and help those badly injured without any time to wait. He’s in hospitals, in the rooms where people say goodbye to loved ones – where they stay in those last moments to save it to memory. In mourning and comfort for those left behind and those who are passing on satisfied and cared for. Hermes is there in every pharmacy, every place prescriptions are filled, with every psychiatrist, psychologist, and therapist and with those that are mentally ill/disabled. All in his care, out in the world during day to day life or moments where the psych ward/hospital are necessary.
He can be found where games are played, any meal to indulge in — any table to sit at home or in public. He’s there where slight of hand is performed, any stage with a magician that stuns us and leaves us impressed. He’s there for every joke that makes us laugh, with every comedian with all eyes on them as they give us their selfless art that has us howling with laughter in the moment and later as an afterthought. Any good time one can have of great fulfillment and joy as the heart soars along with Dionysos and Hestia.
Hermes is there, telling or showing us that everything will be alright. Comfort can be found with a little trust as he takes our hand, doling out security and strength to find joy in life, to meet others and know you’re never alone. With every high and low his hand extends — free to take or ignore as the choice is yours and yours alone – and he knows this. I find it in his eyes every day I get the chance to look into those dark depths all too deep. I find him wrapping his arms around me and staying by my side whenever my mental state does a 180 and flips harshly, roughly shaking my day and making me question everything. In all the moments where I have an episode he is there to talk me out of it and soothe everything that makes me tremble from fear and panic as unreality sets in (seeping into every thought).
I find him as a friend, as family, as the random stranger with advice or lending a hand when in need, I find him as my lover. Any relationship one finds him a part of will know the tenderhearted, supportive friend of man with great understanding and a heart all too big to dare hope of covering it all.
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hermes gives his strongest worshippers (me) the toughest battles (duolingo lessons)
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Alfredo here.
We’re all sorta fronting more than back then-we were lowkeyyy sorta kinda dormant? ish, won't really say much but fronting atm as my Wife ice skates to music im playing in spotif-just Vvibing as usual. Will update much as I can idk if people even reading may rumblings-OKAT WHY IS AUTO CORRECT SO ANNOYING!?!? gonna urn this off soon istg.
-Alfred
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Aweee-AWEEEE-AWEEEE-aweee, a wee, AWEEEEEEEEEEE WHAT THE FUCK AWE. -Alfred
Funky.
I’m supposed to work but I had to pause all my things and just take a stand in the ice and skate for the next hours to songs, because I’m too madly inlove at the moment with People who I’ve fallen 50 staircases for.
-Cray
#STOP#HOLY SHIT THIS IS SO SWEET#ilytoo wify#muah muah muah muah#<3#goals#im just gonna pretend this is me because im selfish
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Funky.
I’m supposed to work but I had to pause all my things and just take a stand in the ice and skate for the next hours to songs, because I'm too madly inlove at the moment with People who I've fallen 50 staircases for.
-Cray
#STOP WHY ARE THEY SO!?!?!#LIKE THEM!?!?!#STOP MY HEART#IM LITERALLY FLUTTERING WHILE SKATING HOLT SHIT#Them <333#mY HEART#Ilysm#I love my husbandsssss#dies#if you see this my men ily!!#Until I found youuuuuuuuuuuuuuaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#IF YOU SEE THIS ADAM YOU HAVE NOTHING ON ME#UNTIL I FOUND THEMMMM I WAS LOST WITHIN THE DARKN AND THEN I FOUNDTHEMMMMMMM I FOUND YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU#God I feel so high.
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My collection of clothing references for writing.
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GUESS WHO FOUND AN ACCURATE PICTURE OF ME. GRYFFINDORRR FOR THE WINNNNNNNN. SUCK MY FUCKING DICK SLYTHERINSSS.
#I have just been reminded we were eliminated from the house cup I want to kms so bad#ADAM IF YOUR READING THIS IM CURRENTLY CRYING AT THE FACT THE SLYTHERINS MIGHT SHIT ON ME#FUCK YOU GILBERT YOU SNAKE TIDDY SUCKER.#Eughhh I can't wait for next year where we can rewin and enter house cupssss ehhhhygyghgh this isn't fair wtf#I WANTED TO WIN WHAT THE HELL#EUGHHHHHHH THE RAVENCLAWS MIGHT WIN#DAMNNIT DAMNNIT DAMNNIT#WHATEVER I STILL LOOK HOT HERE
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Bro what the fuck who wrote this do you need help??? im free wtf 😦
-Alfred
I’m scared. What if they don’t notice? Will I just fade.
#THIS IS CONCERNING WHO WROTE THIS WE NEED TO TALK#IN A POSITIVE WAY DONT WHAT!?!?!#WHAT ARE YOU SCARED OF I CAN FIGHT FOR YOU WHAT THE HELL DONT DIE#BY THE WAY ITS ALFRED#SO LIKE I CAN HELP??#IF YOU FRONT AND SEE THIS YOU CAN TALK TO ME OMG?
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Doing Bodies Work (Badass)
Currently doing bodies homework because my waifs is lazy and she needs me 💪, I might have bitchitis, OH, Nikolai and the Twins with Lols joined School, Hogwarts, so pretty much so much shit going on it’s kinda funny, honestly school has been great, (in inner) fees good, lowkey excited for class today, Transfiguration and Herbology for afternoon, lowkey our schedule is kinda freaky and honestly it’s fucking great still. I got Bs idc it’s still big for me, I'm kinda just rambling here cause I want too lmfao, but yeah might go to class later after I finish bodies classes. It’s 6 AM here in Inner, class starts at 9, man our timeline here is so different from exterior world, we have like different time differences, it’s probably night time in Copenhagen rn over in Denmark here. Our inner is HUGE. Mostly filled with NPCs and Alters. -Alfred J. Kirkland
#Man that was alotta shit#HAHAHAHA LOWKEY HAD FUN THOUGH#Augh I have to finish stuff#My wife is hot though dayum#Man not really as associated as my source anymore ngl#to be honest I like it that way#being a nation sucksss#im magical so im a damn wizard so suck are fr#man the amount of readers so confused without context though pfft#actually y'all can ask stuff idr mind#im a hetalia alter I know </3#Alfred kirkland#Hetalia#Hetalia fictive#idk why I added those tags to my source I know my source fans will give me an eye#holy shitttt gaghahahagayuaguyaf#signing off tho for now
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I’m scared. What if they don’t notice? Will I just fade.
#Im In a very bad place.#I don't feel so well#Im physically okay but my mind feels like its going mad#I need another cigarette I can't do this#Im panicking too muchj#Why can't I stop crying every day and night#My eyes feel dry
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