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crazyfandomaddict · 7 years ago

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It’s You

Pairing: Jimin and Reader.

Summary: It’s hard enough to be in love with your best friend. It’s even harder to watch them marry someone else. It should have been him. He should be the one she will say her vows with and share a kiss but he can’t ruin her happiness. This is what she wants so he’ll just have to live with it. (Inspired by Marry Me by Thomas Rhett)

a/n: I was planning on writing part two of The Old You but I had a really crazy dream last night and was inspired to write this. I don’t normally write from this point of view but I like how it came out.

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30 minutes. So much was going to change in 30 minutes. In 30 minutes he would watch her walk down the isle. In 30 minutes she was going to marry a man that wasn’t him. In 30 minutes it will be too late for him. Why did he wait until the last 30 minutes? Why couldn’t he just tell her how he felt? Why couldn’t he say those words out loud? Deep down he knew why he had waited. He knew why he couldn’t bring him self to tell her how much he loved her. He couldn’t ruin her big day. He couldn’t ruin her happiness, and he couldn’t handle it if she rejected him. Jimin has been in love with his best friend since they were little kids. She was always there. They use to play house together and talk about being husband and wife when they grew up. They were only five when he got on one knee with a ring pop and asked her to be his wife. She promised him that she would always love him and he kissed her cheek before their kindergarten class mates could pick on them and say they were yucky. They were little kids but Jimin knew that he wanted to spend the rest of his life with her. Of course through the years they had both dated other people. They helped each other with whatever problems would come about. When she needed a shoulder to cry on after her eighth grade boyfriend dumped her, Jimin was there. The day Jimin lost a huge football game sophomore year, she was there with ice cream to cheer him up. In high school they spent most of their free time at the small but popular diner by their school. It’s where they almost shared their first kiss, only to be interrupted by Taehyung doing a weird dance in front of the window. Jimin remembered her running outside to slap him for ruining the moment they were having. She smiled at him from outside and he couldn’t even be mad at Tae anymore. Jimin chose not to bring up the almost kiss after that. He feared that it was all in his head. How could someone as amazing as her want to kiss him? He had accepted that the feelings were one sided long ago. The day he got her wedding invitation in the mail he felt as if his heart was ripped from his chest. He was there the day her boyfriend proposed. They were at a party when he got down on one knee and asked her the question Jimin had always imagined asking. She of course said yes and jumped into his arms. Jimin hadn’t noticed the way she stared at him over her future husbands shoulder. A part of her always imagine it would be Jimin she married. She loved her fiancé but her bestfriend always had a special place in her heart. A small voice in the back of her mind continued to tell her that she was marrying the wrong guy, but Jimin never made a move. She was sure that he would bring up the almost kiss after winning his championship game and then maybe he would ask her on a date. All hope was lost when Jimin started spending time with the new girl at school the next week. She was hurt when she realized that he didn’t feel the same way. She gave him so many opportunities to confess but he never did. Eventually she threw herself into planning her wedding and accepted the fact that she had made the right choice. As guest visited her dressing room to greet her, she couldn’t help but watch the door and wait for him. The reception would start in 25 minutes and Jimin still hadn’t made an appearance. The second he walked through the door she jumped to her feet and wrapped her arms around his neck.

“I thought you weren’t going to show up!” She yelled.

“I couldn’t miss your big day.” Jimin smiled sadly.

“It didn’t feel right without you. My parents were freaking out wondering why you hadn’t shown up yet.”

“Sorry. I’m here now though. You look beautiful y/n.”

“You look very handsome as well Jiminie.”

“I’m gonna go find my seat. I’m sure Joon and Kookie are wondering where I am.” He finally pulled away from the hug and she frowned.

“I’ll see you when I get out there I guess.” Jimin stared at her for a second.

“Don’t be nervous. You’ll do great.” He caressed her cheek and she smiled at him.

“Thanks Minnie.”

He nodded and left her dressing room. Once his group of friends saw him they pulled him over to his seat. Jimin could see the husband to be talking to the brides parents and frowned. He felt like he couldn’t breath so he loosened his tie and turned to his friends.

“I have to admit, I always thought y/n and Jimin would get married.” Taehyung said.

“We all thought that.” Jin said.

“To bad you never got the courage to tell her.” Jungkook rolled his eyes.

“Back off guys. Jimin had his reasons.” Namjoon said as he patted Jimin’s back.

“It’s not just his fault. She never confessed either.” Yoongi said.

“That’s because she was waiting for him to do it!” Hoseok said.

“Will you all just shut up? I get it okay? I lost my chance. She doesn’t deserve a loser like me anyways! She’s happy now so just leave it alone!” Jimin had raised his voice but everyone around them was talking so his friends were the only people to hear him.

“Jimin you aren’t a loser.” Jin said.

“She would be lucky to marry you.” Joon said.

“I can’t fucking do this. I have to go.”

Jimin shook his head and ran to his car. He ignored the calls from all of his friends and drove to the diner. He sat in their favorite booth and rested his head on the table. Why did he think he would make it through the reception in the first place? The site of her in her wedding dress made him want to cry. The love of his life was marrying someone else and there was nothing he could do about. It was his own fault. If he had told her how he felt, things could have been different, but he couldn’t allow himself to be selfish. Her happiness meant more to him then anything else and if she was happy to marry someone else then that’s something Jimin would have to live with. He ignored the vibration from his phone. He assumed it was one of the boys calling to figure out where he went. She would be sad that he left early but Jimin knew she would get over it. At least that’s what he kept telling himself as he finally pulled the phone from his pocket. 5 minutes. In 5 minutes she would walk down the isle and kiss her husband. In 5 minutes he will lose her forever. Jimin decided to check the text messages he had received.

‘Dude we didn’t mean to upset you. Please come back.’ -Jungkook

'Jimin please don’t miss this. Y/n will be heart broken.’ -Namjoon

Jimin sighed as he continued to read the text messages from his group of friends. He couldn’t reply to them. He didn’t know what to say. One message caught his attention though. It was from her. He opened their thread of messages nervously.

'Minnie please don’t leave.’ -y/n

'Where did you go?’ -y/n

'I need you. Please.’ -y/n

'I think I know where you are. Stay there. I’ll see you soon.’ -y/n

Jimin stared at the messages. The reception would last at least another couple of hours. She wanted him to wait that long? How could she know where he went? They hadn’t gone to the dinner together in almost two years. Did she know that Jimin came here whenever he was upset about his feelings for her? He was pulled out of his thoughts when he heard a knock on the window. He looked up to see her standing there with make up running down her face. She held the skirt of her dress up and was staring at him. He stood up and ran to her.

“What are you doing here?” Jimin asked.

“I heard what you said to the boys. Jimin I couldn’t marry him. I tried to convince myself that this is what I wanted but I was wrong. It’s you Minnie. It’s always been you. You are the person I want to spend the rest of my life with. I know it’s cruel to leave him at the alter but I can’t marry someone that doesn’t have all of my heart.” She was crying and he couldn’t help but pull her into his arms.

“I’m so sorry that I never had the courage to tell you. I was such an idiot. I let those feelings build up inside and it all just became to much. Seeing you in the dress and seeing him laugh with your parents, I wanted it to be me y/n. He was such a great guy and I figured that he was better for you. You always seemed so happy with him and I couldn’t take that away.”

“Jimin I have wanted to be with you since we were five. I still have the finger paintings and little drawings you use to give me. How could you ever think that anyone else even compared to you?”

“I’m so so sorry y/n.”

“I love you so much Park Jimin.”

“I love you even more y/f/n.”

“Believe it or not my parents were happy to see me leave. My mother yelled something like "go get your man honey.”“ She giggled and wiped her tears away.

"What did you tell them?” Jimin asked.

“I apologized to everyone. I explained that I couldn’t go through with it.”

“And your almost husband? What did he say?” Jimin wiped the makeup from under her eyes and she sighed.

“He said a part of him always knew. He smiled and told me that he just wanted me to be happy. I kept apologizing and he made a joke about keeping half of the wedding gifts. My parents hugged me and said they would clean up the mess I made. Dad said he always loved you like a son and he was happy I was finally making the right choice.”

“I’m sorry that I ruined your wedding.” Jimin frowned.

“You can make it up to me at ours.” She smirked.

“Should I go buy another right pop?” Jimin asked and they both laughed.

“Only if it’s cherry.” She smiled.

“Anything for you.”

They hugged again and he dragged her inside. They sat at their normal booth and held hands as a waitress walked up to them.

“You two finally tied the knot? I’ve been waiting for this day since the first time I saw you sit in this booth.” She smiled at them.

“I actually just walked out on my wedding.” She chuckled.

“It was my fault.” Jimin pouted.

“It was for the best.” She said as she squeezed his hand.

“I want an invitation to the actual wedding then okay?” The waitress said.

“Of course. You’ll be number one on the list.” Jimin said.

She placed two pieces of cake in front of them and left the table. Jimin put some frosting on y/n’s nose and she laughed. She returned the favor by putting some frosting on his cheek. They were so caught up in each other that they hadn’t even realized the audience they had attracted. When Jimin finally looked up he noticed her parents and their friends sitting at a table next to them just staring. She blushed and hid behind Jimin.

“I always wanted this day to come but I never thought it would be so disgustingly cute.” Hoseok said.

“They make me want to squeeze their cheeks.” Yoongi said.

“We can hear you.” y/n said.

“We know.” The boys said in unison and everyone laughed.

Jimin smiled at her and she stared back at him. He put his hand under her chin.

“I have wanted to do this for so long.” Jimin whispered.

“Should have done it after the championship game.” She bit her lip.

“You remember that?” He asked.

“Of course. It was our almost first kiss.”

“So it wasn’t just me?” Jimin stared into her eyes and she shook her head no.

He leaned down and captured her lips with his own. It wasn’t long but it meant more than any kiss either of them had ever shared with another person. Things were finally falling into place and they couldn’t wait to see what the future would hold. Jimin was so happy to finally have her by his side and she didn’t want it any other way.

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crazyfandomaddict · 7 years ago

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Lost Without You Part One

Pairing: Namjoon and Reader

Summary: College is hard enough without any drama but going to school with the ex boyfriend that you are still helplessly in love with is almost unbearable. It doesn’t help that you have 2 of your 5 classes together. The only thing you can do is avoid him at all costs but that’s hard when your friends refuse to give up on you two.

a/n: I never went to college so I’m so sorry if something I’ve written doesn’t make sense.My best friend has been helping me with all of the technical details but I’m honestly not an expert on the topic. I thought a college au would be fun to write so I hope you like it.

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I groaned as I woke up to my alarm in the morning. My first class is at 8am but I slept through my first three alarms. I jumped out of bed and rushed to get ready. I ran to my first class and slid into my seat 5 minutes before the class was suppose to start.

“Are you okay?” My bestfriend Anna asked.

“Why do you ask?” I turned in my seat to look at her.

“You’re wearing two different shoes.” She smirked and I face palmed.

“I couldn’t sleep last night so I didn’t hear my alarm this morning. I had to rush out of my apartment so that I could get to class on time.” I sighed and pulled my notebook from my bag.

“You still aren’t sleeping right? Y/N it’s been two weeks! Maybe you should talk to Joon and try to fix things.”

“Drop it Anna. We broke up. If we were meant to be together things wouldn’t have ended the way they did.”

“Was the fight really that serious? I mean look at him, he doesn’t look like he’s been getting much sleep either.” Anna pointed her pen towards Namjoon and his best friend Yoongi. I rolled my eyes and shook my head.

“Will you just let it go? I’m not talking about it anymore.”

The teacher walked in and started talking about the essay that is due next week. The rest of class was pretty boring. I had a lecture and one more class before I was done with school for the day. After my last class I went home to change into work clothes and left for the bakery that is down the street from my apartment. When I walked in I was greeted with a smile and wave from the owner.

“How was class today Y/N?” Jin asked as I walked behind the counter and put my apron on.

“It was boring. I woke up late and showed up with two different shoes on.” Jin started laughed and I stuck my tongue out at him. “It’s not funny! Luckily Anna was the only one to notice.”

“So Namjoon didn’t see it?” Jin smirked.

“I don’t care if he did.”

“You sure about that?”

“Yes I’m sure.”

I walked up to the customer who stood at the counter ready to order and smiled. After giving her what she ordered I turned back to Jin.

“I thought you were leaving early today?” I asked.

“I’m leaving as soon as the new guy gets here. I wanted to welcome him before I go.” Jin smiled and nodded to the door when the bell above it rang. I looked up to see my friend Jimin standing there.

“You hired Jiminie??” Jin nodded and I hugged him.

“You told me he was looking for a job so I offered him a place here. We could use some more help. Now I won’t have to keep over working you and Anna.”

“Yeah thanks for the reccomendation by the way! I came in to get a coffee yesterday and Jin asked if I had time for an interview. Now we get to work together!” Jimin smiled at me and put an apron on.

“No slacking off you two! Friends or not, this is your job so you can’t just play around all day.” Jin spoke sternly.

“We know Jin. We’ll behave.” I said.

Jin said goodbye to us and left. I showed Jimin how to work the register and how to make a couple different drinks. Jin usually makes all of the baked goods in the morning so that we don’t have to make them throughout the day. Jimin and I were laughing about something that happened in class yesterday when the bell over the door made us both turn to the entrance. I sighed when I saw that it was Yoongi and Namjoon.

“What can I get for you today?” I walked up to them and asked.

“I’ll have a large coffee and one of those muffins.” Yoongi said.

“And you?” I looked over at Joon.

“Just a large coffee. Thanks.”

I made their coffees while Jimin grabbed Yoongi’s muffin.

“So how’s that new song Yoongi?” Jimin asked as he handed him his muffin.

“It’s still missing something. I’m trying to find someone that can sing some of the lyrics for me.” He took a bite of his muffin and I handed them their coffees.

“Y/N is a pretty good singer. Maybe she could do it.” Jimin smiled at me.

“That would actually be perfect. Would you do it Y/N?” Yoongi asked. I smiled and shook my head.

“I’m really not that good Yoongs. I’m sure you can find someone better. Jimin or Tae could totally do it.”

“What are you talking about? You’re an amazing singer.” Namjoon said.

“Seriously Y/N it would mean a lot if you could help me out.” Yoongi pouted.

“Can I think about it?” I sighed.

“Totally. Just don’t think to long okay? If you really don’t want to I will find someone else but I would love to have you on the song.”

“I’ll let you know by Friday.” The boys said goodbye and left me there to glare at Jimin.

“Why would you do that to me?”

“What do you mean? You love singing!I thought it would be a good opportunity for you!” Jimin frowned and looked at me.

“Working with Yoongi on a song means I’ll be working with Namjoon too! Do you know how awkward that will be for us?” I sighed frustratedly and started to wipe down the counter.

“Just tell him that you’ll do it as long as Joonie isn’t there then.”

“They are best friends Jimin. I can’t just make him kick Joon out of the studio! Now if I say no I look like I’m just trying to avoid him!”

“Well isn’t that kind of what you are doing?” Jimin asked.

“Yeah but he doesn’t know that! You should have just stayed quiet!” I threw down the rag in my hand and put my head in my hands.

“If you really don’t want to do it just tell Yoongi. He’ll understand Y/N. He isn’t some heartless asshole. He knows you and Namjoon have some issues to workout and he’s not going to force you to face him.”

“We don’t have issues to work out. We broke up. You can’t just go back to being friends with the person you were in love with. That isn’t how it works. Plus did you see how excited Yoongi got when you mentioned that I could do the song? I can’t let him down now.”

“You say were in love with as if you don’t still love him. I know you don’t want to admit it but we all see how much you two still care about each other. Maybe this is an excuse to talk to him. Yoongi will understand if you really can’t do it but I think you should. If not for Yoongi, do it for yourself. If things are really over between you two then this won’t change anything but If there is even a chance that you can fix your relationship then you need to do this.”

“Why does everyone want to talk about my relationship today?! Can you all just let it go? It’s been hard enough without everyone telling me to fix it! I’m not the one that caused the break up so everyone needs to just shut up about it already!” I took off my apron and threw it onto a hook. “I’m taking my break.”

I walked outside and sat at one of the tables. I layed my head in my hands and tried to calm down. It wasn’t Jimin’s fault that I was so upset but I couldn’t help but say what I said. Mine and Joon’s break up is the worst thing that has happened to me since I started school. I know everyone just wants what is best for me but all I wanted was for everyone to just leave me alone.

“Hey are you okay?” I turned around to see a tall boy with brown hair looking down at me.

“I’m fine. Do I know you?” I looked at the boy confused and he smiled.

“No sorry. I was going in to get a drink and saw you sitting here. You looked like you could use a friend.”

“It’s alright, no need to apologize. I’m just going through some stuff right now.”

“I understand. I’m Jungkook by the way.” He reached his hand out and I smiled as I shook it.

“Nice to meet you. I’m Y/N. I’ve never seen you around before.”

“Yeah I wanted to try something new and a friend of mine told me about this place. I just got out of class and it was on my way home.”

“You go to the college down the street?” He nodded and smiled.

“Yeah I’m a Freshman.”

“I’m a Junior. I was just about to go back in from my break if you want to come inside?”

“Lead the way.”

He held the door open for me and I smiled as I walked back behind the counter. Jimin looked at me and raised an eyebrow. I put my apron on and walked up to the counter.

“So what would you like?” I smiled at Jungkook.

“What would you reccomend?” He smirked.

“I usually go for the smoothies if I’m not in the mood for coffee. The cupcakes and cookies are amazing. My ex loved the muffins. Jimin will tell you to get one of the donuts.” I pointed at Jimin and he smiled and waved.

“I’ll take a wild berry smoothie and a vanilla frosted cupcake."Jungkook pointed to the cupcake he wanted. I made his smoothie while Jimin grabbed his cupcake.

"Jungkook goes to school with us Jiminie.” I nodded toward Jungkook and Jimin looked between us for a second. He turned to Jungkook and handed him his cupcake.

“What’s your major?” Jimin asked.

“I’m a dance major but I minor in photography.” Jungkook smiled as I handed him his smoothie.

“Really? I’m a dance major too. Minor in music. I’m surprised I haven’t seen you around.” Jimin leaned on the counter as he spoke.

“I actually just chose my major today. I wasn’t sure it was really what I wanted so I waited a couple months to decide.”

“At least you figured it out. My best friend still can’t decide on her major.” I giggled and shook my head.

“What about you Y/N? What is your major?” Jungkook asked.

“I major in creative writing and minor in music. I’ve always loved both so it was easy for me to decide.”

“So did you two meet because you work here or because you both minor in music?”

“We met because of the minor in music. We both have the same taste in music and we both love to sing. Plus we have a mutual friend named Taehyung. Jimin met Tae when they were little kids and I met him when I was still in highschool. We use to play video games online together.” I grabbed a cookie and took a bite when I finished talking. Jimin rolled his eyes.

“Does Jin know you steal cookies?” Jimin asked.

“Yes! He told me I could have one or two if I wanted them.” I stuck my tongue out at Jimin and Jungkook laughed.

“Were you talking about Kim Taehyung? He’s in my photography class.”

“Yeah! I forgot Tae minored in photography.” Jimin said.

“And that is why Y/N is my favorite!” Tae said as he walked in and came over to the counter.

“Hi TaeTae. Do you want your usual?” I asked.

“Yes please! Thank you princess!” I smiled at Taehyung and walked away to get his iced coffee.

“I’m your soulmate. Y/N can’t be your favorite!” Jimin pouted.

“If you were really my soulmate you wouldn’t forget that I take photography classes.” Tae glared at Jimin and I laughed as I handed him his coffee.

“Can we sit down at a table? I don’t want to crowd around the counter if a customer comes in.” I pointed to one of the tables and we all sat down.

“So you guys met Jungkookie I see.” Tae smiled and took a sip of his coffee.

“I can’t believe you’ve been hiding him from us. He fits in perfectly.” I looked at Jungkook and he blushed.

“I wasn’t hiding him. Who do you think suggested he come here?” Tae smirked.

“So you’re the friend that suggested something new? Seokjin would be proud of you for advertising.”

“I owed him for that time I forgot my wallet and he gave me free coffee. I started telling everyone about this place.”

“That must be why we’ve been getting more customers lately.”

Another customer came in and Jimin went to help her. I sat with Jk and Tae a little longer before they both left. Jimin and I finished our work and closed the bakery. I went home, took a shower, and got ready for bed. The next day I got up and went to my first class. I took my normal seat next to Anna.

“I’m not late today! My shoes match too!” I smiled triumphantly.

“I’m so proud of you. Did you get any sleep?” She gave me a concerned look and I sighed.

“I had to write some of my english essay and finish stats homework so I was up pretty later. I got like 3 and a half hours though so at least it’s something.”

“Y/N you need rest. You’re over working yourself. Ask Jin for the weekend off and try to relax. I can cover one of your shifts and maybe Jimin can pick up the other.”

“I’m fine Anna. You and Jin deserve a break too. You work as much as I do and Jin drives himself crazy trying to run the bakery. Plus I need the money so I can afford my apartment.”

“I take 2 classes less than you. I have more free time so I don’t mind working more. Two days off isn’t going to make you broke. I’m worried about you. Please just think about it?”

“I’ll think about it. It would give me the free time to help Yoongi with his song.” I gave her a reassuring smile.

“You’re helping Yoongi with a song? Since when? Why didn’t you tell me? Doesn’t that mean you are working with Namjoon too since they are always together?” She turned in her chair and stared at me.

“I haven’t told him if I will definitely do it or not but I feel bad saying no. They came to the bakery yesterday and Jimin suggested I sing his new song. He was so excited Anna. Yoongs was always really nice to me, I’ll feel terrible if I let him down. I’ll probably have to work with Joon but for the most part I’ll be in the sound booth so it’s not like I’ll have to sit and talk to him.” I rested my chin on my hand and pouted.

“I think you should do it. you always said Yoongi was a good guy, so I’m sure he will make it as easy as possible for you. Plus he writes some amazing songs so it would be really good for you to be a part of one of them. You can just pretend Joon isn’t there if that will make you feel better.”

“Yeah I’m going to text him after class and let him know I’ll do it. Thanks Anna. You always know what to say.”

“It’s what I’m here for.” She smiled at me.

Class started and after 2 hours it finally ended. I went to my next class and sat in the back alone since none of my friends were in this class. I took out my phone and texted Yoongi.

‘If the offer is still on the table I will do the song with you.’ - Y/N

'Seriously? Thank you so much! When can we start?’ -Yoongi

'I’m going to see if I can take the weekend off from work. Would you be able to start then?’ -Y/N

'Yeah that would be great! Just let me know when you find out about work.’ -Yoongi

'I’ll find out tonight and text you.’ -Y/N

I took some notes in class and then left to go to work. When I got there Jin smirked at me.

“You are taking the weekend off! Anna mentioned it to me and I thought it was a great idea. You need to take care of yourself so no fighting me.” I rolled my eyes and smiled at him.

“Thank you Jin. I was planning on asking when I got here but I guess I don’t have to.”

“I thought you would put up a little bit of a fight. No need to thank me. You deserve it. You and Anna have worked your butts off since I opened the bakery. It’s about time I give you a break.”

“How about next weekend you let Anna take some time off? I can cover her shift to make up for this weekend.”

“Yeah I think that’s a good idea. I’ll talk to her about it.”

I sent a quick text to Yoongi telling him we can work on the song Saturday and then started to work. After work I went to my last class of the day and then went home. I decided to watch a movie and try to sleep early. Not being able to sleep at night was normal for me now. It was like my brain just wouldn’t shut up. For two weeks I’ve been struggling to get more than a couple hours of sleep. I tossed and turned for at least two hours before I finally was able to rest.

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crazyfandomaddict · 7 years ago

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Meant To Be Part One

Pairing: Jungkook and Reader

Summary: You and your boyfriend break up after months of him being a jerk. The boys never liked him and are happy to see that things between you two ended. Jungkook takes the opportunity to get closer to you because he has always had a crush on you. The question is do you feel the same way about him? (Part 1/8)

a/n: This is the first series I have written so hopefully it isn’t terrible. It will probably start out a little slow. I hope you enjoy it anyways.

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I sighed as I sat on the couch in my boyfriends living room. He was yelling about something that happened to him at work. Whenever something pissed him off he always took it out on me. Things would never get physical but the verbal abuse was enough. I hated listening to him yell so I tried to just zone out and ignore him. Once he finished yelling he shook his head and stared at me.

“Did you even hear a single thing I just said?” I looked up at him and nodded.

“You said your boss was being a dick and embarrassed you in a meeting today.”

“Yeah but what else did I say?” I looked around the room and bit my lip.

“I don’t know. I stopped listening after you repeated yourself for the third time.”

“You never fucking listen. That’s the problem here.”

“What do you want from me?! Every single time something bad happens to you, you start screaming at me as if it’s my fault. If one of your friends piss you off, you blame me. If something goes wrong at work it is somehow my fault. I’m so tired of you treating me like crap!” I stood up so that I was directly in front of him.

“Then why don’t you just get out? If you are so tired of me then just leave! I don’t need you here!”

“And now you are just twisting my words! I never said I was tired of you! I said I was tired of how you treat me! There is a huge difference.” I rolled my eyes.

“Whatever just get out. We are done here.”

“Fine. Have a nice life.” I let out a small laugh and walked out of the apartment.

I knew that breaking up was inevitable. We were consitantly fighting and I was slowly pulling away from him but that didn’t mean I wasn’t hurt. For the past 6 months I fought to keep our relationship going whenever things got rough. There is only so much one person can do before everything falls apart. I decided to send a text in my group chat with my bestfriends to see if they were busy.

‘Hey are you guys doing anything today? I could use some friends.’ -Y/N

'Me, Tae hyung, and Jin hyung are home. The rest are busy. Come over.’ -Jungkook

'Is your boyfriend being a jerk again?’ -Namjoon

'I will gladly fight him.’ -Yoongi

'We broke up. No need for violence boys. Kookie I’m on my way.’ -Y/N

'We have your favorite ice cream ready. Hurry up.’ -Tae

I smiled and drove to their house. The boys never failed to cheer me up. I walked into the house without knocking. They gave me a key months ago so that I could just walk in whenever I wanted. I heard the boys in the kitchen and followed the sound until I saw the three of them. Tae and Jk were sitting at the table while Jin pulled a few different things out of the fridge.

“What are you guys up to?” I took a seat next to Jungkook and smiled.

“Jin hyung is making dinner. We are just waiting for you.” Tae smiled as he stood up.

“Dinner won’t be ready for an hour so you guys go do something. No ice cream until after you eat.” Jin pointed the spatula in his hand at me.

I pouted and looked up at him. “No fair. I was promised ice cream!”

“You will get your ice cream later. I know you haven’t had dinner yet and you aren’t going to spoil it by eating junk first.”

I stuck my tongue out and followed the younger boys into the living room. Me and Jungkook sat on the couch while Taehyung grabbed three xbox controllers.

“Wanna play overwatch?” He asked as he handed me the controller.

“You know I’m bad at it. I’ll play but you guys are going to have to carry me through it.”

“Nothing new there. Let’s play.” Jk nodded to the tv and picked up his controller.

We played the game until the other boys came into the house about 30 minutes later. They all said hi to me and Jimin took my controller away.

“Hey! I was playing that!” I playfully smacked his shoulder and pouted.

“Oh shush. You were dying constantly. This is me helping you.” Jimin smirked as he got a kill.

“Yeah we could really use a player that is actually good.” Tae said. I glared at him before leaving to go see if Jin needed help.

“Jimin stole my controller. Do you need any help?”

“No I’m okay. Thank you for the offer.” Jin smiled and ruffled my hair. He turned back to the stove and I went back to the living room.

I sat between Namjoon and Yoongi on the couch.

“Where were you two?” I asked.

“We went shopping. I wanted some new clothes and Yoongi needed new headphones because his broke.” Namjoon looked down at me as he spoke.

“I needed headphones because you broke the old ones. Don’t leave that part out just because you don’t want to get lectured.” Yoongi rolled his eyes.

“Yoongi hyung is a tattletale.” I giggled and poked his cheek.

“Are you 5? Who even says tattletale anymore?”

“You just said it!” Namjoon and I laughed. Yoongi pushed me but it only made us laugh more.

“Why am I even friends with you?”

“Because you love me.” I smirked which made him roll his eyes again.

“Yeah I guess.”

“Hyung has a soft spot for Y/N!” Hobi said as he sat in front of me on the floor. I giggled and messed up his hair.

“I’m going to my room. Tell me when dinner is ready.” Yoongi left the room. I patted his seat and J-hope got off the floor and sat next to me.

“You really should be more careful Joonie. You are always breaking things. It’s getting out of hand.” I looked up at him and he sighed.

“I thought I got away with it. Why did you have to bring it up again?”

“Because someone has to lecture you when you break things. The boys just get annoyed and make you replace it.”

“At least I replace what I break!” I laughed and shook my head.

“That doesn’t mean you should keep breaking things! Do you know how much money you could save by being more careful?”

“I will try my best Y/N.”

I smiled and turned my attention to the tv. We watched the boys play Overwatch until Jin called everyone for dinner. After dinner Jungkook and I offered to clean up. I was washing the dishes and he was drying them and putting them away.

“So how are you felling? I know your boyfriend was a dick but he clearly meant a lot to you. I mean you put up with him all this time.” Jk put the dish he was holding away and turned to look at me.

“I’m fine. Part of me knew it would happen eventually.” I turned off the water and dried my hands.

“Just because you know something will happen doesn’t mean it won’t hurt.” I nodded and turned to look back at him.

“I know. It’s nothing time and fire won’t fix."I smirked up at him. He looked at me confused.

"Fire? Like our song Fire or actual fire?” I giggled while shaking my head.

“Actual fire you dork! I’m just gonna take the pictures and gifts and burn them. Figured it was a good way to get rid of it all.”

“Let’s do it! You have a fire pit in your back yard. We can go to your house and get rid of it all now.”

“We should probably tell the boys we are leaving.”

Jungkook texted the group chat and we left. I drove to my house and went inside to grab our old pictures and the two teddy bears he had given me. Jk went out back to get a fire started. When I walked out the back door he smiled at me and grabbed some of the pictures from my hands. We threw them all on the fire and grabbed the bears.

“It feels wrong to burn such cute bears. I mean they weren’t assholes.” Jungkook pouted while looking at the stuffed animal.

“Yeah you are kinda right. Maybe I can donate them? I mean it’s not like anything ever happened to them. They’ve been sitting on a shelf in my room since I got them.”

“There is a place that takes unused toys not to far away. We can bring them there tomorrow.”

“That works. Wanna put out the fire and go watch a movie? It’s to early for me to sleep and I don’t really wanna be alone tonight.” I looked over at him and bit my lip.

“Yeah. I can sleep on the couch tonight. I don’t have any other plans.”

“I knew you were my favorite.”

“I’ll be sure to tell the boys you said that.” He smirked triumphantly.

We put out the fire and went inside to watch a movie. After the movie finished I gave him a pillow and blanket.

“You sure you’re okay with sleeping on the couch? You can have my bed for the night. You are a guest.”

“I don’t mind staying on the couch. It’s comfortable. You go sleep in your bed.” He smiled at me and I smiled back.

“If you change your mind just wake me up.”

“Go to bed Y/N.”

“Goodnight Kookie.”

“Goodnight.”

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