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Truth is I couldn't bring myself to walk through those doors every day knowing that I would never see you there again.
I couldn't handle how it made my chest feel like it was going to cave in from the aching.
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You were everything I ever wanted but it was too late for me by time you can along. I had been so broken that I no longer believed it was a real possibility.
You were everything I ever wanted but at the wrong time and I regret everything I did that hurt you.
You were everything. I cried for at night when I was begging someone to love me, but I was already so far gone by the time you appeared.
I'm so sorry I couldn't get myself together.
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I can still see you in my mind exactly like you were the first time I saw you 7 years ago. It's insane to think about the fact that I've known you that long. It's even more sad to know that I’ll probably never see you again, at least not in this lifetime.
I can still see you standing there, wide-eyed like a deer stuck in headlights. I don't know what it was about you but it was like I couldn't bring myself to leave you alone. Looking back now, I probably should have.
I never meant to be someone who broke your heart. I think you were always right, I was scared of you. I still am. I'm scared of the fact that if I wouldn't have pushed you away then I ran the risk of you absolutely shattering me and I couldn't do it again.
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