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Hmmmm

Ok let's put this straight I need to test: - wheatger your man went to Ibiza. I'm sure he did but letscrest - let's treat like a new day. Need to get Andy goofing insid. Need the right information need everything sorted. - lads a fucking prick. Yourcone wgat was she playing at.

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Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

That fucking fick fodbtoj JFK and f. Hsbdbdbsjxhdbtjhdbsjksfhebskskdhr. Nskdjdhdnemdjjsdnfb nskdjdjenksjdrn. Jdjdjrhdhejfbdbd nsjdjdbrjemdjfbrndjdhrbrndjrb nejdbrjdkrjkskrjrb djfjfjdjkr djfjfkrkrkkr you prick you fucking cunt fick you guck you fuck you you cunt fuck this this this fuck this a whole lots ahhh. 2 weeks to the pills loc on

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I think I would be more prepared if I could just sleep

I just want fuckinh sleep fuvking he'll it's so annoying fuck sake I can't sleep my heart is in loads of pain loads of pain I can't see the woods from the reees it's painful it's so fuvking annoying fuck this shit I'm not nearly as Andy's as lady night today was a good day I I should sleep I've nothing to worry about I need nite all so fuvking bad those fivtor counts eobt give me pills l, I hate everything but today was good the pain the pain arrffgh

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Fuck I just want sleep

I'm doing some fucking excersise tomorrow fuck this I hate feeling like shit. I hate London it does nothing for me I fuvking hate Dublin I fuvking hate being so scared of people

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I'm so scared

Why do people scare me so much I'm afraid I'm so afraid leave me alone leave me alone I'm so afraid I'm so afraid I don't want to leave the house I can't leave the house. The walk to the park was so difficult so chllanging so fuck you ciara and fuxk I'm scared I'm scared I'm so scraped leave me alone leave me alone alone no just need to be ok and ade no one can attack me no one can attack me no one can attack me leave me alone leave me alone leave me alone

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Who don't you show a real interest

Why don't you fuvking just show a real interest or treat me well or find out you fuvking kidding me you fucking cunts you're fucking joking right you fucking white you're joking mycareer in your judgement you're fucking kidding me

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Fick em all

The dirty rat bastards fucking cunts fick it you for going govsguurez fucking hell you fuvking cunts I fucking hate every single one of you cunts all the conversations on repeat in my head for 5/6 months at a fuckinh time until one day they are fucking gone. What happens when you see a cunt again fucking Waterford fucking whispers. Fucking no mates fuvking nothing I am bum I don't want to be seen I don't want anything chute ny fucking chest is killing my from fuvking smokes I want to cry I want to cry I want to cry I want to be on the couch in Dublin I want to be in Dublin where all there is hate and paranoia but at least I can trust it a bit more or can I fuvking bitches I fuvking hate being so odd fuvking hate it fucking cunts fucking cunts fucking cunts and wankers and arseholez every single cunt oh the fuvking world I fucking hate it alll you fuvking cunrs every single fuvking thing about it you fuvking cunts I don't want to step within 100 miles my mom has no idea all or fucking nothing thinking all or fucking nothing personalisation all or fucking nothing.

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How many more rants are in my bleeding heart

Yes I like the fuvking city why does your fucking heart bleed though you fucking cunt do not be ducking wrecking my head you husgemental fucking spanner fucking cunt fucking dickhead fucking cunt fuck this fuvking shit triggered to fuck you absolure fuckinh soanner youdickhead you butch you fuvking wanker fuvking dickheads ymfuvking cunts fick you all fuck you so fuckinh much you fuvking whites fuvking slurs guckinf whites. You fuvking dickeajeass you lying bunts you fucking whotes

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Fuck fuckin rant m!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fuck I could go on for fuvking hours, that fuvking Waterford whipers fuckinh piece of shit fuvking horrible article made me feel like jumping. That fucking notch theresea may, that fucking cunt. That fucking cunts the DUP from going p how the fick why is biper fuvking cancelled or he is not continuing only fuvking thing that made me laugh yeah I have the fuckinh ft on my kneee cause it's a fucking flight, you fucking dope. You cheees my fucking coffee what the fuck are you playing at you fickingspanjed, but you get pass the fuckinh judgement you fucking bitch what the fuck are you doing your le a fuvking sow

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It's called free write

Fuckifuck fuck fuck fuck fuck I don't think you can have free writing Ina compute I don't think I believe I myself today, tomorrow wbut lol Be better as I always say. I wonder if they new the pain that dinner would cause. I have to be there for the Donne I fucking hate this suite fuck this shit fuck it fick it duck it. I want a sleeping tablet I want a 😴 fuckinh tablet. Why the fuck won't the doctor Give me a fucking sleeping tablet. Oh I haven't slept in a week. Have you tied exercerise. No you fucking idiot I'm coupled up with these cunts all day doing fuck all. Why the fuck are there four fuckinh people on this fuckinh project. It's a waste of fuckin

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Fuxk these rehire

Haven't slept in two fuckinh says cuaer of smokes and these fucking eejit wrecking my fuckinh head. I fuckinh hate work so much, I can't stand the fucking judgement. The fucking bollox the teams just leave me the fuck alone I want to be alone 95% of the time but have interactions when I have fuckinh energy you fuckinh cunts. So socially adept you can see what the fuck I'm anout to fuckinh say, the world crashing in on my paranoodn brain. When did it all go wrong, when did the paranoia take over. Was it the concaine binges and hard working weeks I. Mandela. was it that trip to Ibiza that was one fuckinh trip to far whaybthe fuck was it. Why can't I go back, I can't wait for sleeping pills and my anti anxiety medication. I'm really annoyed I don't have my anti anxiety medication. Do fuckinh annoyed, this wedding, that conversation with mango. The frustration of being alone on a Saturday, the utter joy of being alone on a Sunday when it's acceptable. Oh the shame I have to live with because I am not good enough to hang out in bars and do shit I have no really desire to do. It's painful to stand there in front of you while you adoary your poison personality in a vain attempt to make me feel more comfortable. I fuckinh hate myself but I I hate your fuckinh Lack of self respect even more. Fuck this shot and the horsenyou rode on pin. You piece of shot, you gulp. Why are you here and having you around is painful, you're snuck to fuckinh this shit. So fucking annoying. What is wrong with saying I am going to see my sister, you cunts. You wankers you fuckinh dickheafs, you are abhorrent to the world. Your value set does not tick with mine. You fucking cunts, yes I can do all the work. Just to be your show pony sit across the table and talk shite about nothing, you're so born in, were is your openess,'your raw emotion. Where is the feeling of love, hate and it's all just so fucking sterile, so boring so bassoe. Yes you may be well liked, but I don't understand what you are on king this fuckinh shit you cunts, I couldn't be fucking arsed. Oh I think they're going for another drink. I find it all too much, this life it is impossible for me. I don't have anyone to speak to, I am lost. I need a friend. I need a support mechanism. This is just so fucked. So boring. I need my mam, I need my family, I need a low wage dhite job that I can just do so simple fucking task over and over again and just banter with it. A vm job. But fuck being some bacooff Cunt, the pinnacle of an engineer is the project manager, the pinnacle and I can do that easily, it painful. It's ruddy painful. I just want to lie down. I wouldn't mind winking the lotto

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Fuck it I'm becoming a monk

It would suit me. No human interaction, no fucking shot from people no early morning fuck it fuck fuck you fuck paranoia fuck everything you fucking cunt guck you you fuvking cunt you cunt you cunt you fucking cunt. I hate myself and everyone else fuck this shut fuck you all guck them fuck that document guck your man fuvk it fuck stress fuck everything fuvking things fuck 2 coffees guck horrible lunches guck sitting there heveing answers demanded but white questions given.

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I don't trust anyone

Is my gf going for drinks with a colleague as she says or is it another man. Fuck this paranoia bullshit so fucking annoying. Ahh

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Fuck sake Liverpool so fucking shut

So bad - how do you not win that match

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Shot of a sub kurgan

Fuck sake there is only 30 left

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Who decides I am not good enough to live to work to die

I want to live I want to live so hard that I can't I'm afraid and I acknowledge that fuck my life I want to successful easy money easy money

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Fuck sake cmon Liverpool