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Modern AU Tyr, aka overachiever in academics, license in history + master in marine biology, tried politics before giving up because it was too overwhelming, currently trying for a PhD in deep-sea creatures, hopelessly in love with his best friend, addicted to sugar and using funny shirts to convey the sarcasm his emotional repression is blocking

overall a big sweetheart with a lot of problems (like his canon namesake)

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This is Kriss. Tyr's older sister.

Kriss is born without powers and a girl, so she was cast aside by her parents while her infant brother got the family name distinction and all the education.

Kriss looks so much like her mother (except the red eyes of her father) that everyone clocks her instantly as an af Mundir, the dynasty dethroned by the current lineage and hated by everyone, while Tyr can expose his god of Ocean ascendance.

Kriss finally found people that respected her as a human, fell in love, married, had a child with one before everyone she ever cared for died at the sea.

Kriss has nothing but resentment towards her little brother but at the same time she recognises that he's more broken than her.

Kriss tries to help him get over it because she can't bear seeing him surrounded, still having support and rejecting all of it through his self-hating while she is completely and utterly alone.

Kriss hates king Kaizarz the Ist because she knows she can't hate him. Because he has been nothing but kind to her while being at the core of her suffering and she hates how much neither of them deserved that.

Kriss is a bitch but gods does she deserves better.

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Modern AU Tyr, aka overachiever in academics, license in history + master in marine biology, tried politics before giving up because it was too overwhelming, currently trying for a PhD in deep-sea creatures, hopelessly in love with his best friend, addicted to sugar and using funny shirts to convey the sarcasm his emotional repression is blocking

overall a big sweetheart with a lot of problems (like his canon namesake)

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(Translation : When the alcohol starts tasting like "Their hands would be better on my hips")

When you're a terribly repressed mf and your crush(es) look terribly good after one or two dozen drinks

Poor Tyr. He inherited my reaction to alcohol.

After I may or may not have put him into the "drinking contest" part of the games taking part next session.

I look forward to play that disaster bisexual failing his rolls to remain calm (or eliminate the alcohol, because lucky mf has a regeneration spell) and just starting to blurt out involuntary one-liners to everyone in the team :D

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Le me ignoring I have like 5 Afflictions/Virtues to finish and one design to redo to just draw silly

Both autistic swag and me training my anatomy skills (i'm not used to draw bulky men and Tyr has a fighter's body with his 16 STR and 17 CON)

The face of autism everyone (a 6'8'' sorcerer with big ass muscles a missing hand long hair and a beard)

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Me ? Insane about a new character ? It's more likely than you think.

People, this is Tyrfing, Tyr for friends and, uh.... what's left of family. Tyrfing has several problems in his life : Problem one, he's technically of royal blood, problem two, the other side of his family are descendants of the god of Ocean, one of his kingdom's main gods, problem three, he's hopelessly in love with his best friend, the actual king, love he has no hope to make happy because there is actually too much between them, starting with family affairs.

No incest, before you ask me, just monarchy and lineage problems.

oh and all his childhood friends are dead and now only thing that's left from his happy days are Kaizarz's own childhood friends.

And he has a very specific reason to bear the Guilty Affliction.

And he's probably autistic. Or extremely socially awkward at best. (despite that he has 19 Charisma, which is actually the max score in our TTRPG system for player characters. My guy gets the girls quite involuntarily.)

And... And this goes in spoiler territory. ;)

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Lycarn my beloved

Ether probably picked the dress but she loves it it feels so light on her body

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Hello people :D

Time to talk about the latest blorbo :D

This is Merenias.

Merenias is part of the environment back at the Union of Frontalier States.

Merenias is Niederin Duchy (or Blanchepierre earldom, haven't decided yet)'s favorite jester.

None of the nobility can remember what was life before Merenias came around.

Merenias answers to their sovereign and their sovereign only.

Merenias may very well be the sovereign's most trusted advisor while at the same time the one with the most sharp tongue.

Merenias made his job in relentlessly mocking the people they respect the most.

Merenias sometimes says that they only feel one emotion, and it is devotion to the crown and the head that bears it.

Merenias may have given head to said head more than once

Merenias is the butterfly effect nobody would expect while being one of the most ordinary people ever. Or are they ?

Merenias only wanted to see his love thrive.

Merenias bears survivor's guilt and a hate so deep it runs in the flesh.

Merenias seeks for themselves something they tried to inspire in other people before seeing their blood on their hands.

Merenias thinks hope only blossoms in devotion.

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Warning : Slight NSFW (it's very soft but we never know with Tumblr so I still put a read more)

Mairù and Desire being Mairù and Desire again.

We had a challenge with the polycule to take all of Lysara's characters having a drawn design and put them in a giand draw-nsfw spin the wheel, and Mairù got "tied up with ribbons" while Desire got "clothing" (understand, fetish clothing).

So knowing my love for these two and me wanted to work on interactions between people I did a two-in-one and you have this.

Also experimented on a new version for my sketch coloring (considering I can't just do cell shade on unclean lines). Excuse the bit-too-much saturated colors, I'm just learning and the test with a lighting filter was not that concluant. I like how the shading turned out tho.

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A little doodle I did on IbisPaint.

(Image description :

Left is Senri, under a text that says "Hopelessly (real) pining on his childhood friend for several years". He is reading and appears emotionless. Only reaction is him telling a defeated Emerens "Boy problems ?"

Right is Emerens, under a text that says "Hopelessly (dramatic) pining on his childhood friend for two months. (technically eight years bit it's complicated)" He's being his dramatic self again, shown by that very heavy "Just fucking end me" line.)

The common ground between Emerens and Senri is as itself a lot of my reasons to brainrot on this two. Common ground being they are both depressed and borderline suicidal, a fear of solitude that takes two different forms, and a huge ass crush/squish on their first childhood friend. (that ends up being their KG's protagonist if we consider Les Oiseaux ne Mentent Pas.)

Sadly, only Emerens gets the boy at the end. Lesson learned, to be happy in a relationship, be dramatic. Or just have a gay crush on a polyamorous tsundere like Thibault.

Did Senri fail because his own crush was in a straight way ? Honestly knowing the Almighty Gf that wouldn't even surprise me /J

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Following through the last drawings, Lysara edition !

The first one is Chifuniro Ecclesias. Genos' Director and head of the state. She is a character that I find very interesting but hasn't had the time to develop her fully at the moment of her creation (the rp we did with her stopped abruptedly). She was supposed to be Faloi's doomed romance, and I don't even remember if we decided if she loved him back or not : At the end of the day tho, she ultimately betrayed him and got the ultimate punishment.

And the second one is (one of) Lysara's whole reason for creaton, my main character for six books straight, one of the first OC I thought about thouroughly, drum rolls, Lina Frosilaen herself !

She had a complete revamp of design at the same time of a revamp of character. Mainly more muscles, an attempt to draw her a little more asian-coded (mainly the eyes and the skin effect even though she is very pale) and the weapons. But it's still good old Lina Frosilaen who looked upon God and told Them to fuck off :D

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Recently I was able to obtain a new digital tablet for drawing purposes, and finally obtained the st-Graal of artistic software, Clip Studio Paint (half-joking. The difference between that and my good old IbisPaint is huge)

So I took this opportunity to redraw some of the LPM sprites to update the graphs accordingly !

First is Houshang, TAOCH's Ultimate Dancer. He has a lot of gender and a lot of fans, has a carrer on Twitch for live dancing and live discussions, and is very-well educated with a taste for refinment.

Second is Mareva. Mareva is not in any killing games, but ends up being one of the Resistance's spokepeople because of something very specific that happened to her in her teen years. Several specific somethings, in fact. And, in the AU without killing games, she ends up becoming the Ultimate Influencer, with YouTube and Twitch channel and an Instagram. With the aesthetic that fits. Remains of her very rebellious phase.

And the last one is Emerens, and people that know me also know Emerens all too well. Ma attachment for that character is almost unhealthy, proof is that it's his 4th redesign, as opposed to Houshang's 3rd and Mareva's 2nd, and probably the one I've wrote about and drawn the most. But hey, this IS the unhealthy obsession website.

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My pain.

It's absolute.

I like echoes. I like angst. And during this winter's TTRPG campaign I learnt that Ragnvindr, as in, my favorite NPC, survived a really long time to Myrrah and Lubell.

A

Really

Long

Time.

He is after all 80 000 yo when Lycarn meets him.

I don't know how long they lived together but I do think he lived alone for long, witnessing his descendents live and die and still feeling the sting of grief, sometimes visiting his lovers' grave and remembering the time he slept on their laps and- now I'm crying again.

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I plead not guilty /lying

Lil doodle I did yesterday

@noa-de-cajou is guilty of inspiring me to draw an older version of Emerens. Yeah, you, you know what you did /pos (that was the Mika drawing).

Honestly I actually likes how he grows up. He already doesn't cut his hair because trauma, but after his mother's death and his daughter's adoption he started braiding it. Aaaaand he stopped wearing his armbands when he finally found the courage to tattoo around his scars. I may write something about that on my main. I just need to talk about potential ideas with the Almighty GF.

He's still slutty as hell but hey I wanted to draw something more casual

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Confidence and recovery are hot af and no one can tell me otherwise

And this was an excuse to design his new tattoo lmao

Lil doodle I did yesterday

@noa-de-cajou is guilty of inspiring me to draw an older version of Emerens. Yeah, you, you know what you did /pos (that was the Mika drawing).

Honestly I actually likes how he grows up. He already doesn't cut his hair because trauma, but after his mother's death and his daughter's adoption he started braiding it. Aaaaand he stopped wearing his armbands when he finally found the courage to tattoo around his scars. I may write something about that on my main. I just need to talk about potential ideas with the Almighty GF.

He's still slutty as hell but hey I wanted to draw something more casual

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Quick doodle second edition

Why do I subject myself to the horrors of drawing kisses and profile views.

Aaaaaaanyway. People who know Emerens and Sachiko are allowed to wonder what the fuck happened. Thibault wonders what the fuck happened. They kinda pinned each other as the other's Nemesis since they met in 2018, and it got worse when Thibault started going out with both.

It was probably a dare. Or a provocation. Trying to one-up the other in ANY domain, including the quality of make-out sessions. Sachiko started, Emerens retaliated, and Thibault wasn't there to judge sooooo.....

Yeah. A dare. That's what they will tell you, anyway.

None of them know what their relationship is anymore. Fascination about the other's way of thinking. Absolute trust. Wanting to throw each other in the pits of hell. Raising a child together. Chaos enablers. The special fucking-with-people makeout sessions. Knowing each other's struggles more than they themselves do.

Truly they share a Trickster relationship.

People think they are in denial but in truth, I think it's more that they stopped caring a long time ago. That makes them happy, and anyway what are words to two eldritch-leaning Ultimates ?

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Lil doodle I did yesterday

@noa-de-cajou is guilty of inspiring me to draw an older version of Emerens. Yeah, you, you know what you did /pos (that was the Mika drawing).

Honestly I actually likes how he grows up. He already doesn't cut his hair because trauma, but after his mother's death and his daughter's adoption he started braiding it. Aaaaand he stopped wearing his armbands when he finally found the courage to tattoo around his scars. I may write something about that on my main. I just need to talk about potential ideas with the Almighty GF.

He's still slutty as hell but hey I wanted to draw something more casual