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Moel Fodiar, View towards the Clwydians - Sarah Carvell , 2023.

British , b. 1964 -

Oil on canvas , 70 x 60 cm.

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i keep thinking i'll wake up to a text from him but nope not yet

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i wish i had friends! lol

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Oh shittttt I forgot this was my one wild and precious life

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took my meds

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i'm so hungry suddenly,,,, maybe i should have made more than two chicken strips

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last night i had a dream that i vaped my whole weed pen out of anxiety wondering where he is, and at the end of the dream i found him passed out on one of my friends couches

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me at myself all day: it's only been a couple days, he's normal and he's fine

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he's probably fine, he's tough and can handle himself but he's also not invincible so i still get worried. like a year or two ago he got hit by a car randomly and like ugh. that's the kind of stuff i think about. or like how sometimes he just goes to dangerous places for the fun of it, like god forbid he gets caught in the crossfire of some bullshit. idek. there's a lot of shit that runs though my mind i'm not gonna take the time to list it all but he doesn't have the safest lifestyle basically.

he's probably normal and just busy and it's all probably fine.

i just can't wait to hear from him

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if only i got to talk to my bf rn i'd be on cloud 9. god knows this though and doesn't want me to short circuit from too much contentment, so that's why god made him disappear off the face of the planet for the past few days. ugh i hope he's okay. i keep worrying cuz like he frequently finds himself in situations and i just wanna be sure that he's healthy and alive at this point. sure chatting would be nice but i just wanna hear him say "i'm ok" and i'd be all good

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omg my mom sent me more gas money than i asked for i'm so grateful i can fill up my whole tank and have $$ leftover for food 😭

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okay wish me luck...... ugh

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he's probably fine

ugh i think not knowing where he is is adding to my general anxiety

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hheeeelllllllll yes

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i'm paranoid about getting salmonella

i hope these chicken strips aren't a mistake

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i'm gonna be fine it's gonna go fine

i'm just nervous cuz i think they're gonna train me on closing procedures tonight and learning new stuff is really hard for me and it instills fear in me to have to learn new stuff in front of people

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i'm hungry but i'm gonna wait to eat if i can.......

i don't have much food so i can't exactly eat twice today, so i wanna eat closer to whenever i go into work