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just got around to watching this, god pingu is a destructive menace to his community

also it's very cute how he's sad about not knowing who his secret admirer is and that I posted this when I did

Saving for later

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Click away if you don’t want a plate of corn

But this is what I dreamed about last night

We were just laying in bed not really asleep but sleepy and I was like kissing your neck and I had my fingers in your hair and then for some reason you started shampooing my hair like they do at the hair salon but like still in bed with all the covers on djdjdk so you were like spraying water everywhere and then somehow we were in an escape room attached to an indoor arboretum ?

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If u call me I promise I won’t ruin your vacation

Bc honestly idgaf that you’re in like idk… Picarino or Maragarita or wherever tf you are!!! H i t m y l i n e e e e

Right in time for brat??

You can do it I promise

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I’m not gonna magically stop feeling the way I do, I was just trying to take care of myself and do what’s best for myself

If you’re so upset by me stopping all the stuff I used to do for you, if you care this bad, why can’t you reach out?

If you think about me this much why could I never be part of your life? I only tried so hard because I could tell you really care. And I really care a lot and I see someone who’s struggling a lot.

It’s gotten so bad, what I’m letting you do. I just want to try and have some tiny amount of self respect, I want to care about myself enough not to let someone walk on me like this. It doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt a lot to distance myself, it always did. You can’t say I didn’t give 10000000% of my effort to try and get you to talk to me, and even just my effort to show that I care.

Please just don’t think I’m stupid, I always saw what you were doing. I let it happen.

I don’t need you to be someone you’re not. I just need you to talk to me. I’m not gonna hang on the line, but I know you still have my number.

I know I’m never gonna have anything to regret. I tried as hard as someone could possibly try to break through, and as nasty as you got I didn’t stop caring. I did my part, and I’ll look back knowing that. Why would I ever ever regret trying to love someone?

As much as you like to pretend it’s just a game to you and you don’t care, I know you really really really do. As ever, I’ll be here.

This started out wayyy different than how it is now, I really liked you because of what I could tell we had in common, and about that I was right. I had no problem just always showing you that I liked you. But now, the way I feel about you doesn’t just serve that purpose any more. It’s more like a shared experience, a shared interest, lots of shared time, and getting to see who someone really is. And I really like you.

I don’t like being invaded, I don’t like being emotionally sabotaged, I don’t like that you didn’t earn the amount you know about me now. I don’t like that you seem to have the sole purpose of hurting me, that feels like shit. But I just really like you, the real you.

I know it’s probably really hard for you to deal with all the stuff you’re struggling with mentally but I want you to know you can find help for that, you’re probably in a better financial position for therapy than me rn ngl haha. I genuinely care about you as a human being, I am rooting for you in the most genuine way possible. This should probably go without saying but I do not have any interest in using the information I know about you against you. That’s not something I am remotely interested in. I want you to get better with this stuff.

Not to condone any of the really cruel stuff you’re doing but I really need you to know I care about you, I really really mean that. Idk how but it’s both. And I have noooooo idea what to really do, but that’s how it stands.

I felt like you wanted me to hate you and leave?? But then I started putting some distance between us and now I think you’re mad? You gotta help me out here haha

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Posting on here on private again it’s bad

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Don’t you think it’s crazy that it mattered just as much to me right at the start as it does now? It’s like the whole year has been a single moment

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Wouldn’t it be so much easier to control what I do if we were talking, because then you could just straight up tell me?

Like what if you were like this is what you’re going to listen to today and I had to 😳

You could basically dictate my mood for the whole day

I’m just sayyyyyinnnngggggggggg

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Impossible to even nap without dreaming of you smh

Tell me why in my dream just now we were on the couch and you handed me an earbud… not even a AirPod no a wired earbud…

Sorry but to hand someone an earbud to join in listening is very cute

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well you look cute 😢

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Why do I feel like you’re here skjdjdjskks

Ughhhh there’s a reason I stopped posting in here it’s like so uncomfy bc I’m probably talking to no one *-*

Anyway look what I found on Amazon

Bye

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that Roman in Moscow video has to be the most bisexual thing that has ever been posted on the internet

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(u didn’t hear this from me but I’m going for a walk)

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okay ONE MORE THING then I’m out

literally no one but me is gonna solve ur puzzle lmfao remembered I have this

Okay I’m out fr now BYE

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Okay for my mental health’s sake I think I’m gonna log out of here for a little while… this used to be where I vented personal thoughts and now it’s… this lol. You may not even be reading this. Lmfao. That’s part of my point.

Anyway once again, on the off-chance that you’re in here, if you wanna know how I’m doing you can just DM me in real life, if you’re not too stubborn that is 🫶

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Oh no I’m in one of those moods 🥴 please come to ny 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

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Aww I’d love to know how you are on a date 🥺 and where you picked to go and stuff, I feel like you’d be super fun to talk to even as a complete stranger

The people in Perth don’t know how lucky they are that they have a chance with you babes x

Also being ghosted is kind of extremely normal on dating apps, you really shouldn’t take it to mean anything about you in particular. People know what they want and they don’t wanna waste your time basically. Our generation’s fucked up communication style lol

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Ouuuuuuu your ass cannot wait to go public about loving these tracks

Ya dyin forit