System + mental health blog for an adult traumatized system. will blog about our experiences or day to day, and rb things certain alters enjoy or like. Any and all doubles with our introjects are ok to interact. Banner by @aestheno. Icon by @shoujospice!!
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I'm really not a very angry person there's just a lot of rage inside me
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Discovered the other day - while visiting our partner irl no less - Dominic never. Got a bot set up??? Which is wild bc she's been known for being in the system for several years now.
Fixed that among other things, but she requested our old w o y sideblog be brought back.... demanded really.
We don't entirely mind but... are we ready to add one more blog to the head count...? ^^;
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Is it that I dislike fanon, or am I a lot further disconnected from my source character than I think: a novel by me (an introject)
#mallek.doc#mallek.txt#in some fairness people seem to focus on mal as a shipping tool/eye candy which lkle#*like. hey it's equality! but also mmmmnah#but also as far as we go in our experiences/leanings. lbr we aren't really hacktivist material#not like we disagree just not our modus operandi#so yeah idk. it's just weird#just want some nice pictures to look at dude ykno?
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Me: hmm new alter..... well what if we call you Sam?
Him: you can do that if you want to... but it may cause some confusion.
Me: huh?
Him: we already have a Sam.
Me: H-HELLO???
#well whoever it was he sure was right! we do have a sam#and he's been around since probably middle school so yanno. he's got dibs methinks /lh#ramblingonandon#sys.txt
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The host: "Hey guys it's time to have a meeting."
That two alters who can't stop giggling:

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"Having OSDDID is not fun"
BUT you can have fun with it. make silly groups on simply plural, change each other's display names on plural kit as pranks. become friends with each other and talk about the good memories you have with each other. this disorder doesn't have to be doom and gloom 24/7. have some whimsy and joy too.
disclaimer: this post is supposed to be lighthearted, obviously I know not every system is able to do things like this or that my examples fit everyone. these are things my system does :)
#the amount of times we've set silly names so that someone comes back and is like wHO CHANGED MY NAME-#man atm all we can remember is nicky > nickname but there's been several others now#(maybe part of the problem is some of them are still lying in wait?)#reblog#systems
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Picrew
#picrew#picrescendo#ramblingonandon#sys.txt#don't think we know who the first one is namewise.... third is just collective presentation lol#jace.doc#jace.img#peter.doc#peter.img#kenji.doc#kenji.img
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im going insane
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Going back through these journals knowing it's pre-system reveal is amusing ngl. You'll have entries that are like;
"Feeling foggy-headed all day, can't shake it. Going to nap.
*break*
Woke up from nap in a different space. Still a bit groggy but not as much at least"
Like it's not Huge but also the handwriting takes an Obvious jump inbetween. I know what happened there-
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On a much lighter note. Why* did I put in a journal entry that I slept until ~8AM (so, approximate, okay) but then put I ate cereal at 7:20AM
Bitch round DOWN in those cases it's clearly ~7 not ~8???
*(I'm 99% certain what happened is whoever wrote the meal note and recalled exactly when it happened while whoever wrote the sleep note apparently didn't know what was up and guesstimated)
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*sighs*
#i was going to write something here but you know what. i better not#all i will say is looking up anything connected to systems (and by loose association kin) is. exhausting#i hate it here#ramblingonandon
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Aesthetic for Marx who misses dreamland and Kirby as well as being stressed because he is struggiling to connect with friends
x x x | x x x | x x x
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Leave it to Crusade to call a cold "inconvenient" after being in front with it for all of five minutes /affectionate
#ramblingonandon#crusade.txt#crusade.doc#crusade: in my defense it wasn't notable until the ache reasserted itself.
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Quickest way to get one of the Kierans to front: talk about how there's two of us /silly - Raine
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real sufferers don't let anyone know. even themselves.
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is.. is this relatable?
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Fell asleep listening to music and with an ice pack on my lower back
Woke up with the ice pack next to my head
Ummmmm
#someone Must have moved it. but i have Zero recollection of this#the music is part of the equation bc while it could've stopped on its own historically ive noticed we will turn it off in our sleep#or like. wake up Enough to turn it off#so this seems to me like an alter thing to an extent bc idk who it is but it feels like its just this one music track#that this sort of thing happens on#and the body typically wakes up in sleep just to roll over or adjust All the time and we tend to remember that#so moving the ice pack like this with zero recollection is near unheard of#with the exception of realizing we'd turn the music off in our sleep relying on foggier and foggier recollection of it#sorry if this doesnt make sense just woke up but it should get the idea across#ramblingonandon
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