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Strange Interactions (Jenny Shepard x reader)

Warning: Cussing, mentions of sex, and this is angst with a fluffy ending

Jen has been acting very strange lately. You were on Gibbs’ team. She hasn’t driven to work with you in a week. She never leaves the office with you either. She is always late back at home or hours early. She brings her files home and works on them all night. You hadn’t even made love in three weeks which is weird for you two. She would always be on her phone and turn it off the moment she saw you. At first, you thought she was busy, but now it might be something much worse. Your mind started wandering to her cheating on you. 

“No. Y/n stop. She wouldn’t do that to you. She loves you.” you thought to yourself, so you decided to test that theory. 

You walked into Jenny and yours shared home office. Jenny must have not heard you because she was still working on her paperwork. You walked over to her and pushed the rolling office chair back, startling her. You then straddled her thighs. 

“Y/n what are y-” Jenny started, but you cut her off by slamming your lips onto hers. She started kissing you back until she pushed you off of her making you fall on the ground. 

“What the hell, Jen?” you yelled, tears welling up in your eyes. 

“I-I’m so-” Jen started, but you cut her off. 

“Get out,” you said calmly, but when she didn’t move you yelled, “GET THE FUCK OUT!” 

You could see the tears welling up in her eyes, but you didn’t care at the moment. 

“Y/n, baby, please let me explain.” Jenny pleaded. 

“Don’t baby me. You are probably calling some slut you found on the street that for all I know.” you yelled at Jenny. 

“What do you mean Y/n? I’m not chea-” Jenny started, but once again you cut her off. 

“I KNOW YOU ARE! YOU THINK I WOULDN’T KNOW WITH THE LATE NIGHTS AND IGNORING ME! YOU TURN OF YOUR PHONE EVERY TIME I COME INTO A ROOM! YOU ARE ALWAYS TALKING TO MY FRIEND TOO! YOU”RE PROBABLY SLEEPING WITH HER! YOU KNOW WHAT! WE'RE DONE!” you screamed at Jenny out of breath. 

“Y/n please! I love you!” Jenny pleaded. 

“You should have thought of that before you cheated,” you said, “now leave. We are through.”

Jenny packed an overnight bag, grabbed her bag, and walked out the door. Before she left, she turned around and said, “I love you.” 

“You’ll see my resignation on your desk tomorrow.” you responded and that’s when she left tears rolling down her face. 

Six months later…

You started working for the FBI a month ago. You loved every minute of it, but it wasn’t the same as NCIS. You couldn’t go back though. You still kept in contact with the team. You and Abby still had lunch when you two were free. 

You were working in your new apartment because you couldn’t stay in the one you had with Jenny. Your phone then started going off with a call from Abby. 

“Hey. What’s up Abs?”

“Hi Y/n! Wanna grab dinner at that new fancy place you’ve been dying to try?”

“Sure! I’ll be there in 20.”

“Okay! I’ll see you there! Bye Y/n!”

“Bye Abs!”

You hung up the phone and started to get ready. This was a fancier restaurant, so you decided to dress up a bit. You put on a black dress that came down mid-thigh and showed off enough of your cleavage, but not too much. You fixed your hair, make-up, and drove to the restaurant. 

You walked into the restaurant and saw Abby sitting at a table in the corner. 

“Hey Y/n!” Abby said excitedly. 

“Hey Abs!” you replied. 

You guys caught up and started eating then Abby said, “I’m going to use the restroom real quick.”

“Okay.” you said. 

Then you felt a hand on your shoulder. 

“Abs, did you forget something?” you asked, turning around and coming face to face with Jenny. 

“Hi Y/n.” Jenny said. 

“What are you doing here?” you scowled. 

Jenny was wearing a cream colored sweater, jeans, converse, and a black belt. 

“Can we talk for a second? Somewhere more private?” Jenny asked. 

“Fine, but you get five minutes.” you sighed, walking to the exit after paying for your meal. 

“What do you want?” you asked Jenny. 

“I never cheated on you.” Jenny stated. 

“Then why were you sneaking around?” you questioned her. 

“I was buying a ring. I was going to propose. I was with your friend because you mentioned you two had the same ring size, so I got her to see if the ring fit. I was always on my phone because I was seeing if the ring came in because I had it specially made for you and they were going to text me when it was done. I went home early, so I could look online for a ring. I didn’t kiss you or make love to you because I wanted to make the moment I propose extra special. I’m stupid for that.” Jenny finished. 

You were shocked. You didn’t know what to say, so you took both of Jenny’s hands into yours and kissed you like she was the last bit of oxygen on the Earth. She was the only water left and you needed it. When you pulled apart you were both out of breath. 

“I-I’m sorry Jenny. I shouldn’t have assumed and I should have just listened to you.” you said, while looking down at your feet. 

“Hey,” Jenny started, putting two of her fingers under your chin so she could make eye contact with you, “I love you. None of this is your fault. It’s mine.”

“It’s not yours. It’s nobody’s.” you stated.

Jenny then grabbed a small black velvet box out of her pocket. She got down on one knee and grabbed your left hand. 

“Y/n, I know things have been hard lately and I’m sorry. You are the most beautiful down to earth person I have ever met. You are my world, my everything. So will you do the honor of becoming my wife? Marry me?” Jenny said. 

Tears sprung into your eyes. 

“Yes! Yes! I will be your wife!” you exclaimed. 

Your arms flung around her neck and you smashed your lips to hers. She kissed you back harder. You then heard clapping. You spun around and found Abby was the one clapping. 

“You knew?” you asked. 

She nodded. Tears in her eyes, she came running and engulfed you two in a big hug. 

That night you and Jenny made love. That was the best, mind-blowing sex you had ever had. You were in love. You were in love with Jenny Shepard. 

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Jealousy (Jenny Shepard x reader)

Y/n’s POV 

You were sitting at your seat working on paperwork after the case when you saw Jenny and Gibbs talking on the catwalk. He was making her laugh and smile. You knew they had a thing back in 99’, but you didn’t know they were still together. You didn’t know why, but for some reason you got angry. Okay maybe you did know. You were in love with Jenny Shepard. 

“Bye Jethro.” you heard Jenny tell Gibbs. 

“Bye Jen.” Gibbs said back. 

Jenny walked back to her office while Gibbs started walking back to his desk and he caught you giving him the death stare. 

“Back to work Y/l/n.” Gibbs told you. 

You rolled your eyes then said, “Yes, sir.”

After you finished your paperwork, you were ready to go home, take a warm bath, and go to bed. You had back to back cases and they were starting to hit you. 

As you were handing Gibbs the file you finished he asked, “Can you take this file to Director Shepard?”

You were fuming. He could do it himself. Is he lazy? He knows how hard these cases have been for you. Isn’t he and the director an item anyways?

“Of course, sir.” you replied. You grabbed the files and headed for Jenny’s office.

Jenny’s POV I was finishing signing off on a file, when I heard a knock at the door. 

“Come in.” I said to the person who was knocking. They opened the door and I saw Y/n. 

“How can I help you Agent Y/l/n?” I asked. 

“Agent Gibbs wanted me to bring you this file, ma’am.” Y/n said, sounding a little angry as well as hurt. 

“Thank you, Agent Y/l/n.” I said. Y/n nodded her head in a you’re welcome. 

“Is everything okay, Y/n?” I asked. 

“I’m fine.” Y/n mumbled and with that she left my office. 

“I’m going to find out what is wrong with her.” I thought and with that i finished signing off on the rest of my files and left my office. 

Y/n’s POV 

You had just gotten home. You were feeling hungry, so you ordered takeout from the pizza place down the street. You started watching an old movie you picked out, but you weren’t really watching it. Your mind was distracted. By someone in particular. Jenny Shepard. Just then you heard a knock at the door. 

“Must be the delivery person with my pizza.” you thought. You grabbed your money and opened the door, but were surprised by who you saw. Jenny Shepard looked sexy in a gray pencil skirt and a white button up blouse standing outside your apartment door. 

“Hello Y/n.” Jenny said. 

“Hi, Jenny, what are you doing here?” you asked Jenny. 

“You wouldn’t tell me what was wrong, so I came to find out for myself as a friend.” Jenny quickly finished. 

“As a friend, wow.” you muttered thinking she didn’t hear you, but she did. 

“Yes, as a friend. Is that a problem Y/n?” Jenny asked. 

“No, not at all. Come in. I just ordered pizza. Make yourself at home.” you told her.

Jenny walked past you and as she did, her hand brushed yours. You shivered hoping she didn’t notice, but like everything else she did. 

“Are you cold, Y/n?” Jenny asked you. 

“A little.” you said, lying through your teeth. 

Maybe you shouldn’t have lied because the next thing you knew, Jenny was taking your hand and leading you to your couch. She let go of your hand so she could wrap her arm around your shoulders. You laid your head hesitantly on her shoulder and sighed. She smelt of vanilla soap. Her perfume smelled of flowers. You breathed her in. 

“But she’s with Gibbs.” you thought and started tearing up. You tried to blink them back, but it didn’t work.

 Jenny must have felt your tears on her shirt and heard her sniffling because she asked, “What’s wrong Y/n/n?”

“Nothing.” you muttered. 

“Well, something must be wrong otherwise you wouldn’t be crying.” Jenny said. 

That’s when you decided to let it all out. 

“I-I think I’m in love with you, but I don’t want to ruin what you have with Gibbs. I know you guys are together, so you don’t have to hide it anymore. It’s okay. My resignation will be on your desk tomorrow. I’m sor-”

Before you could finish, you felt a pair of lips on yours. They were soft and fit yours perfectly. 

“Oh my god, Jenny is kissing me.” you thought. You were hesitant then moved your lips against hers. Just then you heard a knock, and the two of you sprung apart blushing. 

“I’ll get it.” you said. Jenny nodded her head. 

You opened the door to the delivery man. You paid him, grabbed the pizza, and shut the door. You brought the pizza into the living room. 

“Is pepperoni okay?” you asked. Jenny nodded. 

You sit a little farther away from Jenny and place the pizza in between the two of you. 

As you begin to eat, Jenny asks, “Why did you think Gibbs and I were an ‘item’?”

You were hesitant then began, “It started with the subtle hand brushing and small smiles. He will always go to your office. He made you laugh. You guys talk a lot. Today you were talking on the catwalk and I could see the way he was looking at you.”

“That’s because I finally told him I was going to ask you out. He always told me to just go for it, but I was nervous, scared you would reject me. I realized I had these feelings. I fell in love with you. I was finally going to ask you today before you stormed out of my office, so I let him know there might be a relationship because he has a right to know since he is your boss.” Jenny finished. 

“Oh.” you said, while blushing. You covered your face feeling embarrassed for how you acted. 

Jenny slowly took your hands off of your face and asked, “Y/n, will you go out on a date with me? Say tomorrow. I’ll pick you up at 7.” 

“Yes!” you squealed then wrapped your arms around Jenny’s neck and slammed your lips onto hers. This kiss was different. You put all your passion and love into this kiss. She kissed you back with an equal amount of passion if not more. 

Jenny cupped your cheek and said, “I love you, Y/n Y/l/n.”

“I love you too, Jennifer Shepard.” you said back then resumed kissing her.

You went on that date. Then another. You made love for the first time and it was mind-blowing. One year later, she asked you to move in. Another year and you guys were married. The team was happy for you, especially Abby. They had placed a bet on your wedding date and Ducky of course won. 

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I Love You No Matter What (Jenny Shepard x reader)

Warning: eating disorder, mental illness, cussing, and self-harm 

You and Jenny had been dating for two years now. You moved in with her after one year of being together. Sometimes you had trouble with the way your body looked and she understood that. You tried to hide it, but she knew you well. You were waiting for Jenny to get home when you decided to take a shower. 

You slowly started to get undressed. You were about to get in the shower when you walked in front of the mirror. 

“You are so fucking ugly,” you thought, “you fat fucking bitch.”

You were three days sober. Probably because Jenny was at home for those three days. Your blades were hidden in a box in your drawer of the bathroom. Jenny never went in there, so you decided to place them there. 

You were looking at your body in the mirror. Your ears were too pointy, your nose too big, your breasts not big enough, thighs and stomach too fat. Your eyes we're going from your body to the blades in the box. You walked over to the bathroom counter and grabbed a blade from the box. 

“Don’t do it. You have Jenny.” part of your mind said. 

“She doesn’t love you. Just do it. It will be worth it.” the other part of your mind said.

You put the blade against your right thigh. You made a slice. Then another. You couldn’t stop yourself. Then you heard someone pull you from your thoughts. 

“Y/n?” Jenny raised her voice a little. 

You stopped cutting and looked up to see Jenny grab a hand towel and hold it to your thigh. She then grabbed the wrapping out of the bathroom drawer and started putting it on your thigh. You winced. 

After finishing the wrapping, Jenny asked you, “Y/n, baby, what’s wrong?” 

“I-I’m ugly.” you cried out to her. 

“Baby, you are the sexiest, most talented, hard working person I have ever met.” Jenny told you.

“Really?” you asked. 

“Yes. Your eyes are so beautiful. I love kissing those full lips,” Jenny said while placing a soft peck on your lips, “your hair is the perfect length. Just enough to grab when you're eating me out. Your breasts are the perfect size. I love places kisses on your stomach and I love the way your thighs squeeze my head when I’m eating you out.”

“But I’m fat,” you started, “and my forehead is too big.”

“You may have fat, but you are not fat. Your forehead isn’t too big. It gives me more room to give you forehead kisses.” Jenny said then started peppering kisses on your forehead, cheeks, nose, jaw, then finally your lips. 

“Have you eaten today?” Jenny asked you. You shook your head. 

“I brought home takeout.” Jenny told you. 

“I’m not hungry.” you said. 

“Baby, you may not be hungry, but you have to eat something.” Jenny said. 

She picked you up bridal style and carried you to the kitchen where she placed you in the kitchen chair at the table. Jenny then started dividing the takeout food from the Chinese restaurant you guys love. She placed the plate in front of you. 

“No. I-I ca-can’t Jen.” you stuttered. 

“Yes, you can. How about we do it together?” Jenny asked. You were hesitant at first then nodded. 

Jenny got a forkful of her noodles and you did the same. She then took the bite. You were hesitant, but did the same. Then you did it again. Then again until half of your food was gone. 

“I-I’m full Jen.” you said. 

“That’s okay. I’m proud of you.” Jenny stated. You blushed.

“I love you Jen. Thank you for being there for me.” you said placing a kiss on Jen’s lips. 

“I love you too. I will always be there for you, baby.” Jenny said. 

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The Assistant (Jenny Shepard x reader)

Warning: *Contains Smut*

This is my first smut fanfiction 

Y/n’s POV 

I am Director Shepard’s assistant. I’m supposed to bring her files to sign off on, but lately I’ve been distracted by a certain director. 

“Y/n where is the Derek Johnson case file I asked for a long time ago?” Director Shepard asked.

“Ri-Right here m-ma’am. I’m s-so sorry ma’am, but the other case file isn’t ready yet.” I stuttered.

“Make sure these files are on my desk next time, and hurry with the others.” Director Shepard said.

“Y-Yes ma’am. So-Sorry ma’am.” I replied. 

With that Director Shepard went back into her office.

Director Shepard’s POV

I wasn’t mad at Y/n, just a little irritated. She should have had the files on my desk a long time ago. Right then I heard a knock on my door. 

“Here are the rest of the files.” Y/n said.

Before she could hand them to me, she dropped them in front of my desk, the papers flying everywhere.

“I-I’m so sorry ma’am. I’ll pick them up.” Y/n stuttered. 

I thought she was cute when she stuttered. She bent down and started picking them up. As soon as she bent down, I saw a flash of her navy blue lacy underwear. 

“Oh god.” I groaned under my breath.

“Is everything okay Director?” Y/n questioned.

I looked up a little flustered then quickly fixed my face.

“Yes, everything is fine.” I replied.

After Y/n finished picking up the file, she left my office. 

Y/n’s POV

I was finally ready to go home to reruns of some old tv shows and leftover takeout from last night when I heard the Director call my name. Nobody was here except us two and I just wanted to go home.

I walked into her office and asked, “Yes ma’am?”

“Could you bring me a pen, mine seems to have lost its ink?” the Director asked. 

I rolled my eyes thinking she didn’t see, but walked back to my desk to grab a pen then went back into her office and handed it to her. 

“Here you go ma’am.” I said.

“Thank you and it’s just the two of us, so call me Jenny.” Director Shepard said.

“Okay Jenny.” I said and left for my house. 

Jenny’s POV 

Did Y/n think I didn’t see her roll her eyes at me? I was so mad by her behavior that I wasn’t thinking and ended up outside her apartment door an hour later. I knew where she lived because I dropped off soup to her one time when she was sick. I knocked on the door and Y/n opened the door in an oversized old t-shirt and nothing underneath it. 

“Damn, I’m in love with this woman.” I thought while looking Y/n up and down. 

When I looked back up, she had a red tent on her cheeks. 

“Is everything okay, Jenny?” Y/n asked.

I walked a little closer to Y/n and slammed my lips against hers. I could feel her tense up at first and I was about to pull away and apologize when she started to kiss me back. I pushed her back a little and shut the door with my foot. I turned us around, so she was pinned against her door. I pulled my mouth away from Y/n’s which made her whine. 

“You are going to be punished for that little stunt you did in my office.” I said.

“What stunt?” Y/n replied. 

“Rolling your eyes at me when I asked you to do something,” I responded, “now strip down and kneel in front of your bed.” 

Y/n’s POV 

I ran into my room and began to take off my clothes. Once I was naked, I kneeled in front of my bed like Jenny asked. I heard her footsteps and began to get nervous. 

“What are your safe words?” I heard Jenny ask from the doorway.

“I use the stoplight system,” I replied, “if I can’t reply I tap a body part three times.” 

She walked in front of me and said, “Look how pretty you look kneeling for mommy.”

I moaned out when she said mommy.

“You like that?” Jenny asked. I nodded.

“Use your words you slut.” Jenny said while caressing my cheeks.

“Yes mommy.” I replied. 

Jenny then laid me on the bed and rewarded me with a kiss on the lips. She pushed her tongue into my mouth which caused me to moan. She then started a line of kisses to my neck, sucking and licking my pulse point. She started leaving love bites on my collarbone and in between my breasts. She took my left breast into her mouth and sucked on my nipple until it was hard. She did the same to the right. She then stood up abruptly and went over to her purse. 

“Mommy, where are you going?” I asked.

“You thought I was going to reward you baby? No, I am going to punish you and teach you not to roll your eyes at me.” Jenny said.

I watched her pull out a dildo, blindfold, and a pair of handcuffs. 

She walked back to the bed and asked, “Are you okay with these items?” I nodded. She slapped my face.

“What did I tell you about responding to me?” Jenny said.

“Use your words.” I replied.

“Then use them.” Jenny said.

“Yes mommy.” I said.

She proceeded to blindfold me then handcuff my hands to the railing of my bed, making sure they weren’t too tight. She then began undressing and grabbed the dildo. I moaned at the sight of her. She was beautiful. Her breasts were round and full. Her hair tumbled over her shoulder. Her pussy glistening wet all because of me.

“You like how I look?” Jenny asked.

“Yes mommy.” I replied. 

Jenny climbed on the bed and grabbed my hips, flipping me over. She moved the top of the dildo to rest on my clit making me moan out loud. She proceeded to push it into me without warning until I bottomed out. 

“Mommy!” I moaned loudly.

Jenny started thrusting in and out of my dripping pussy. 

After a while, I shouted, “Mommy, I’m close.”

Jenny abruptly pulled the dildo out of me.

“I was so close!” I whined and started to pout.

“Quit the pouting. Only good girls get to cum. Bad girls get punished.” Jenny stated. She then smacked my left ass cheek and thrusted back into my pussy edging me again. 

“Since you’ve been a good girl, I’ll let you cum this time.” Jenny said.

“Yes, mommy.” I said. 

She pushed back in and thrusted until I came all over the dildo. I fell back in the bed as I watched Jenny clean up the dildo then walk into my bathroom. She came back with a washcloth and began cleaning me up. She uncuffed me and began rubbing my wrists where I pulled at them and took the blindfold off. 

Jenny’s POV 

“Your turn.” Y/n said.

“No it’s okay. You must be tired.” I said.

“No, I insist,” Y/n replied, “I want you to sit on my face.”

I felt my face burn up a little, but climbed on top of her and sat down on her face. She began sucking on my clit making me moan. I started to move my hips with her licks and sucking. 

“God, I love you.” I said without thinking. I could feel Y/n tense up and I was about to apologize and leave when she grabbed my hips to keep them in place. 

“I love you too.” Y/n replied.

She fastened her pace and soon she was licking my sensitive pussy clean from my cum. I winced making her stop her movements and she laid me down on the bed. She snuggled into my side and I gave her a quick kiss on her forehead. 

“D-Did you m-mean what you said when you to-told me you l-loved me?” Y/n asked me.

“Have I ever lied to you?” I asked.

“No.” Y/n stated. 

“Exactly.” I said leaving a kiss on her lips before he curled up, legs intertwined, falling asleep.