LITERALLY MY BRAIN WILL BE LIKE “HERE’S A NEW IDEA” AND I WILL HYPERFIXATE ON IT FOR LIKE AN HOUR OR SO AND DRAW AND DO MSPAINT EDITS AND WRITE STUPID OUTLINES WITH DIALOG AND THEN. THE MOMENT I STOP AND LOSE MOMENTUM. ITS DONE. I CAN TRY TO REVISIT IT BUT MY BRAIN WILL BE LIKE “NOPE LMAO YOURE EXTREMELY SLEEPY NOW AND LOOKING AT THIS WILL MAKE YOUR BRAIN HURT HAHA YOU CAN’T EVEN FORCE YOURSELF TO LOOK AT IT”.
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WHY DID YOU GIVE ME THIS IDEA THEN I’M SO SICK OF IT I HAVE SO MANY GOOD IDEAS AND THEY ALL HAVE CONSIDERABLE NOTES AND OUTLINES WITH REALLY GOOD MATERIAL AND EVEN SOME IMPROMPTU DRAFTS THAT I FREEWROTE WHILE FEELING PARTICULARLY INSANE AND LIKE.
ITS NOT THAT I DONT HAVE IDEAS!! I DO!! IN MY HEAD I KNOW HOW I WANT TO GO FORWARD WITH THE STORY BUT! WRITING! FUCKING! SENTENCES! IS SO HARD???? WHY???? THIS IS LITERALLY MY PROFESSION. I WENT TO SCHOOL FOR THIS. I HAVE A DEGREE IN THIS.